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the obvious: sometimes things don't end up going the direction you think they will
the not: good things happen to those who wait.
right?
well technically im still waiting. but. i have nowhere to go. i'm in no rush. i'm just hoping things will work out somehow.
*he is the first friend i have to not go about a clearly difficult situation by being an ass about it. thank you for sparing me some stress. i'm pretty sure things will never be awkward. dated in highschool, didn't end badly but didnt talk for over a year, went to colleges in different states, picked right back up where we left off when we both ended up back here in brighton [aka now]. it's left me with a good feeling. not just that situation in particular, but mostly everything. it's so much easier to temporarily weed out and ignore the stressors in the summer..and we'll see how long that lasts. p.s. this boy has no name because only a few know him who read this so it doesnt really matter.
i have other options, too for once. it's not all or nothing with one person this time and i like it.
shit happens and it's bound to this summer, but i'll take it on... ready or not.
subject change: work has been keeping me busy as hell. can't complain about buzzing on caffeine all day and creating hundreds of combination drinks listening to my own music. working by yourself is a lot better than i imagined in a coffee place. it's the first job i have where friends can actually come visit and hang out for as long as they need to.
anyway. i started a book at work today on some yellow lined paper used for orders since the stereo broke and i had nothing else to do with a dead atmosphere.
thanks a latte: confessions of a coffee shop junkie.
it's not all you think it might be. it's so much more! i'm actually excited to get into this one.
lurv. i miss you all. especially california boy. brah.
the not: good things happen to those who wait.
right?
well technically im still waiting. but. i have nowhere to go. i'm in no rush. i'm just hoping things will work out somehow.
*he is the first friend i have to not go about a clearly difficult situation by being an ass about it. thank you for sparing me some stress. i'm pretty sure things will never be awkward. dated in highschool, didn't end badly but didnt talk for over a year, went to colleges in different states, picked right back up where we left off when we both ended up back here in brighton [aka now]. it's left me with a good feeling. not just that situation in particular, but mostly everything. it's so much easier to temporarily weed out and ignore the stressors in the summer..and we'll see how long that lasts. p.s. this boy has no name because only a few know him who read this so it doesnt really matter.
i have other options, too for once. it's not all or nothing with one person this time and i like it.
shit happens and it's bound to this summer, but i'll take it on... ready or not.
subject change: work has been keeping me busy as hell. can't complain about buzzing on caffeine all day and creating hundreds of combination drinks listening to my own music. working by yourself is a lot better than i imagined in a coffee place. it's the first job i have where friends can actually come visit and hang out for as long as they need to.
anyway. i started a book at work today on some yellow lined paper used for orders since the stereo broke and i had nothing else to do with a dead atmosphere.
thanks a latte: confessions of a coffee shop junkie.
it's not all you think it might be. it's so much more! i'm actually excited to get into this one.
lurv. i miss you all. especially california boy. brah.