Thoughts
WEll hello everyone. How is everyone today?
I have had a good day and a bady one, but both within reason this time. THe other night i found out my older sister is moving on to the Beaufort base by the end of june. This is teh greatest thing EVER!!! I really missed her and you know California is not the easy place to fly out to. So that's the good news, i can't wait to see her again!!! And Jeremy and Maddie and even jake! Lol. Honestly the other night this made my day ^_^
Now for the bad news, i found out today that my mom and dad put down Sarah. Now for all of you who know me, this was my very first dog. She had a good life, lived for 13 years. Unfortunately the passed two days she was unable to walk and had to crawl to get anywhere. Well that and she couldn't really breathe anymore. So my parents made the desicion to put her to sleep. I wish they could have waited so i could've said bye to sarah, but i understand that was the best thing to do. THey had her cremated, and will be getting her ashes in a couple of days. Hopefully i think they'll wait for me to come back before we scatter them. Its a little odd to think she's no longer in the house. And i know i haven't been the best owner to her but i still loved her. Honestly i'm glad she's better off now, i still miss her but there is nothing to really change that. I cried a lot today over her, and even now i'm getting teary because i remember all the good times we had. Like when she was a puppy and peed all over my bed the first night! Or when we'd dunk her in the pool, or how my firend Olivia wa scared to death of her. They are great memories but sometimes ( like now) they aren't so great to feel. I wish last time i was down there that i could've taken more pictures of her. I only have 6, and there are hardly any of her when she was younger. ::sighs:: She was one of my best friends and she will be missed desperately. I luv you sarah!!
I'm heading off, maybe more later.
Ja Matta
I have had a good day and a bady one, but both within reason this time. THe other night i found out my older sister is moving on to the Beaufort base by the end of june. This is teh greatest thing EVER!!! I really missed her and you know California is not the easy place to fly out to. So that's the good news, i can't wait to see her again!!! And Jeremy and Maddie and even jake! Lol. Honestly the other night this made my day ^_^
Now for the bad news, i found out today that my mom and dad put down Sarah. Now for all of you who know me, this was my very first dog. She had a good life, lived for 13 years. Unfortunately the passed two days she was unable to walk and had to crawl to get anywhere. Well that and she couldn't really breathe anymore. So my parents made the desicion to put her to sleep. I wish they could have waited so i could've said bye to sarah, but i understand that was the best thing to do. THey had her cremated, and will be getting her ashes in a couple of days. Hopefully i think they'll wait for me to come back before we scatter them. Its a little odd to think she's no longer in the house. And i know i haven't been the best owner to her but i still loved her. Honestly i'm glad she's better off now, i still miss her but there is nothing to really change that. I cried a lot today over her, and even now i'm getting teary because i remember all the good times we had. Like when she was a puppy and peed all over my bed the first night! Or when we'd dunk her in the pool, or how my firend Olivia wa scared to death of her. They are great memories but sometimes ( like now) they aren't so great to feel. I wish last time i was down there that i could've taken more pictures of her. I only have 6, and there are hardly any of her when she was younger. ::sighs:: She was one of my best friends and she will be missed desperately. I luv you sarah!!
I'm heading off, maybe more later.
Ja Matta