Jun 03, 2010 20:41
Title: The Purpose of Life
Pairing: Hanchul
Rating: G
Summary: Hankyung lost his purpose to life after his boyfriend, Siwon, died. Can he get back his purpose to life?
A/N: Yeah, this is my 2nd fan-fiction. Never expect that my 2nd fanfic was HanChul! ROFL! If I'm not mistaken, I wrote this on August last year. Hmmm... I'll post other fics next time!
‘Today is 23 June. Three years have passed since you left me alone. In these three years, I’ve lost my purpose to life. Why’d you have to leave so fast? Why don’t you bring me together with you? You know that I can’t life without you’.
Hankyung sat under the large tree, thinking about his boyfriend who has gone forever, Siwon. He leaned his back to the tree, closed his eyes and thought about all beautiful memories he has with his late boyfriend.
“Yah Chinese boy! What’re you doing here?” Heechul who was pop-up from nowhere asked. He is Hankyung best friend since they were child.
“Stupid Heechul. I’m thinking about Siwon” he replied sadly. “Why did he leave me?” he continued and sighed.
Heechul took a deep breath before turned to look at his best friend. “Don’t think about him again. He already passed away”
“You don’t understand how I feel. I love him very much”
“Of course I understand. Who’d you think I am? I knew you since we were 6 years old. Siwon has passed away and you must continue your life. You still have... me”
“It’s not same Heechul ah. He’s my love and you’re just my best friend”
Heechul did not answer. He stood up and immediately left Hankyung who was still confused with the sudden chance of his best friend.
‘You’re so stupid! Until now you didn’t realise my feeling towards you. I love you. I love you more than anyone else. You’re so slow and stupid. I want to be with you and only you’ Heechul muttered as tears started to flow down to his cheeks.
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“There are too many works! Ah! I hate working” Heechul murmured as he was busy looking at the bunch of file on his desk until he did not realise Hankyung entered his office.
“Heechul ah, why’d you left me yesterday? You know, your mood can change easily. I really don’t understand you” Hankyung said as he sat down on the chair in front of Heechul’s desk.
Heechul just ignored all Hankyung’s questions. He was really not in a mood to talk to him because he was still upset about what happened yesterday.
“Heechul ah, please answer me and don’t ignore me like that” Hankyung pleaded.
Heechul lost his patient. He threw the pen to the floor and stood up. He was about to leave the office when Hankyung grabbed his wrist.
“Why’d you become like this?” Hankyung asked, confused.
“I become like this because of you, idiot!”
“Because of me? Why? What have I done to you?”
“Because I’ve fall in love with you!”
“You what?”
“I fall in love with you but you never see me. You only see Siwon. I’ve fall in love with you since were at college. I’ve fall in love with you since were at high school. I’ve fall in love with you since were at secondary school. I’ve fall in love with you since were at primary school. I’ve fall in love with you since were child. I’ve fall in love with you since we met for the first time. I’m fucking in love with you”
“Heechul... I-I’m sorry”
Heechul wiped his tears. “It’s ok. I know love can be force” he said and ran away once again.
‘Why did I never notice it? He’s my best friend. What should I do? Should I give him a chance? I love him... As my very best friend’
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Four days have passed since that incident and Heechul never showed up in front of Hankyung again. He felt really worried if Heechul do something stupid to himself. He tried to call Heechul but his handphone was off. He went to Heechul’s house but nobody there.
‘Where’re you Heechul? You make me feel worry. Please don’t be like this. I’m really... Miss you'
Haankyung walked along the busy street at Seoul. He already went to most of Heechul’s favourite place but there was still no signed of him.
He entered one of Heechul’s favourite restaurants, Lavender Coffee House. He noticed a familiar figure was sitting on the corner of the restaurant. “Heechul?”
Heechul was so shocked with Hankyung appearance and he was ready to run away again. But, Hankyung was fast as he grabbed Heechul’s hand.
“Where’d you think you’re going?” Hankyung asked.
“Let me go, you stupid Chinese man!” Heechul shouted and tried to get rid of Hankyung.
“No. I’ve been looking for you for this four days and I’ll never let you go easily”
Heechul stared at Hankyung. “Why’d want to look for me? I’m not your lover! I’m just your friend and why’d you even want to care about me?”
“I miss you”
Heechul blinked his eyes. “Why’d you miss me?” he asked softly.
“I admit I’m so stupid because I didn’t realise yours feeling. When you’re away from me, I feel really empty. I feel so strange without you near to me. I keep thinking about you. I miss you and I love you” Hankyung confessed.
Heechul blushed. His dream finally came true. His best friend, his first crush finally confessed to him. Once again, tears dropped from his beautiful eyes.
“I’m sorry and I love you” Hankyung said as he hugged his new lover.
“I love you more, stupid Chinese man”
“Don’t call me stupid. I’m your boyfriend” Hankyung said and bashed Heechul’s head lightly.
“But you’re my stupid Chinese man” Heechul stuck his tongue.
Hankyung gave up and smiled, he looked deeply into Heechul’s eyes. “And you’re my Cinderella. I love you and thank you because give me back the purpose to life”.
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