Our True Love
Author: azaChiaki
Beta by: kkot
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Genres: Romance, Smut
Summary: True love will never end
OUR TRUE LOVE, a fan-fiction dedicate to my wifey, LOS_Eunhee a.k.a Eunhee_89
Our True Love
The rains were pouring down to the earth. No lighting or thunder. It’s just a calm raindrop that dropped to the earth.
Donghae leaned against his bedroom window. He let out a heavy sigh as he looked outside the window. He hated it. He hated it when it’s raining. Why? It’s because rain would always remind him of someone. It’s because rain would always remind him when he was with that someone.
Without him knowing, tears started falling down from his eyes. Yes, he remembered him again.
‘I miss you, Hyukkie’ he muttered.
Flashback 15 years ago
It was raining when a 6 years old Donghae went back from his school. Although he was just a little kid, he insisted his mother not to come and pick him up from school. He wanted to be an independent little boy.
The wind blew so strong, it made little Donghae hold his umbrella tightly. He walked as fast as he could. He didn’t like this weather and he was a bit regretted that he refused his mother’s offer to pick him up.
Little Donghae abruptly stopped when he spotted a crying figure, hugging his legs, head buried on his knees and he was already soaked due to the heavy rain. Slowly, he approached that crying boy and tapped his shoulder.
"Are you okay? Are you hurt or something? Is there anything I can do to help you?" asked Donghae.
The crying boy lifted up his head and looked at Donghae with his teary eyes.
“I know you. You’re Lee Hyukjae right?” Donghae asked Hyukjae.
Hyukjae nodded. “How did you know me?” he asked between sobbing.
“I’m your classmate. My name is Lee Donghae. Although you’re really quiet, I know you and it’s a bit sad because you don’t know me” Donghae smiled.
Hyukjae blushed and lowered down his head. The truth is, he didn’t have any friend at school since he’s a really shy and quiet little boy. He didn’t even recognize his own classmate.
Little Donghae chuckled as soon as he saw Hyukjae’s reaction. “It’s ok because now you know me. Care to tell me why are you crying?”
Little Hyukjae sniffed as he wiped his tears with his palms. “I-I broke my umbrella. Wind was really strong and now I’m soaking. I’m scared”
Donghae immediately hugged his new friend. He knew he’s really good in comforting and it’s the right time to soothe his crying friend. “I’m here. You don’t have to be afraid anymore” coaxed Donghae.
Hyukjae rested his head on Donghae’s shoulder. The warmth that Donghae gave to him madehim felt calm.
“Thanks, Donghae” muttered Hyukjae.
“Let’s go!” Donghae stood up and grinned at his new friend.
Hyukjae just stared at him. He didn’t get what Donghae's up to.
“I’m going to send you home. Come on, let’s go.” Donghae excitedly said as he offered his tiny hand.
Hyukjae gladly grabbed that hand and stood up. “R-really? Are you going to send me home?”
“Yes.” Donghae grinned.
“Is it ok? Your mommy must be worry about you if you come back late.” asked Hyukjae.
“It's OK. Don’t worry. I’m an independent boy” replied Donghae proudly.
“Thanks.” Hyukjae blushed and he noticed that Donghae never let go of his hand since he helped him to stand up.
The two little boys walked towards Hyukjae’s house, they walked while holding hands tightly.
“By the way, Hyukkie.” Donghae stopped and looked at Hyukjae. Hyukjae just raised his eyebrows as he heard Donghae called him by his nickname. “I’m going to call you Hyukkie and you’re going to call me Hae, arasso?” added Donghae.
Hyukjae nodded and his face turned red for no apparent reason. “Ok Don... I-I mean Hae”
End Flashback.
The rain became heavier. Donghae still stared out of his window. He has been staring at the rain for more than two hours. He’s not tired. Every raindrop that fell into the earth made him remember every single moment he shared with Hyukjae.
Flashback 8 years ago
They had known each other for 7 years and every day, their friendship became tighter. Their feeling towards each other became deeper. They knew it but they didn’t want to admit it.
They didn’t want to ruin their friendship and that’s why both of them made a decision to hide their true feelings. Hyukjae loved Donghae very much, so did Donghae.
Valentine’s Day is the day that every couple have been waiting for every year. For Donghae and Hyukjae, they have their own style to celebrate this special day. They would celebrate Valentine’s Day as a friendship day.
They would give chocolates to each other. They would exchange some small gifts with each other. The only different with other couple was that they were not couples. They’re friend. Best friend.
“Donghae” a girl called Donghae. She’s Rae In, Donghae’s classmate.
Donghae who was busy packing his things, turned to look at Rae In and asked, “What?”
Rae In’s face was red. “I’ve something to tell you. Can you come with me for a while?” she replied as her face turned red like a tomato.
“Sure.” Donghae said and got up from his seat. “Hyukkie, I’ll meet you at the school gate.”
Hyukjae nodded and continued packing his belongings.
Donghae and Rae In walked toward the music room. The room was empty because the class had just finished.
“Why do you want to see me?” asked Donghae.
“There's something I want to tell you. I-I have a confession to make” replied Rae In softly but enough for Donghae to hear it.
Donghae raised his eyebrows as he quietly stared at the shy girl in front of him.
"Please don't think low of me, but I'm in love with you. I’ve been in love with you ever since the first time I saw you” Rae In confessed.
Donghae’s eyes widened. He was shocked. He didn’t know that Rae In has feeling for him. He never expected someone would confess to him.
Hyukjae’s heart shattered into pieces. Yes, being a curious monkey, he couldn’t help but to stalk his best friend. How he wished he was as brave as Rae In. He wanted to tell Donghae how much he loved him, not just as his best friend but more than that.
Hyukjae left the music room with tears started to form from his eyes. He tried to act strong but he failed. He’s deeply in love with Donghae, yet he didn’t have the courage to tell it to his best friend.
“Donghae-a?” Rae In called as she noticed that Donghae just stood still, not a reaction that she expected.
Donghae took a deep breath. “I'm flattered, but ... I’m sorry, Rae In-a. I just can’t accept your love”
Rae In wanted to cry. She was disappointed but she tried to hide it. “You already have someone special in your heart, am I right?” she smiled.
Donghae just nodded as an answer.
“That person is so lucky to have you”
“He doesn’t know that I love him”
“He? Does it means that you’re in love with Hyukjae?” her eyes widened.
“I wish I was brave like you. I want to tell him that I love him but I’m afraid it will ruin our friendship” Donghae sighed.
“You must tell him or you’ll regret it. We’ve to sacrifice something to get what we want. You wouldn’t know until you try”
‘Sacrifice something to get what I want? It’s true that I wouldn’t know anything unless I try it. What if Hyukjae also feels the same? What if Hyukjae hates me after I confess my feeling? Should I take a risk?’ Donghae thought.
“If you really love him, just go for it. I've been watching the two of you, and I can tell that Hyukjae also loves you” Rae In said as she pushed Donghae out of the room.
Once she managed to push Donghae out, river of tears running down her cheeks.
Meanwhile, Donghae ran as fast as he could toward the school gate and he was disappointed because he couldn’t find Hyukjae there.
‘Maybe he already went home because he’s tired of waiting for me’ Donghae pouted.
The weather suddenly changes. The cloud became dark and the wind became rough. In a split second, rains started to fall.
Donghae started to feel uneasy. He was dead worried about Hyukjae. He knew Hyukjae didn’t like this weather. He ran, following the road towards Hyukjae’s house.
‘Please, don’t let anything happen to him’ prayed Donghae.
He was a bit startled when thunder was roaring loudly and lighting flashed across the sky. He kept running and his mind was full of Hyukjae. He was worried about Hyukjae’s safety.
“Hyukkie!” he shouted when he saw Hyukjae, kneeling on the ground, hands covered both of his ears.
Donghae quickly hugged his trembling friend but what he got was a rejection. Hyukjae pushed him so hard, it made Donghae landing flat on his butt.
Donghae was confused with Hyukjae’s reaction. Hyukjae never did something like that to him. “Hyukkie, what’s wrong?”
Hyukjae didn’t answer. He wiped the tears that fell from his eyes. Donghae knew something wrong had happened to his best friend and he wondered why. He felt really hurt when he saw Hyukjae’s tears.
Donghae tried to approach Hyukjae and hugged him but he failed. “Hyukkie-a” Donghae whined.
“Go away” muttered Hyukjae.
Donghae was a bit shocked. “Why? Did I do something wrong?” he asked but he got no replied from the other. “Hyukkie, please”
“Please Hae, leave me alone” Hyukjae said without even looking at him.
“How can I leave you when you’re like this?” Donghae said with full of concerned with both arms reaching out tried to hold him again.
Hyukjae didn’t realize when he fell into Donghae’s embrace. All he knew was he’s crying really hard on Donghae’s shoulder.
“Hyukkie-a” Donghae didn’t know what to say. All he could do was lent his shoulder for his best friend to cry.
“Please don’t leave me, Hae” Hyukjae said out of the blue.
“I won’t. Why would I leave you?” Donghae said and patted Hyukjae’s head.
“W-when you’ve someone special, you’ll forget about me” Hyukjae sobbed. His heart was aching every time he thought about this. He didn’t want to lose Donghae but he didn’t want to make his best friend suffered to.
Donghae looked at Hyukjae with a lot of confusion. “When I’ve someone special?”
Hyukjae nodded.
Donghae smiled to himself. He knew what happened to his Hyukkie and now he’s understood to whole situation. “Are you jealous, Hyukkie?” Donghae teased.
“What’d you mean?” Hyukjae asked as he raised his eyebrows.
“You were stalking me with Rae In right?”
Hyukjae’s face was red because of embarrassment. He never expects that Donghae would suspect about it. “I-I didn’t s-stalking you” replied Hyukjae nervously.
Donghae cupped Hyukjae’s face and looked deeply into his eyes. “Hyukkie, if I’ve someone special, that person would be no other than you”
“You mean?”
“I love you, Hyukkie”
With that confession, Hyukjae’s tears fell like a river stream. Donghae admitted that he loved him. He didn’t need to hide his feeling anymore. He could freely told Donghae that he loved him too.
“I love you too, Hae”
Donghae gently placed his lip to Hyukjae’s. After 7 years, they finally shared their first kiss. After 7 years, they finally have courage to tell their true feeling towards each other.
End Flashback
The rain didn’t show any signed to stop. It kept pouring down to the earth.
Donghae unconsciously smiled when he remembered those sweet memories. No matter what happened, Hyukjae would always be his first and last. He really loves Hyukjae with all his heart. He would do everything to make Hyukjae happy.
Flashback 6 years ago
“Hmmphh” Hyukjae gasped when Donghae bites his lower lip. His gasping gave a better access for Donghae’s tongue to invade Hyukjae’s mouth.
Yes, they were making love inside Donghae’s room. That was not their first time. Their original planned was to study together since their final exam would come soon.
The rain that suddenly fell made the couple felt really lazy to continue their study and they ended up making love on Donghae’s bed.
Donghae used his expert tongue to explore and taste every inched inside Hyukjae’s sweet mouth. Saliva were mixing, moaning and gasping were coming out from their mouth.
They pulled apart when they needed some air to breath. Hyukjae was still trying to catch his breath when Donghae already pulled out his shirt and carelessly threw it to the floor.
Donghae licked his lip as he stared at Hyukjae’s half naked body. The scenery in front of him would never make him bored.
Hyukjae tried to cover his upper body when he noticed Donghae was staring non-stop to his body. “Why are you staring at me like that?” Hyukjae pouted.
“Because you’re so hot, baby. Don’t cover your body. You look hotter and sexier like this” Donghae whispered sensually in Hyukjae’s ear. “But, only me can stare at this hot and sexy body” he added and nibbled on Hyukjae’s ear.
“Ahh... Hae” Hyukjae moaned.
Donghae gave a quick peck on Hyukjae’s cheeks before went to lick and sucking Hyukjae’s pale neck. He bites Hyukjae’s neck, not really hard, but enough to leave a purple mark there. The mark that prove that he owns Hyukjae’s heart.
Hyukjae let out a low moaned when Donghae was doing a great job to his body. Donghae’s mouth was playing with his nipple when his hand was abusing his hard bulge.
“H-hae, you’re... Hmmphh... T-teasing” moaned Hyukjae.
Donghae just smirked and he became more excited every times Hyukjae moaned his name. He quickened his massage on Hyukjae’s growing bulge.
In a one swift movement, he managed to pull out Hyukjae’s pant and boxer. Hyukjae gasped as he felt cold air brush his skin.
“Ugghh” Hyukjae gasped as Donghae licked the tip of his cock and playfully sucked it.
“Do you like it, Hyukkie?” Donghae asked before he continued sucking the whole length.
“Ahh... H-hae” was all Hyukjae could say. He was drowned to his own pleasure world.
Donghae abruptly stopped when he could feel Hyukjae’s pre-cum inside his mouth. Once again, he kissed Hyukjae’s lip. Hyukjae could feel his own cum when Donghae kissed him.
“Why am I fully naked but you’re still fully dress?” Hyukae pouted.
“Aw, someone is excited to see his boyfriend perfect body” Donghae chuckled as he praised himself.
Hyukjae puff his cheeks. His boyfriend was really cheeky. Donghae laughed when he saw Hyukjae’s cute reaction. He began to take out his shirt and pant. Hyukjae blushed when heaccidentally looked at Donghae’s proud erection.
“Why are you blushing? It’s not your first time seeing my Fishy” Donghae said, made Hyukjae’s face redden because of embarrassment. “Hyukkie, you’re so cute!” Donghae added and hugged Hyukjae tightly.
“Hae, you’re so ahhhmmpp” Hyukjae couldn’t finish his sentence as Donghae inserted his first finger inside Hyukjae’s tight hole.
“Hae, you s-should give hmmmpp... w-warning first” Hyukjae managed to say between his moaning.
Donghae pushed his second finger when he didn’t see any sign of pain from Hyukjae. Hyukjae let out a moaned when Donghae roughly scissoring and rubbing his inner wall. Soon, third finger followed the other two. Hyukjae whined because he could feel that his hole was stretched to its limit.
When he felt Hyukjae’s hole was wide enough to take his hard cock, Donghae took out his finger and positioned his length to Hyukjae’s hole.
Donghae gave a quick pecked on Hyukjae’s forehead and cheeks. “Ready baby?” he asked and Hyukjae just nodded as an answered.
He started his thrust at a slow pace. He wanted Hyukjae to feel comfortable with his size and thrusting. Every thrust he gave never fail to make Hyukjae moaned his name.
“H-hae, t-take me hmmhpp... R-rough” Hyukjae said.
Like giving permission, Donghae’s thrust became rougher and faster. Hyukjae didn’t even realize when he wrapped his legs around Donghae’s waist, demanded him to go deeper inside him.
“AHH!” Hyukjae moaned out loud as Donghae hit his prostate.
“Look like I found a good spot” Donghae smirked and continued hitting the same spot again and again.
Hyukjae had to clutch the bed sheet and gently bites his own lip to prevent himself from moaning Donghae’s name continuously.
Donghae’s hand travelled down and stopped when it reached at Hyukjae’s trembling cock. He stroke and pumped Hyukjae’s cock at the same rhythm as his thrust.
“Hmphh H-hae”
“Uggh” Donghae gasped as Hyukjae’s inner wall was tighten around his cock.
They were drowned to their world. The room was filled with their gasping and moaning. The air was filled with the sex smelled.
“Hae, I c-can’t” Hyukjae pleaded as he was near to his orgasm.
“Together?” Donghae said. He was also reached his limit.
With Donghae’s final thrust, Hyukjae spilled his cum to Donghae’s stomach and hand. Donghae followed a few moments later, filling Hyukjae’s holes with his hot liquid.
Donghae pulled out his soften cock before lied beside Hyukjae. They were panting and tried really hard to regain back their normal breath.
Donghae turned to face Hyukjae and wrapped his muscular arms around Hyukjae’s waist. Their bodies were so close that there was no gap between them. Hyukjae wrapped his arms around Donghae’s neck and buried his face on Donghae’s chest.
“I love you, Hyukkie” Donghae said.
“I love you too. I really love you, Hae” Hyukjae mumbled. He was really tired and ready to fall into his fantasy dreamland.
“Our love will never end, I’ll love you till death” Donghae said.
Hyukjae just smiled with Donghae’s confession. He was damn tired to reply anything. He knew their love would never end because they were meant for each other.
End Flashback
Some of the memories were sweet to him but some of it was really hard to take. Donghae knew and he always believed that Hyukjae is the only one for him.
Although they were separated by a hundred or maybe thousand miles, their love would never end.
Flashback 4 years ago
“Moving?!!” asked Donghae a bit shocked.
Hyukjae was now crying really hard. He just told Donghae that his father decided to move to Japan. He couldn’t believe it because after 11 years they were together, go through a happy and sad moments, their love would end now.
Donghae hugged Hyukjae tightly, not wanting to let him go. He tried to act stronger but he failed. He couldn’t life without Hyukjae. Hyukjae was really important in his life. Hyukjae washis life. Hyukjae was his heart. How should he live when he lost half of his heart?
The rain started to pour down to the earth as hard as their tears. They have been on that positioned for a few minutes. None of them wanted to let go of each other. They didn’t care any less of the rain that fell to their body. As long as they could still hugged each other, as long as they could still be near to each other, they didn’t mind getting soaked.
They let go of each other's embrace and stared into each other's eyes. Donghae cupped Hyukjae’s face and brought Hyukjae’s face closer to him until their foreheads met.
“No matter what happen, no matter how far you go, I’ll always love you. The distance can’t separate us. Our love is stronger than anything. I swear, I love you and only death can separate us”
Hyukjae sniffed. He knew he should have faith in their love. He knew he should believe Donghae. Donghae was his first and last love. “I promise I’ll love you till the end, Hae. I love you so much. I love you”
Their lips met again. The kissed was passionate and hot although they were standing on the rain. It’s hard to take but they do believe each other.
End Flashback
Donghae snapped out from his fantasy land when he heard his cell phone rang. He grabbed his cell phone and looked at the caller ID. He giggled and excitedly answered the called.
“HYUKKIE, I MISS YOU!” he shouted. Yes, that was his monkey who called him.
“I miss you too, Hae. And what with your shouting? Are you trying to make me deaf?”
“Hyukkie, you don’t know how much I've missed you”
Hyukjae sighed. “Hae, we just been apart like 4 hours ago”
“But still, I already miss you. When will you come back to Korea again?” Donghae pouted. As if Hyukjae could see his Fishy pouting right now.
“When you’ve enough money to sponsor me a flight ticket” Hyukjae chuckled.
“Hyukkie, you’re so mean” Donghae pouted became more visible. “But, I’ll always love you. Hyukkie?”
“Yes Hae?”
“I love you”
“I know that pabo. I love you too”
Their body might have separated but their hearts, their minds, their love, still remain with each other. Day by day, their love grows even stronger and deeper. It’s because true love story, never have endings.
A/N: My new one-shot is dedicate for no other than my wifey, LOS_Eunhee! :P Sorry ‘cause I ignoring you for this few days. Actually, I wanna write fan-fiction as a birthday gift for you. T_T Since I quite busy and don’t have time, I only manage to write it now.
Beta by: kkot
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: HaeHyuk
Genres: Romance, Smut
Summary: True love will never end
OUR TRUE LOVE, a fan-fiction dedicate to my wifey, LOS_Eunhee a.k.a Eunhee_89
Our True Love
The rains were pouring down to the earth. No lighting or thunder. It’s just a calm raindrop that dropped to the earth.
Donghae leaned against his bedroom window. He let out a heavy sigh as he looked outside the window. He hated it. He hated it when it’s raining. Why? It’s because rain would always remind him of someone. It’s because rain would always remind him when he was with that someone.
Without him knowing, tears started falling down from his eyes. Yes, he remembered him again.
‘I miss you, Hyukkie’ he muttered.
Flashback 15 years ago
It was raining when a 6 years old Donghae went back from his school. Although he was just a little kid, he insisted his mother not to come and pick him up from school. He wanted to be an independent little boy.
The wind blew so strong, it made little Donghae hold his umbrella tightly. He walked as fast as he could. He didn’t like this weather and he was a bit regretted that he refused his mother’s offer to pick him up.
Little Donghae abruptly stopped when he spotted a crying figure, hugging his legs, head buried on his knees and he was already soaked due to the heavy rain. Slowly, he approached that crying boy and tapped his shoulder.
"Are you okay? Are you hurt or something? Is there anything I can do to help you?" asked Donghae.
The crying boy lifted up his head and looked at Donghae with his teary eyes.
“I know you. You’re Lee Hyukjae right?” Donghae asked Hyukjae.
Hyukjae nodded. “How did you know me?” he asked between sobbing.
“I’m your classmate. My name is Lee Donghae. Although you’re really quiet, I know you and it’s a bit sad because you don’t know me” Donghae smiled.
Hyukjae blushed and lowered down his head. The truth is, he didn’t have any friend at school since he’s a really shy and quiet little boy. He didn’t even recognize his own classmate.
Little Donghae chuckled as soon as he saw Hyukjae’s reaction. “It’s ok because now you know me. Care to tell me why are you crying?”
Little Hyukjae sniffed as he wiped his tears with his palms. “I-I broke my umbrella. Wind was really strong and now I’m soaking. I’m scared”
Donghae immediately hugged his new friend. He knew he’s really good in comforting and it’s the right time to soothe his crying friend. “I’m here. You don’t have to be afraid anymore” coaxed Donghae.
Hyukjae rested his head on Donghae’s shoulder. The warmth that Donghae gave to him madehim felt calm.
“Thanks, Donghae” muttered Hyukjae.
“Let’s go!” Donghae stood up and grinned at his new friend.
Hyukjae just stared at him. He didn’t get what Donghae's up to.
“I’m going to send you home. Come on, let’s go.” Donghae excitedly said as he offered his tiny hand.
Hyukjae gladly grabbed that hand and stood up. “R-really? Are you going to send me home?”
“Yes.” Donghae grinned.
“Is it ok? Your mommy must be worry about you if you come back late.” asked Hyukjae.
“It's OK. Don’t worry. I’m an independent boy” replied Donghae proudly.
“Thanks.” Hyukjae blushed and he noticed that Donghae never let go of his hand since he helped him to stand up.
The two little boys walked towards Hyukjae’s house, they walked while holding hands tightly.
“By the way, Hyukkie.” Donghae stopped and looked at Hyukjae. Hyukjae just raised his eyebrows as he heard Donghae called him by his nickname. “I’m going to call you Hyukkie and you’re going to call me Hae, arasso?” added Donghae.
Hyukjae nodded and his face turned red for no apparent reason. “Ok Don... I-I mean Hae”
End Flashback.
The rain became heavier. Donghae still stared out of his window. He has been staring at the rain for more than two hours. He’s not tired. Every raindrop that fell into the earth made him remember every single moment he shared with Hyukjae.
Flashback 8 years ago
They had known each other for 7 years and every day, their friendship became tighter. Their feeling towards each other became deeper. They knew it but they didn’t want to admit it.
They didn’t want to ruin their friendship and that’s why both of them made a decision to hide their true feelings. Hyukjae loved Donghae very much, so did Donghae.
Valentine’s Day is the day that every couple have been waiting for every year. For Donghae and Hyukjae, they have their own style to celebrate this special day. They would celebrate Valentine’s Day as a friendship day.
They would give chocolates to each other. They would exchange some small gifts with each other. The only different with other couple was that they were not couples. They’re friend. Best friend.
“Donghae” a girl called Donghae. She’s Rae In, Donghae’s classmate.
Donghae who was busy packing his things, turned to look at Rae In and asked, “What?”
Rae In’s face was red. “I’ve something to tell you. Can you come with me for a while?” she replied as her face turned red like a tomato.
“Sure.” Donghae said and got up from his seat. “Hyukkie, I’ll meet you at the school gate.”
Hyukjae nodded and continued packing his belongings.
Donghae and Rae In walked toward the music room. The room was empty because the class had just finished.
“Why do you want to see me?” asked Donghae.
“There's something I want to tell you. I-I have a confession to make” replied Rae In softly but enough for Donghae to hear it.
Donghae raised his eyebrows as he quietly stared at the shy girl in front of him.
"Please don't think low of me, but I'm in love with you. I’ve been in love with you ever since the first time I saw you” Rae In confessed.
Donghae’s eyes widened. He was shocked. He didn’t know that Rae In has feeling for him. He never expected someone would confess to him.
Hyukjae’s heart shattered into pieces. Yes, being a curious monkey, he couldn’t help but to stalk his best friend. How he wished he was as brave as Rae In. He wanted to tell Donghae how much he loved him, not just as his best friend but more than that.
Hyukjae left the music room with tears started to form from his eyes. He tried to act strong but he failed. He’s deeply in love with Donghae, yet he didn’t have the courage to tell it to his best friend.
“Donghae-a?” Rae In called as she noticed that Donghae just stood still, not a reaction that she expected.
Donghae took a deep breath. “I'm flattered, but ... I’m sorry, Rae In-a. I just can’t accept your love”
Rae In wanted to cry. She was disappointed but she tried to hide it. “You already have someone special in your heart, am I right?” she smiled.
Donghae just nodded as an answer.
“That person is so lucky to have you”
“He doesn’t know that I love him”
“He? Does it means that you’re in love with Hyukjae?” her eyes widened.
“I wish I was brave like you. I want to tell him that I love him but I’m afraid it will ruin our friendship” Donghae sighed.
“You must tell him or you’ll regret it. We’ve to sacrifice something to get what we want. You wouldn’t know until you try”
‘Sacrifice something to get what I want? It’s true that I wouldn’t know anything unless I try it. What if Hyukjae also feels the same? What if Hyukjae hates me after I confess my feeling? Should I take a risk?’ Donghae thought.
“If you really love him, just go for it. I've been watching the two of you, and I can tell that Hyukjae also loves you” Rae In said as she pushed Donghae out of the room.
Once she managed to push Donghae out, river of tears running down her cheeks.
Meanwhile, Donghae ran as fast as he could toward the school gate and he was disappointed because he couldn’t find Hyukjae there.
‘Maybe he already went home because he’s tired of waiting for me’ Donghae pouted.
The weather suddenly changes. The cloud became dark and the wind became rough. In a split second, rains started to fall.
Donghae started to feel uneasy. He was dead worried about Hyukjae. He knew Hyukjae didn’t like this weather. He ran, following the road towards Hyukjae’s house.
‘Please, don’t let anything happen to him’ prayed Donghae.
He was a bit startled when thunder was roaring loudly and lighting flashed across the sky. He kept running and his mind was full of Hyukjae. He was worried about Hyukjae’s safety.
“Hyukkie!” he shouted when he saw Hyukjae, kneeling on the ground, hands covered both of his ears.
Donghae quickly hugged his trembling friend but what he got was a rejection. Hyukjae pushed him so hard, it made Donghae landing flat on his butt.
Donghae was confused with Hyukjae’s reaction. Hyukjae never did something like that to him. “Hyukkie, what’s wrong?”
Hyukjae didn’t answer. He wiped the tears that fell from his eyes. Donghae knew something wrong had happened to his best friend and he wondered why. He felt really hurt when he saw Hyukjae’s tears.
Donghae tried to approach Hyukjae and hugged him but he failed. “Hyukkie-a” Donghae whined.
“Go away” muttered Hyukjae.
Donghae was a bit shocked. “Why? Did I do something wrong?” he asked but he got no replied from the other. “Hyukkie, please”
“Please Hae, leave me alone” Hyukjae said without even looking at him.
“How can I leave you when you’re like this?” Donghae said with full of concerned with both arms reaching out tried to hold him again.
Hyukjae didn’t realize when he fell into Donghae’s embrace. All he knew was he’s crying really hard on Donghae’s shoulder.
“Hyukkie-a” Donghae didn’t know what to say. All he could do was lent his shoulder for his best friend to cry.
“Please don’t leave me, Hae” Hyukjae said out of the blue.
“I won’t. Why would I leave you?” Donghae said and patted Hyukjae’s head.
“W-when you’ve someone special, you’ll forget about me” Hyukjae sobbed. His heart was aching every time he thought about this. He didn’t want to lose Donghae but he didn’t want to make his best friend suffered to.
Donghae looked at Hyukjae with a lot of confusion. “When I’ve someone special?”
Hyukjae nodded.
Donghae smiled to himself. He knew what happened to his Hyukkie and now he’s understood to whole situation. “Are you jealous, Hyukkie?” Donghae teased.
“What’d you mean?” Hyukjae asked as he raised his eyebrows.
“You were stalking me with Rae In right?”
Hyukjae’s face was red because of embarrassment. He never expects that Donghae would suspect about it. “I-I didn’t s-stalking you” replied Hyukjae nervously.
Donghae cupped Hyukjae’s face and looked deeply into his eyes. “Hyukkie, if I’ve someone special, that person would be no other than you”
“You mean?”
“I love you, Hyukkie”
With that confession, Hyukjae’s tears fell like a river stream. Donghae admitted that he loved him. He didn’t need to hide his feeling anymore. He could freely told Donghae that he loved him too.
“I love you too, Hae”
Donghae gently placed his lip to Hyukjae’s. After 7 years, they finally shared their first kiss. After 7 years, they finally have courage to tell their true feeling towards each other.
End Flashback
The rain didn’t show any signed to stop. It kept pouring down to the earth.
Donghae unconsciously smiled when he remembered those sweet memories. No matter what happened, Hyukjae would always be his first and last. He really loves Hyukjae with all his heart. He would do everything to make Hyukjae happy.
Flashback 6 years ago
“Hmmphh” Hyukjae gasped when Donghae bites his lower lip. His gasping gave a better access for Donghae’s tongue to invade Hyukjae’s mouth.
Yes, they were making love inside Donghae’s room. That was not their first time. Their original planned was to study together since their final exam would come soon.
The rain that suddenly fell made the couple felt really lazy to continue their study and they ended up making love on Donghae’s bed.
Donghae used his expert tongue to explore and taste every inched inside Hyukjae’s sweet mouth. Saliva were mixing, moaning and gasping were coming out from their mouth.
They pulled apart when they needed some air to breath. Hyukjae was still trying to catch his breath when Donghae already pulled out his shirt and carelessly threw it to the floor.
Donghae licked his lip as he stared at Hyukjae’s half naked body. The scenery in front of him would never make him bored.
Hyukjae tried to cover his upper body when he noticed Donghae was staring non-stop to his body. “Why are you staring at me like that?” Hyukjae pouted.
“Because you’re so hot, baby. Don’t cover your body. You look hotter and sexier like this” Donghae whispered sensually in Hyukjae’s ear. “But, only me can stare at this hot and sexy body” he added and nibbled on Hyukjae’s ear.
“Ahh... Hae” Hyukjae moaned.
Donghae gave a quick peck on Hyukjae’s cheeks before went to lick and sucking Hyukjae’s pale neck. He bites Hyukjae’s neck, not really hard, but enough to leave a purple mark there. The mark that prove that he owns Hyukjae’s heart.
Hyukjae let out a low moaned when Donghae was doing a great job to his body. Donghae’s mouth was playing with his nipple when his hand was abusing his hard bulge.
“H-hae, you’re... Hmmphh... T-teasing” moaned Hyukjae.
Donghae just smirked and he became more excited every times Hyukjae moaned his name. He quickened his massage on Hyukjae’s growing bulge.
In a one swift movement, he managed to pull out Hyukjae’s pant and boxer. Hyukjae gasped as he felt cold air brush his skin.
“Ugghh” Hyukjae gasped as Donghae licked the tip of his cock and playfully sucked it.
“Do you like it, Hyukkie?” Donghae asked before he continued sucking the whole length.
“Ahh... H-hae” was all Hyukjae could say. He was drowned to his own pleasure world.
Donghae abruptly stopped when he could feel Hyukjae’s pre-cum inside his mouth. Once again, he kissed Hyukjae’s lip. Hyukjae could feel his own cum when Donghae kissed him.
“Why am I fully naked but you’re still fully dress?” Hyukae pouted.
“Aw, someone is excited to see his boyfriend perfect body” Donghae chuckled as he praised himself.
Hyukjae puff his cheeks. His boyfriend was really cheeky. Donghae laughed when he saw Hyukjae’s cute reaction. He began to take out his shirt and pant. Hyukjae blushed when heaccidentally looked at Donghae’s proud erection.
“Why are you blushing? It’s not your first time seeing my Fishy” Donghae said, made Hyukjae’s face redden because of embarrassment. “Hyukkie, you’re so cute!” Donghae added and hugged Hyukjae tightly.
“Hae, you’re so ahhhmmpp” Hyukjae couldn’t finish his sentence as Donghae inserted his first finger inside Hyukjae’s tight hole.
“Hae, you s-should give hmmmpp... w-warning first” Hyukjae managed to say between his moaning.
Donghae pushed his second finger when he didn’t see any sign of pain from Hyukjae. Hyukjae let out a moaned when Donghae roughly scissoring and rubbing his inner wall. Soon, third finger followed the other two. Hyukjae whined because he could feel that his hole was stretched to its limit.
When he felt Hyukjae’s hole was wide enough to take his hard cock, Donghae took out his finger and positioned his length to Hyukjae’s hole.
Donghae gave a quick pecked on Hyukjae’s forehead and cheeks. “Ready baby?” he asked and Hyukjae just nodded as an answered.
He started his thrust at a slow pace. He wanted Hyukjae to feel comfortable with his size and thrusting. Every thrust he gave never fail to make Hyukjae moaned his name.
“H-hae, t-take me hmmhpp... R-rough” Hyukjae said.
Like giving permission, Donghae’s thrust became rougher and faster. Hyukjae didn’t even realize when he wrapped his legs around Donghae’s waist, demanded him to go deeper inside him.
“AHH!” Hyukjae moaned out loud as Donghae hit his prostate.
“Look like I found a good spot” Donghae smirked and continued hitting the same spot again and again.
Hyukjae had to clutch the bed sheet and gently bites his own lip to prevent himself from moaning Donghae’s name continuously.
Donghae’s hand travelled down and stopped when it reached at Hyukjae’s trembling cock. He stroke and pumped Hyukjae’s cock at the same rhythm as his thrust.
“Hmphh H-hae”
“Uggh” Donghae gasped as Hyukjae’s inner wall was tighten around his cock.
They were drowned to their world. The room was filled with their gasping and moaning. The air was filled with the sex smelled.
“Hae, I c-can’t” Hyukjae pleaded as he was near to his orgasm.
“Together?” Donghae said. He was also reached his limit.
With Donghae’s final thrust, Hyukjae spilled his cum to Donghae’s stomach and hand. Donghae followed a few moments later, filling Hyukjae’s holes with his hot liquid.
Donghae pulled out his soften cock before lied beside Hyukjae. They were panting and tried really hard to regain back their normal breath.
Donghae turned to face Hyukjae and wrapped his muscular arms around Hyukjae’s waist. Their bodies were so close that there was no gap between them. Hyukjae wrapped his arms around Donghae’s neck and buried his face on Donghae’s chest.
“I love you, Hyukkie” Donghae said.
“I love you too. I really love you, Hae” Hyukjae mumbled. He was really tired and ready to fall into his fantasy dreamland.
“Our love will never end, I’ll love you till death” Donghae said.
Hyukjae just smiled with Donghae’s confession. He was damn tired to reply anything. He knew their love would never end because they were meant for each other.
End Flashback
Some of the memories were sweet to him but some of it was really hard to take. Donghae knew and he always believed that Hyukjae is the only one for him.
Although they were separated by a hundred or maybe thousand miles, their love would never end.
Flashback 4 years ago
“Moving?!!” asked Donghae a bit shocked.
Hyukjae was now crying really hard. He just told Donghae that his father decided to move to Japan. He couldn’t believe it because after 11 years they were together, go through a happy and sad moments, their love would end now.
Donghae hugged Hyukjae tightly, not wanting to let him go. He tried to act stronger but he failed. He couldn’t life without Hyukjae. Hyukjae was really important in his life. Hyukjae washis life. Hyukjae was his heart. How should he live when he lost half of his heart?
The rain started to pour down to the earth as hard as their tears. They have been on that positioned for a few minutes. None of them wanted to let go of each other. They didn’t care any less of the rain that fell to their body. As long as they could still hugged each other, as long as they could still be near to each other, they didn’t mind getting soaked.
They let go of each other's embrace and stared into each other's eyes. Donghae cupped Hyukjae’s face and brought Hyukjae’s face closer to him until their foreheads met.
“No matter what happen, no matter how far you go, I’ll always love you. The distance can’t separate us. Our love is stronger than anything. I swear, I love you and only death can separate us”
Hyukjae sniffed. He knew he should have faith in their love. He knew he should believe Donghae. Donghae was his first and last love. “I promise I’ll love you till the end, Hae. I love you so much. I love you”
Their lips met again. The kissed was passionate and hot although they were standing on the rain. It’s hard to take but they do believe each other.
End Flashback
Donghae snapped out from his fantasy land when he heard his cell phone rang. He grabbed his cell phone and looked at the caller ID. He giggled and excitedly answered the called.
“HYUKKIE, I MISS YOU!” he shouted. Yes, that was his monkey who called him.
“I miss you too, Hae. And what with your shouting? Are you trying to make me deaf?”
“Hyukkie, you don’t know how much I've missed you”
Hyukjae sighed. “Hae, we just been apart like 4 hours ago”
“But still, I already miss you. When will you come back to Korea again?” Donghae pouted. As if Hyukjae could see his Fishy pouting right now.
“When you’ve enough money to sponsor me a flight ticket” Hyukjae chuckled.
“Hyukkie, you’re so mean” Donghae pouted became more visible. “But, I’ll always love you. Hyukkie?”
“Yes Hae?”
“I love you”
“I know that pabo. I love you too”
Their body might have separated but their hearts, their minds, their love, still remain with each other. Day by day, their love grows even stronger and deeper. It’s because true love story, never have endings.
A/N: My new one-shot is dedicate for no other than my wifey, LOS_Eunhee! :P Sorry ‘cause I ignoring you for this few days. Actually, I wanna write fan-fiction as a birthday gift for you. T_T Since I quite busy and don’t have time, I only manage to write it now.