How To Keep Loving You (Chapter 14)
Author: azachiaki
Beta by: handynorus@sj-world.net
Pairing: HaeHyuk & HaeEun
Other Pairings: Kyumin, Yewook, Kangteuk
Rating: PG13 - NC17
Genres: Romance, Smut, Friendship, Angst, Humour
Disclaimer: I only own this fan-fiction!
Summary: What will happen when a twins fall in love for a same guy?
Chapter 14
“What’re you doing, Hyukjae?” asked the sleepy Jungsu when he entered the kitchen.
“Morning hyung! Or should I say afternoon?” replied Hyukjae as he chuckled.
Jungsu just rolled his eyes since he didn’t have mood to argue with his beloved dongsaeng. He felt really sleepy because he slept late last night. He took a seat on the dining table before resting his head on the table. “So, what’re you cooking?”
“Kimchi fried rice with miso soup” Hyukjae simply answered as he focused on his cooking.
Jungsu just nodded. His eyes wondered around. “Where’s Eunhyuk?” he asked when he didn’t see Eunhyuk anywhere.
“At school. He has a dance practice today. I’m going to school later. I want to send this food to him” said Hyukjae. He knew Eunhyuk would practice until night and that’s why he was offering himself to prepare a lunch for his twin. Since today is Saturday and he didn’t have anything to do, he would just help Eunhyuk with what he could.
“And you want to take this opportunity to meet Donghae” Jungsu teased.
Hyukjae with his blushing face turned to look at his hyung and gave his cute glared. “Hyung!” he pouted.
Jungsu laughed when he saw his dongsaeng red face. “It’s true right? Haish, young lover” he said and stood up from his seat. “I’ll go out with Kangin later. Do you want me to send you to school?” offered Jungsu.
Hyukjae shook his head. “No, I’ll go by myself. Besides, the school is not really far”
“If you say so” Jungsu shrugged his shoulder as he walked towards the bathroom to take a shower.
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A smiled was plastered on his face as he walked happily towards the school. He couldn’t wait to meet Donghae. His hyung was right. He just wanted to take this opportunity to meet Donghae. He wasn’t selfish. Is it wrong to meet his boyfriend?
Hyukjae stopped on the grocery shop to buy two cartons of strawberry milk to himself and Eunhyuk, and a carton of chocolate milk to Donghae. Yes, he and Eunhyuk love strawberry milk very much. They may have different personalities but they still shared the same interest. They love strawberry milk very much.
After he paid for the thing he bought, he continued his journey to the school. He took his time. It’s rarely for him to walk alone, enjoying the scenery around him. He felt so peace and calm. ‘I can’t wait to meet him. I just want to see his face. It’s enough to make me happy’
When he reached at the school, he went towards the dance room since he knew his twin and boyfriend were there. He skipped happily and he didn’t even bother to knock the door as he reached there. He knew nobody was there except Eunhyuk and Donghae.
“Hey guys! I bring your...” Hyukjae was startled. “...lunch” he added. What he saw wasn’t something he wanted to see. His heart was beating so fast. He knew this feeling so damn much. Jealousy and hurt.
Eunhyuk’s P.O.V
I went to the dance room like always. Since the dance competition is going to be held in a few weeks, we must practice really hard. Yes, I finally accepted to dance with him. Maybe Hyukjae was right. I’ve to open my heart a bit, for the sake of this competition. I couldn’t lose and I hate losing.
When I reached there, Donghae was already begun practicing. I’ve to admit that he’s a great dancer. His dancing skills were amazing. What a minute! Why am I praising him?
I putted my bag on the floor and that seemed to catch Donghae’s attention. He turned to face me and gave me his warm smiled. I just snorted although... I felt really warm when I saw his smiled. Argh! I didn’t know what happened to me! Since I could cooperate with him, I couldn’t hate or scolded him! What’s wrong with me? I just realize that he’s really nice. It’s just me that was really cold-hearted.
“Hmm... Eunhyuk-shi, can we start practice now?” Donghae asked when I almost lost into my deep thought. It’s all this fish’s fault!
I nodded my head and joined him at the centre of the dance room. We choose Super Junior’s Bonamana as our theme song since that song has a really good beat and it’s catchy. We already created the choreography and right now, we only needed to practice on it. Actually, I still couldn’t believe that I could cooperate with him. Few days ago, we even sat together to discuss about the choreography and unexpectedly, we agreed to each other opinion.
We practice for a few times because we wanted to make it perfect. Our bodies moved in synchronize, following the beat. We swung our bodies simultaneously, we thrust our hips and doing some popping chest perfectly. I just realize. When I’m dancing, I really lost. Lost in my own world. I didn’t care I dance with who. At least I could still dance. Dancing is my passion and it’s my everything.
I was so lost in my dance world until I didn’t realize I slipped. I closed my eyes because I knew my butt would end up hitting the hard floor. To my surprise, I felt someone arms grabbed my body before I fell to the floor. Slowly, I opened my eyes and I could see no other than Lee Donghae, the one that caught me before I fell.
“Are you ok?” he concernedly asked.
I slightly nodded. I blushed when I realize his face was just a few inches from mine. I tried to avoid looking into his eyes while we were still stayed at the same position. I... I just realize... That he has beautiful eyes.
“Hey guys! I bring your lunch” the door was swung opened and revealed Hyukjae.
I was really shocked and quickly pushed Donghae aside. What was I thinking?
End P.O.V
Hyukjae was still in his shocked state. He kept thinking, his mind was wondering. The thing he saw, was that a part of their choreography? He couldn’t help but to feel really jealous. ‘I’ve the right to feel jealous’ he thought.
He didn’t know why he felt so hurt. His heart was aching so much. He really wanted to cry but he knew he couldn’t. ‘I’ve to be strong’
“Hyukjae?” Eunhyuk called his twin who seemed to lose into his world. But he didn’t get any response.
Hyukjae was still standing at his spot. Eunhyuk approached his twin before he tapped Hyukjae’s shoulder. “Hyukjae?”
Hyukjae snapped. “Sorry. Here, I brought your lunch” he said as he gave the lunch box to Eunhyuk. He looked at Donghae. ‘I should think positive. Yes, nothing happen. I just being stupid and jealous’ he tried to calm down himself. He walked to Donghae before gave another lunch box to Donghae. “For you” he said, smiling.
“Uhm, thanks” Donghae accepted the lunch box as he smiled back to Hyukjae.
“I think I should go now. I don’t want to disturb you guys” Hyukjae said and he was about to leave when Eunhyuk pulled him.
“You’re not going anywhere” demanded Eunhyuk. “And you’re not disturbing. Besides, you don’t have anything to do at home right? Just wait for me. We’ll go home together” Eunhyuk added before he pulled Hyukjae to sit beside him on the floor.
“But I only bring two lunch boxes and I’m hungry you know” excused Hyukjae.
“You can have mine” offered Donghae as he joined the twins sitting on the floor.
“It’s not like we never share a food” said Eunhyuk.
Hyukjae heaved a sigh. He didn’t have any choice but to wait for Eunhyuk until he finished his dance practice.
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It was almost night when Eunhyuk and Donghae decided to end their dance practice.
“Hyukjae” Eunhyuk called when they were on the way back to their house.
“Hum?” Hyukjae just hummed, didn’t even look at Eunhyuk.
“Is something wrong?” asked Hyukjae. Being his twin, he knew something happened to his twin.
“What? What’s wrong with me?” instead of answering, he asked Eunhyuk back.
“You can’t lie to me. I know something was going on”
“You’re thinking too much”
“Really? Nothing’s wrong?” Eunhyuk asked, wanted to make sure.
“Yes. I’m definitely fine. You’re thinking too much lately. Maybe you’re worry about the dance competition” assured Hyukjae before he ruffled Eunhyuk’s hair.
“Hey! You’re messing my handsome hair!” shouted Eunhyuk as he pouted and shoved Hyukjae’s hand away.
“You’re so cute!” Hyukjae ruffled Eunhyuk’s hair again before he ran away.
“YOU!” Eunhyuk chased his twin.
They kept running until they reached their house. Hyukjae failed to unlock the door, resulting Eunhyuk to catch him and tickled him non-stop.
“E-eunhyuk! Please... Hahaha... P-please stop!” Hyukjae pleaded between his laughed.
“You deserve this” Eunhyuk said and tickled his twin harder.
“Eunhyuk!” Hyukjae tried to fight back but failed since Eunhyuk is much stronger than him.
“Yah! Are you guys crazy?” shouted the angry Jungsu after he opened the door.
Eunhyuk immediately stopped tickling Hyukjae and stuck out his tongue. “Sorry, hyung”
“Sorry” mumbled Hyukjae as he was still trying to catch his breath.
“Geez, you guys are stinks! Go and take a shower” commanded Jungsu as he pushed his twin dongsaeng inside.
“I’m going to take a bath first!” Eunhyuk said and ran towards the bathroom.
Hyukjae just sighed. He didn’t have a mood to fight over Eunhyuk about who was going to have a bath first. He’s still tired due to his running and chasing session with Eunhyuk earlier. He went towards his shared room with Eunhyuk before collapsed on his soft bed.
‘I wanna love you, I can’t live without you’ his phone rang, mean that he got a new message from someone. He took out his cell phone from the pocket and he slightly smiled when he read the sender name.
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
I’m sorry...
Hyukjae raised his eyebrows. He got up from his lying positioned and replied to Donghae’s message.
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
Why’d you said sorry?”
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
I don’t know. It’s just... Haish, I don’t know how to say it
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
Kekeke... You’re weird, Hae
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
I’m not weird, Hyukkie. You’re the one that acting weird. I know something is wrong with you. If you were jealous because of what you saw earlier, it’s just an accident. Eunhyuk slipped and I tried to catch him
‘I’m so stupid. Jealous over my twin. I should trust Donghae. I know he’ll never cheat me’ thought Hyukjae. He felt a bit guilty since he didn’t believe Donghae’s loyalty.
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
Hyukkie...
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
I’m the one that should say sorry. I shouldn’t act like that. Sorry...
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
You’re forgiven if you give yourself to me
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
HAE! PERVERT FISH!
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
Only for you, baby. By the way, your cooking is so delicious. I really love it!
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
Really? If you want, I can cook for you again
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
I would love to. Thanks
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
It’s not a big deal ^^
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
Next time if you’ve any problem or anything, don’t hesitate to share it with me. I don’t want to see you get hurt
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
Ok. I’m sorry again
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
Sorry is accepted but I still want you XD
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
Stop it, you pervert fish! I bet your body is so smelly. Go and take a shower now!
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
Just admit that you like my smelly body
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
Hae! Stop it or I'll sulking!
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
Hahaha... You’re really fun to tease. Ok, I’ll go and take a bath now. You too, go take a bath and have a nice rest. I hope to see you tomorrow. Will you come?
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
Will try.
From: Fishy Hae
To: Anchovy Hyuk
Ok. Hyukkie, I love you so much...
From: Anchovy Hyuk
To: Fishy Hae
I love you more. Have a nice rest, Hae
Hyukjae putted his cell phone on the table beside his bed. ‘I’m thinking too much. Nothing happened between them. I just wasting my time thought about it’ he sighed.
A/N: I'm so confused! How should I end this story? Who'll be with Donghae? I'm so confused!!! I don't know! Imma ask Hae if I meet him in my dream... ROFL!
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