Aug 15, 2012 16:06
Sometimes, it feels like not even God is with me anymore. It's hard to tell if I left him or he left me first. My money would be on me. I am a lost little sheep with nothing in the world...It pains me to go back and thing of the person I used to be and the opportunities that I have squandered over the years. What is it in life that pins me down.. I want a do over.. I just want to go back in my proverbial oven because I don't feel like I was ever done being baked.... I can't entirely explain how I am feeling right now, I just know this isn't supposed to be me.