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Dec 11, 2007 16:29

I don't know if it's just me, or the fact that people now are socially inept.  I wasn't happy that I got an 85.5% on my painting today already, when I was aiming for a 90%.  Fine, I understand that _ _ _ _ _ _ and _ _ _ _ _ got above 90, but this idiotic kid in my class even got higher than I did, at a subject that I thought I was really good at.  THAT just pissed me off even further.  PLUS he thinks he's so fucking funny, when he's actually just being stupid.

On a side note, I hate being ridiculed.  Like, to me it's unacceptable that people who don't usually ridicule me to make fun of me.  If it's one of those people who make fun of everybody, that's fine, but if I get mocked, I'll fucking kick you so fucking hard that you won't be able to recognize yourself.

Okay, so _ _ _ _ _ _ got 93.5% and _ _ _ _ _ got a 96%, and that fucking idiotic kid whose name is JD Sherman, gets a fucking 92%.  HOW in the world did I not get something closer to a 90?

My teacher's comments says that I need to aim for more problem solving in preliminary work. WHAT PROBLEM SOLVING? WE WEREN'T GIVEN A PROBLEM TO SOLVE.  WE WERE GIVEN A THEME TO PORTRAY TO OTHERS.  This is a social concerns painting, for Christ's sakes.

I think I'm going to talk to my teacher tomorrow about this.  I just don't get how I got so low in these marks.

I don't get how my work isn't as good as the others.  I don't think that their concern was any better than mine.  They were all pretty equal in terms of importance.

Also this other girl comes up to me after class and asks me who got over 90 in our class.  I tell her who, and then she makes this really pained face, looking so pitiful. But please, she got higher than I did.  She's got an 87% and she's complaining to ME, this person who's getting lower than her that she got a low mark.  And she looked like she was about to cry.  Between the both of us, if one of us were to cry, it would be me.  I snapped at her today after that, because she's all like posing and saying, "Oh, it's not good (after I tell her that her mark was good)" and she was all like, "OMG".  And I snap back at her, saying "Look, I want to cry too, but what can we do now?"

Look, bitch, if I'm going to have to suck it up, it means you have to too.  Thanks SO much for making me look like a fucking idiot.

I don't know about you guys, but getting only 80s in an art course is unacceptable.  Especially for me because this is, like, my best course.  I like art.  So I don't think I should be getting an 85.5 in a fucking painting that I spent hours poring over.

me, life

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