Dec 03, 2005 12:18
It has been a little over a year since something painful has happened.
My heart just aches and breaks every time I think back on it.
I can't seem to focus, concentrate...
Maybe that's why I try to keep surrounding myself with people in hopes that I'll just forget about it.
Deecember is a painful month for me.
Painful memories.
Especially one that's coming up in about two weeks.
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And it ended so soon
but in the midst of it all God is still faithful.
Lord, its okay if You want me to keep this pain. If it is in Your will, let it be. Use it to break me and to build me up again. I just pray that You'll use it so that I do something with it to glorify You.