One more day to go...
Another day to go before I get the news about my hospital posting. Cho nervous~
Tomorrow is THE day to see how my fate goes and where it will lead me to.
Please, please, let me be with at least another person that I know, considerably like, and won't either let me feel bad about myself or about others. *prays*
I hope at least there's someone to help me out when I'm a total need of it and NOT look at me with a mocking face saying You-are-so-damn-stupid.
I also hope that I didn't screw up much with the medicines and messed up any of the prescriptions.(I know I will screw up some but let's keep it to the minimal, k?) Let me remember at least some dosages correctly for the normal meds.
Another thing, please, please God, not let me endanger another person's life during my work or even lifetime. I can't take it if a death of a person follows me for the rest of my life.
And while you're at it God, please let me find a crush boyfriend husband some guy I can ogled at guy to like me for who I am.
Someone who accept me for my love of Japanese culture, lifestyle and music. Most importantly he will accept me who love Arashi unconditionally. I love this fandom to the bits even though I just started to really like them around last year(?) and I can barely imagine how my life can go on without the sparklies and rainbows that Arashi provides.
It's funny when I look back at the last 21 years of my life and not remembering how I function properly without seeing or listening to the adorable boys at least once a day.I remember a lot of fanfiction, anime, games, japanese and korean dramas but they all seem so far away now... ^^;;
I swear that the laughter that Arashi brought into my life totally makes up who I am today. Instead of a gloomy, mean-looking loner, I've become considerately less gloomy, less intimidating loner.
Errrrmm...yeah. Not much of a difference but hey, I'm still new to the fandom, k?
*showers self with lots of Arashi sparklies and rainbows*
Much better now XDD
Last thing, before I forgot.
I hope I get posted somewhere close to KL or Selangor or Negeri Sembilan so in case if Arashi ever decided to do a concert in Malaysia (or Singapore.Whichever is fine for me...) I'll be close enough to attend it. I will ditch work and be there for Arashi.
I don't care if my boss hate me or demote me (I don't think he/she can though) or if there's an important seminar or workshop, I will ditch them all if Arashi is here.
I really want to fulfill my dream of attending AT LEAST one of their concert whether in Japan or anywhere else in Asia, of that matter.
(And this is all because I've heard some news that Arashi MAY be considering of coming down to Malaysia(or Singapore) some unknown time in future. XD Nothing is set in stone yet though....)
So please, let it be somewhere near to KL International Airport so I can go 'sambut' them when they arrived or board a plane to go where they are. There's nothing more I want in life right now than this.
Thank you God if you can make this happen *prays again*
Let me be blessed like Nino by Aiba:
Tomorrow is THE day to see how my fate goes and where it will lead me to.
Please, please, let me be with at least another person that I know, considerably like, and won't either let me feel bad about myself or about others. *prays*
I hope at least there's someone to help me out when I'm a total need of it and NOT look at me with a mocking face saying You-are-so-damn-stupid.
I also hope that I didn't screw up much with the medicines and messed up any of the prescriptions.(I know I will screw up some but let's keep it to the minimal, k?) Let me remember at least some dosages correctly for the normal meds.
Another thing, please, please God, not let me endanger another person's life during my work or even lifetime. I can't take it if a death of a person follows me for the rest of my life.
And while you're at it God, please let me find a crush boyfriend husband some guy I can ogled at guy to like me for who I am.
Someone who accept me for my love of Japanese culture, lifestyle and music. Most importantly he will accept me who love Arashi unconditionally. I love this fandom to the bits even though I just started to really like them around last year(?) and I can barely imagine how my life can go on without the sparklies and rainbows that Arashi provides.
It's funny when I look back at the last 21 years of my life and not remembering how I function properly without seeing or listening to the adorable boys at least once a day.I remember a lot of fanfiction, anime, games, japanese and korean dramas but they all seem so far away now... ^^;;
I swear that the laughter that Arashi brought into my life totally makes up who I am today. Instead of a gloomy, mean-looking loner, I've become considerately less gloomy, less intimidating loner.
Errrrmm...yeah. Not much of a difference but hey, I'm still new to the fandom, k?
*showers self with lots of Arashi sparklies and rainbows*
Much better now XDD
Last thing, before I forgot.
I hope I get posted somewhere close to KL or Selangor or Negeri Sembilan so in case if Arashi ever decided to do a concert in Malaysia (or Singapore.Whichever is fine for me...) I'll be close enough to attend it. I will ditch work and be there for Arashi.
I don't care if my boss hate me or demote me (I don't think he/she can though) or if there's an important seminar or workshop, I will ditch them all if Arashi is here.
I really want to fulfill my dream of attending AT LEAST one of their concert whether in Japan or anywhere else in Asia, of that matter.
(And this is all because I've heard some news that Arashi MAY be considering of coming down to Malaysia(or Singapore) some unknown time in future. XD Nothing is set in stone yet though....)
So please, let it be somewhere near to KL International Airport so I can go 'sambut' them when they arrived or board a plane to go where they are. There's nothing more I want in life right now than this.
Thank you God if you can make this happen *prays again*
Let me be blessed like Nino by Aiba: