Without You [One-Shot]
Pairing : Yewook
Rating : PG (to be safe)
Genre : Angst, Romance
Disclaimer : I dont own them... Jeez...
Warning : Un-betaed, CHARACTER DEATH
“Wookie ah, are you ok?”, Leeteuk asked Ryeowook when he looked out of the window in his room. Ryeowook looked at him and gave him a weak smiled.
Leeteuk came closer to Ryeowook as he was put his right hand on his dongsaeng shoulder. He tried to comfort him. “Don’t be like this. Yesungie must be sad if he see you like this. Life must go on”.
Without Ryeowook realised, his tears started to fall down into cheeks. He could not control his feeling anymore. Leeteuk quickly hugged him and he cried on Leeteuk’s shoulder.
‘I know I should not be like this. I know I have to continue my life. But... I could not. The person who closed to me, the person who like me, the person who love me, has gone forever from this world. I could not believe and accepted that he was gone. Why did he leave so soon? Why he did not bring me with him? My life is not meaningful anymore if he did not stay by my side’. Ryeowook thought.
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“Wookie, look what did I bought!” Yesung said when he was entered the shared room between him and Ryeowook.
“What’s it, hyung?” Ryeowook asked as he was looked at the turtle on Yesung’s hand. “A turtle?”.
Yesung shook his head excitedly.
“Where do you get it?” Ryeowook asked him.
“I bought it”.
“How much does it cost?”
“300, 000 won”.
Ryeowook’s eyes became really big. “WHAT?! So expensive! Why did you buy it? Who gonna take care it?
“This little turtle is so cute. I’ll take cares him. What name should I give to him?” Yesung asked as he was play with his turtle.
Ryeowook sighed heavily.
“How about Ddangkoma? Sweet name right?”.
“Whatever hyung”.
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“Wookie, do you want to eat something?” Leeteuk still try to comfort his dongsaeng.
“No, I’m not hungry”.
“You must eat something. You haven’t eaten for three days. Please eat. I’ll ask Hangeng to cook something for you. What do you want? Just tell me”, Leeteuk asked as he was caressed Ryeowook’s hair.
“Whatever hyung”, Ryeowook answered.
“Wait here. I’ll ask Hangeng”, Leeteuk said as he was make his way out of the room.
Ryeowook laid down his body on his comfortable bed. He turned his body to the right.
‘Yesung hyung bed is empty. This room is empty. My heart feels so empty. Everything feels so empty’, Ryeowook murmured to himself before he fell asleep.
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“Wookie, I’m hungry. Can you cook something for me?” Yesung asked.
“Yesung hyung, I’ve a work to do. Go cook by yourself or just order the food by the nearest restaurant”, Ryeowook answered as he was continued doing his work.
Yesung pouted. “Come on Wookie. This is for the last time. I want to taste your cooking. I want to ask Hangeng hyung help but he only knows how to cook Beijing fried rice”.
Ryeowook look at Yesung annoyingly but Yesung still pouted.
“Hyung, don’t make face like that. You look like Ddangkoma”, Ryeowook said.
“It’s because you don’t want to cook for me. I’m really hungry. Please make some food for me”, Yesung looked at Ryeowook with his puppy eyes.
Ryeowook sighed because he knows that he could not refused Yesung best-puppy-turtle-eyes. “Ok. I’ll cook for you”, he said as he was closed his laptop.
Yesung jumped happily and he was grabbed Ryeowook arm.
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“Wookie, wake up”, Leeteuk tried to wake Ryeowook up.
Ryeowook opened his eyes slowly.
“Hangeng has makes your favourite food. Let’s eat”, Leeteuk said with his calm voice.
Ryeowook nodded and get up from the bed. “Thanks hyung”. He started eating the food that Hangeng made for him.
“Wookie, you must be strong. Yesungie always watch you up there”.
Ryeowook just nodded. He did not want to shed tears in front of Leeteuk anymore. He knows that Leeteuk was really worried about him. Everyone tried to coax and comforted him since Yesung was died.
“Hyung, I’m full”, Ryeowook said as he was put the spoon on the plate.
“You should rest now. Don’t think too much”. Leeteuk went out of Ryeowook’s room.
Ryeowook leaned against the wall. ‘If I didn’t argue with him, he wouldn’t die. It’s my fault’.
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“It’s your fault! All my precious composed songs have gone!” Ryeowook shouted. He was very angry with Yesung because Yesung broke down his laptop.
“Wookie, I’m sorry. I’ll buy you a new laptop. I promise”, Yesung said.
“I don’t care about the laptop. Do you know how long I’ve written all songs and now, all dissapear!” Ryeowook shouted again and he was run out of the dorm.
“Wookie! Wait!” Yesung said and chased Ryeowook.
Ryeowook did not bother to look at the back. He was really angry and need to calm down himself. ‘Where should I go? I don’t know! Why did he keep following me?’ Ryeowook murmured.
Ryeowook was run as fast as he can. He want to cross the road but he was angry until did not saw there was a car moved faster toward his direction.
“Wookie! Watch out!” Yesung shouted. He did not think about himself. He run toward Ryeowook and pushed Ryeowook. He got hit by the car.
Ryeowook was very shocked. He sat down on the road for a few seconds and just stared at Yesung who is bleeding so much. He gathered all his strength and walked to Yesung.
“Yesungie”, Ryeowook said as he was kneeled beside Yesung. His tears start to fall. “Yesungie, are you ok? Don’t be like this. I’m sorry. I promise I’ll not angry with you anymore”.
Yesung smiled although his whole body was in pained. He put his hand on Ryeowook’s cheek. “I’m sorry”.
“Don’t talk. You’ll be saves”. Ryeowook holds Yesung’s hand tightly.
“I’ve something to tell you”, Yesung paused and took a deep breath. “I want to tell you this for a long time but I don’t have courage to tell you. I think I should tell you now before... Before I regret for my whole life. Wookie, saranghae”, he continued.
Ryeowook cried really hard. “I love you too. I love you since we met for the first time. I’m really sorry because I didn’t tell you”.
“I know. Wookie, don’t cry”, Yesung said as he wiped Ryeowook’s tears with his hand that was covered by blood. “Wookie, I feel so tired. I wanna sleep for a while”. Yesung smiled. His vision became really blurred, his body was so hurt. He could not open his eyes anymore.
“Yesungie?” Ryeowook tried to wake him up but no response. “Yesungie? Wake up. Please do not play with me like this”. He shook Yesung’s body. Again, no response. “Yesungie, please don’t leave me. I need you”, he said between sobbing. “Yesungie...” his voice was so weak. He knows that Yesung has leaved him forever.
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Ryeowook did not realise when his tears came again. Whenever he thinks about Yesung, automatically his tears will fall.
‘Yesungie, sorry but I couldn’t life without you’. He found a small knife in the drawer beside his bed. ‘I wanna go with you’. He put the knife on his wrist and slowly he cut it. Blood came nonstop from his wrist. He fell down on the floor as his vision start to blur. ‘I don’t regret it. I’m sorry to other’.
“Wookie!” Leeteuk shouted when he entered the room. He was so shocked to see Ryeowook laid down on the floor and so much blood on the floor.
‘I’m happy because I’ll meet Yesungie again’.
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