May 15, 2005 19:38
Holy shit.
Oh, my fucking God I am so horny. I can't even fucking THINK straight. @_@ This is not good, especially since I tried masturbating...again AND again...and it didn't work. (Not that I expected it to, but still.) Nothing. The fucking URGE is still there.
I need some action.
Or I just need to stop THINKING about SEX. Or things that relate to it. I am just...thinking and thinking about it. Me and Caitlin were hanging out in my room and I told her, "Leave for a few minutes" because I was going to try and cure my...needs...of course, it didn't work!!! And I'm still horny.
On another note, I finished my project, and the urge to cut is gone. Good. I don't feel the slightest need to anymoure. Just the need to FUCK is there. Dammit. Stupid virginity.
But other than that...school is tomourrow and I am glad I get to GET OUT OF THE HOUSE. I loathe school, but home is far worse.
Yup. Laterz.