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I swear to godess that i had this conversation with mom almost exactly 24 hours ago.
I have an absolute utmost problem with corey's drinking habits,
yesterday he was drinking, and today, even though he said he wouldn't he went to the babyshower at the bar and suprise surprise, he got abso-fuckin-lutely trashed.
I told mom yesterday that if he did it again, then i was gonna say something, but tonight i didnt have the chance.
I dont mind him being trashed around me,,, i mean i still have a problem with it, but when he is trashed around my brothers, I HAVE NO FUCKIN PATIENCE!
mom always said she wouldn't end up with someone ... but lo and behold im not surprised, she asked yesterday if she should leave him but i took it as her being ficescious and so i left it alone, but i truly say, no more.
im done, cant i have a vacation?
but anywho...
hes passed out and done with, so for now i leave him alone,
i was nice enough to give him a few ibuprofen...
fucker dont deserve it.
oh well. if anything i hope godess counts karma points, but, am i blessed for allowing his habitual drinking to continue... do i deserve to be granted something good, for helping him out, or should i have left him to learn his lesson tomorrow morning?
Things like this is what makes me believe that balance is absolute, and no matter what, we are dammed and blessed in our ignorance of tipping the scale.
im done, and i will leave it be for others to ponder, im to damned tired to figure it out right now.
I have an absolute utmost problem with corey's drinking habits,
yesterday he was drinking, and today, even though he said he wouldn't he went to the babyshower at the bar and suprise surprise, he got abso-fuckin-lutely trashed.
I told mom yesterday that if he did it again, then i was gonna say something, but tonight i didnt have the chance.
I dont mind him being trashed around me,,, i mean i still have a problem with it, but when he is trashed around my brothers, I HAVE NO FUCKIN PATIENCE!
mom always said she wouldn't end up with someone ... but lo and behold im not surprised, she asked yesterday if she should leave him but i took it as her being ficescious and so i left it alone, but i truly say, no more.
im done, cant i have a vacation?
but anywho...
hes passed out and done with, so for now i leave him alone,
i was nice enough to give him a few ibuprofen...
fucker dont deserve it.
oh well. if anything i hope godess counts karma points, but, am i blessed for allowing his habitual drinking to continue... do i deserve to be granted something good, for helping him out, or should i have left him to learn his lesson tomorrow morning?
Things like this is what makes me believe that balance is absolute, and no matter what, we are dammed and blessed in our ignorance of tipping the scale.
im done, and i will leave it be for others to ponder, im to damned tired to figure it out right now.