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pounding headache, a fever, throat, nose, the shakes...wooohoo.
perfect timing body, perfect timing.
however. will this stop me from having a time at my own birthday party tomorrow? no sir. at least...i hope not.
despite how i'm feeling right now, i can easily say i will never forget my day today.
i actually bought someone else dinner for the first time. or lunch, maybe.
but it started with the best birthday surprise ever. well i mean one of them. i'd have to think of some others. it was the most creative thing anyone has done for me i think, and i even got Admiral out of it. he is a new addition to my family and he is the qtiest beanie baby penguin, since i obviously can't have a real one unless something insanely illegal is done. i can now cross off one thing on my birthday list i composed a while ago. there was an adventure, although limited due to not so warm weather, and there was city of god. that movie was more intriguing than i had imagined it to be. there was a bit of a shit feeling as the day progressed, and it has come down to how i feel now plus some passing out in blankets at kris's for a while. i hate this feeling. now more than ever is when i always wish i'd be home to have some privacy, silence, soup and everything else just in the kitchen already. i want it to be warm. i want tomorrow to work out. i want certain things to work out for themselves. but i know they won't. this is posing no problem, just some cluttered thoughts. i guess when it comes down to it, i really am still finding a lot of myself.
cheers. happy st patrick's day.
perfect timing body, perfect timing.
however. will this stop me from having a time at my own birthday party tomorrow? no sir. at least...i hope not.
despite how i'm feeling right now, i can easily say i will never forget my day today.
i actually bought someone else dinner for the first time. or lunch, maybe.
but it started with the best birthday surprise ever. well i mean one of them. i'd have to think of some others. it was the most creative thing anyone has done for me i think, and i even got Admiral out of it. he is a new addition to my family and he is the qtiest beanie baby penguin, since i obviously can't have a real one unless something insanely illegal is done. i can now cross off one thing on my birthday list i composed a while ago. there was an adventure, although limited due to not so warm weather, and there was city of god. that movie was more intriguing than i had imagined it to be. there was a bit of a shit feeling as the day progressed, and it has come down to how i feel now plus some passing out in blankets at kris's for a while. i hate this feeling. now more than ever is when i always wish i'd be home to have some privacy, silence, soup and everything else just in the kitchen already. i want it to be warm. i want tomorrow to work out. i want certain things to work out for themselves. but i know they won't. this is posing no problem, just some cluttered thoughts. i guess when it comes down to it, i really am still finding a lot of myself.
cheers. happy st patrick's day.