[s1:Songfic]
Title:Blue tomorrow
Author: ayreou
Pairing: broken!kyumin
Genre:Angst, Character Death, Tragedy.
Rating: well.....G?
Disclaimer:Don't own the song(altered it a little), don't own the magnae, don't own the scene(it must be beautiful though.lol).
Summary: Look here its pretty short and there's nothing to say about it. Just pure angst, so enjoy:)
When its tomorrow,
you would be gone.
When its tomorrow,
I will make one wish alone.
You left me. Sungmin, you've left me. Can you imagine that? That's all I could think about then.
Right now, I can't truthfully say that I have forgotten about you. I knew you'd leave, at one point
or another, but I'd never thought it would be so soon.
But I still clung onto hope for a miracle,
though your shadow only drifted further away.
Without you, life seems so empty,
as loneliness fills my heart day by day.
Damn, I'm a wreck without you.Is it raining? Is it just a dream?
Everything just seems so surreal and blurry, Sungmin.
What did I do to deserve this? Day by day, the memories
of you fade away although your existence did not even became
of lesser significance. In fact my heart aches for your
touch, your kiss, your laugh and your smile with each
passing moment. Every time we touched, the warm feelings of
pleasure seizes my thoughts and dominates my entire body.
Though now, I have nothing to live for, no one to really care
for any more. All the other little useless details in the world
that anyone else would have made a fuss over, has no longer
any more importance to me than a speck of dust.
Unlike the ending of a promising movie,
ours ended in tears,
broken promises all over the ground,
the yesterday that couldn't be pieced back together.
Remember this place, Sungmin? Just like in those sappy
movies you loved,we always came here to enjoy this quiet
and peaceful cliff -side,where the view of endless blue skies
meet the deep and profound cobalt blue sea. Just like how
our love used to be, the magnificent waves crashed and swept
proudly over the jiggered, rocky formation. It was this very place
where we realised the obstacles that could forever break
us apart, we promised each other to face them together.
I've loved you,
it won't change.
I'll love you,
For the eternity to come.
As I make that one wish alone...
I may not have meant the world to you, but you meant
my whole life, my happiness and everything else that
ever existed in me. Thus, this will be the very place,
where I'll end my hurt and agony of longing for you.
A resplendent memory of us flashed before me, tears
forming at the edge of my eyes as I leave this feckless
world. It all doesn't matter any more, though I hope
you regret abandoning me as I never really did feel rueful
for loving you even for a second. Even at the moment I
stood there hopeless as I watched the gruelling sight
of you leaving that day without a word.
You never came back...
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A/n: Hello? yes, this is my first fan-fiction(song-fiction to be exact). I originally planned to write another one first but this just came to my mind and wrote this on a whim, thanks to the bastard I broke off with. Never mind then,I've dedicated this to princess_jaded instead, though I don't know if she'll read it, because I'd think it would be inappropriate to dedicate horror to someone?lol...Anyway please comment if you have any constructive criticism or you just like it if you're not a silent reader.
Well, to whoever who reads it:
Enjoy! :)