Will I Ever Be Ready?

[ayngelize]

As the day comes closer, the perfect picture I had in my mind becomes more faded and blurred

I'm scared that I won't be able to experience what I've been envisioning for the past couple of weeks

I'm not sure what else I'm really supposed to do or accomplish

However, I'll accept rescheduling and embrace it if it is needed

I WILL PASS .. when is just the question

Just a little mental note of what I want to reward myself with this summer:

birthday celebration[s]
a new camera
Disneyland
Vegas 
Vegas clothes