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Today was my day off, thank god. I think if i stayed one more day at walmart they were going to arrest me for killing all the stupid people! And now it's 11:44pm and stephen is outside doing his ninjitsu crap with his friends. I might end up pulling my hair out because of that too. But right now i'm talking to kevin and my sister michelle. They're keeping me kinda sane..... maybe not so much.
Anyways i went and got a manicure and a pedicure today. Zoey ended up chewing the shoes i had for mary's wedding so i had to go by some more. And the only ones the stores had now were open toed. So i'm stuck with open toed now, but me toes look so cute. It was my first pedicure and i actually enjoyed it. I might do it more often. It can be the one girly thing i do. Well on another kick i've lost 3 lbs. and if i can 5 more by the end of this week then i'll be all set for the wedding. I think tomorrow morning i'm going to get up early and go walking or something. Just to do something to start my day, i really need to. I feel so fat and unattractive, probably why i can't get any but that's another topic that i won't get into.
God i can't wait to come home, every night before i go to bed is when i really think about it and i almost tear up in anticipation. ::yells out:: I COMING HOME!!!!!!!!! But stephen is really starting to be a bum about it. He doesn't want me to drive, he wants to take both of our cars down there, he's not really to keen on hanging out with any of my friends, and it seems he's more worried if i run into past flames/flings. But i'm trying not to let that bother me, and i think that's why he's been so pissy lately. I told him if he doesn't want to come with me to hang out with MY friends like i hang out with HIS friends, then he can stay at home and try and find something else to do. It's not making a difference to me right now. I figure since i have to hang out with his friends, he can damn well hang out with mine, and he will or there will be hell to pay. The saying "hell hath no fury like a woman scorned" will be a sunny day compared to what i will give him. IT WILL BE ON!
::breathes a couple of times:: i think i'm ok now. just had to rant. Well i'm going to go, might get back on later. Buh bye
JJOIN THE CULT! BOYS ARE ICKY!!
Anyways i went and got a manicure and a pedicure today. Zoey ended up chewing the shoes i had for mary's wedding so i had to go by some more. And the only ones the stores had now were open toed. So i'm stuck with open toed now, but me toes look so cute. It was my first pedicure and i actually enjoyed it. I might do it more often. It can be the one girly thing i do. Well on another kick i've lost 3 lbs. and if i can 5 more by the end of this week then i'll be all set for the wedding. I think tomorrow morning i'm going to get up early and go walking or something. Just to do something to start my day, i really need to. I feel so fat and unattractive, probably why i can't get any but that's another topic that i won't get into.
God i can't wait to come home, every night before i go to bed is when i really think about it and i almost tear up in anticipation. ::yells out:: I COMING HOME!!!!!!!!! But stephen is really starting to be a bum about it. He doesn't want me to drive, he wants to take both of our cars down there, he's not really to keen on hanging out with any of my friends, and it seems he's more worried if i run into past flames/flings. But i'm trying not to let that bother me, and i think that's why he's been so pissy lately. I told him if he doesn't want to come with me to hang out with MY friends like i hang out with HIS friends, then he can stay at home and try and find something else to do. It's not making a difference to me right now. I figure since i have to hang out with his friends, he can damn well hang out with mine, and he will or there will be hell to pay. The saying "hell hath no fury like a woman scorned" will be a sunny day compared to what i will give him. IT WILL BE ON!
::breathes a couple of times:: i think i'm ok now. just had to rant. Well i'm going to go, might get back on later. Buh bye
JJOIN THE CULT! BOYS ARE ICKY!!