nervous.
i am so nervous for my flight tomorrow.
i still don't understand why.
i am just wicked nervous.
and i'm not feeling myself.
i think it's just the combo of project stress/mom being gone/ pms/ teenagerdom.
i don't know.
i can't figure it out, but i'm just like losing it.
maybe it's wheatley.
cause i was okay til she moved back in.
thank buddha she's leaving tomorrow.
otherwise, i'd flip shit.
but yeah, i guess once i get back from maryland/finish my project it will all melllow out.
i hope so.
and i hope i see my mom at the airport.
otherwise, i'll be all sad on the airplane.
i'm fucked for college.
i like my parents too much.
meh. :/
oh well.
i've decided this is all pms.
all this fucked up-ness is pms, nad next week i will be fine.
it's true.
Have you ever smoked Marlboro cigarettes?
yes sir.
Did you ever meet someone from a local news?
i am the local news.
What would you have been named if you were born the opposite sex?
henry, i think.
Besides your house, where did you sleep last?
i don't sleep over.
i like my house and my bed.
[but seriously, chelsea's house in december.]
Is it awkward when you run into your family?
no.
What are you looking forward to?
going back to see peoples.
Who are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone from?
yeah, no.
What are you listening to?
regency.
Ditched school to do something more fun?
sure.
What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
i don't even know. fucked up.
Who did you hang out with last night?
xiao xiao. [:
Opposite sex on your mind?
max bemis.
What are you currently doing?
wondering why i am currently not myself.
Any plans for tomorrow?
hopping on a plane to md.
What's the last thing you ate?
hershey kiss.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
my dad, tajian, and wes.
Who was the last person that called you?
mumsy.
Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
umm, bethany. or sarah. or my mom.
Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
no.
What are you doing tonight?
nothing.
When is the last time you took a nap?
i don't really do naps.
Who was the last person you sent a Myspace comment to?
brittney.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends on the people.
What's your most hated food?
meat.
What do you want most right now?
to sleep.
What do you carry with you at all times?
clothing.
Goal you would like to achieve this year:
i don't do goals.
What’s the biggest argument you've gotten into recently?
with my sister, about how lack of understanding personal space.
How many piercings do you have?
three.
What person do you trust the most?
my mom.
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
online.
Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
sure.
Do you plan on moving out next year?
college.
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
tomorrow, when i say goodbye.
Is there anyone you wish would just fall off a cliff?
yes.
Have you held hands with anyone in the past three days?
i don't believe so.
Anything sore on your body?
yeah.
Have you ever driven someone else's car?
yeah.
Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
probably, at some point.
i still don't understand why.
i am just wicked nervous.
and i'm not feeling myself.
i think it's just the combo of project stress/mom being gone/ pms/ teenagerdom.
i don't know.
i can't figure it out, but i'm just like losing it.
maybe it's wheatley.
cause i was okay til she moved back in.
thank buddha she's leaving tomorrow.
otherwise, i'd flip shit.
but yeah, i guess once i get back from maryland/finish my project it will all melllow out.
i hope so.
and i hope i see my mom at the airport.
otherwise, i'll be all sad on the airplane.
i'm fucked for college.
i like my parents too much.
meh. :/
oh well.
i've decided this is all pms.
all this fucked up-ness is pms, nad next week i will be fine.
it's true.
Have you ever smoked Marlboro cigarettes?
yes sir.
Did you ever meet someone from a local news?
i am the local news.
What would you have been named if you were born the opposite sex?
henry, i think.
Besides your house, where did you sleep last?
i don't sleep over.
i like my house and my bed.
[but seriously, chelsea's house in december.]
Is it awkward when you run into your family?
no.
What are you looking forward to?
going back to see peoples.
Who are the third and eighteenth texts in your phone from?
yeah, no.
What are you listening to?
regency.
Ditched school to do something more fun?
sure.
What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
i don't even know. fucked up.
Who did you hang out with last night?
xiao xiao. [:
Opposite sex on your mind?
max bemis.
What are you currently doing?
wondering why i am currently not myself.
Any plans for tomorrow?
hopping on a plane to md.
What's the last thing you ate?
hershey kiss.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
my dad, tajian, and wes.
Who was the last person that called you?
mumsy.
Is there anybody you wish you could be with right now?
umm, bethany. or sarah. or my mom.
Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
no.
What are you doing tonight?
nothing.
When is the last time you took a nap?
i don't really do naps.
Who was the last person you sent a Myspace comment to?
brittney.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends on the people.
What's your most hated food?
meat.
What do you want most right now?
to sleep.
What do you carry with you at all times?
clothing.
Goal you would like to achieve this year:
i don't do goals.
What’s the biggest argument you've gotten into recently?
with my sister, about how lack of understanding personal space.
How many piercings do you have?
three.
What person do you trust the most?
my mom.
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
online.
Do you ever hang out with someone of the opposite sex?
sure.
Do you plan on moving out next year?
college.
When is the next time you'll hug someone?
tomorrow, when i say goodbye.
Is there anyone you wish would just fall off a cliff?
yes.
Have you held hands with anyone in the past three days?
i don't believe so.
Anything sore on your body?
yeah.
Have you ever driven someone else's car?
yeah.
Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
probably, at some point.