i'm here to tell you love is not some fucking blood on a reciever.
i am so confused lately.
its hard to think and breath.
i dont know what i want or who i want.
i know that i like this boy..i really do...but sometimes i get scared and confused.
and those who know me and really know me..they know this is just true katelynn fashion.
its gonna be sketchy and its gonna be hard.
but if i want it to work..i will fucking make it work.
stop questioning me!
i really wish i wasnt so scared, that i didnt always question things and just let them roll.
but thats not at all the kind of person i am. i will analyze the hell out of it.
and you will hate me for it.
and you will get frustrated and pissed.
but in the end, i can guarntee that it will be worth it.
cause why wouldnt it?
i mean is it that hard to find someone in college?
no.
but its hard to keep them in college.
and i have realized that watching the demise of people that i know.
and it must be hard.
but just dont do what i do...
and ruin everything.........
its hard to think and breath.
i dont know what i want or who i want.
i know that i like this boy..i really do...but sometimes i get scared and confused.
and those who know me and really know me..they know this is just true katelynn fashion.
its gonna be sketchy and its gonna be hard.
but if i want it to work..i will fucking make it work.
stop questioning me!
i really wish i wasnt so scared, that i didnt always question things and just let them roll.
but thats not at all the kind of person i am. i will analyze the hell out of it.
and you will hate me for it.
and you will get frustrated and pissed.
but in the end, i can guarntee that it will be worth it.
cause why wouldnt it?
i mean is it that hard to find someone in college?
no.
but its hard to keep them in college.
and i have realized that watching the demise of people that i know.
and it must be hard.
but just dont do what i do...
and ruin everything.........