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I... don't know what the hell is going on now. Has my life spun so far out of control that I'm no longer the leader of the 3-ring circus?
For the past week or so I've been toying with the idea of going on the road with my dad, and ultimately being left in Reno to visit with my grandparents. A lot of this has been spurred over an incident of my grandfather calling here thinking it was his brother's, and calling me by one of my uncle's names.
The time away from Tulsa sounds enticing. However, unlike everyone else, I have certain duties around this place that I must perform. Who do you think everyone turns to when the network goes down? Or when computers go on the fritz? ...or when vehicles need to be fixed?
It's all stuff that I can't very well just drop and walk out on. There's also the issue of my mother and my girlfriend being left under the same roof. Alone. It's kinda like the principle behind tying two children together and locking them in a closet.
I'm in such a miserable condition now. What am I going to do?
For the past week or so I've been toying with the idea of going on the road with my dad, and ultimately being left in Reno to visit with my grandparents. A lot of this has been spurred over an incident of my grandfather calling here thinking it was his brother's, and calling me by one of my uncle's names.
The time away from Tulsa sounds enticing. However, unlike everyone else, I have certain duties around this place that I must perform. Who do you think everyone turns to when the network goes down? Or when computers go on the fritz? ...or when vehicles need to be fixed?
It's all stuff that I can't very well just drop and walk out on. There's also the issue of my mother and my girlfriend being left under the same roof. Alone. It's kinda like the principle behind tying two children together and locking them in a closet.
I'm in such a miserable condition now. What am I going to do?