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blargh...it's 3 weeks now...
I'm bored
Rehearsal was amusing. Not many people are memorizing their lines it seems...I got all mine down, I just gotta pay attention to when I need to say them. I know when to say them, I just gotta remember to say them, lolz
I went for a bike ride. I felt wicked good afterwards, I'm so gonna be back in shape soon. I'm going to ride my bike atleast 5 times a week and I think when I get home tomorrow, after I vaccuum the floors and clean up the laundry area of the cellar, I'm gonna jog to the end of george street and back, like by DQ probably.
My body has just been pissing me off lately and I don't wanna hear "oh, you're so skinny" cause it makes me feel kinda subconcious of my body, making me think I'm too skinny..then I eat trying to gain weight, then I get pissed that I did. So yah, I'm currently screwed up. So as long as I just eat NORMAL foods and not all that fastfood-5-times-a-week like I did last week, I'll be fine. I don't care if people randomly say they think I'm thin, but some people tend to push that little comment too far and again, it makes me feel too skinny. And don't worry, I'm not going to become anerexic or bolemic again. That was so not fun, and that really fucked up my matablism, so I don't get hungry too often. AND DON'T MAKE ME EAT IF I'M NOT HUNGRY!!! OMG, you guys have no idea how much it pisses me off when everyone tries getting me to eat. I eat when I eat, sheesh
But anyhoo, enough bitching for now. I'm gonna spend the remaining 30 minutes I have left on gaia. Later dayz
love
~kittie~
I'm bored
Rehearsal was amusing. Not many people are memorizing their lines it seems...I got all mine down, I just gotta pay attention to when I need to say them. I know when to say them, I just gotta remember to say them, lolz
I went for a bike ride. I felt wicked good afterwards, I'm so gonna be back in shape soon. I'm going to ride my bike atleast 5 times a week and I think when I get home tomorrow, after I vaccuum the floors and clean up the laundry area of the cellar, I'm gonna jog to the end of george street and back, like by DQ probably.
My body has just been pissing me off lately and I don't wanna hear "oh, you're so skinny" cause it makes me feel kinda subconcious of my body, making me think I'm too skinny..then I eat trying to gain weight, then I get pissed that I did. So yah, I'm currently screwed up. So as long as I just eat NORMAL foods and not all that fastfood-5-times-a-week like I did last week, I'll be fine. I don't care if people randomly say they think I'm thin, but some people tend to push that little comment too far and again, it makes me feel too skinny. And don't worry, I'm not going to become anerexic or bolemic again. That was so not fun, and that really fucked up my matablism, so I don't get hungry too often. AND DON'T MAKE ME EAT IF I'M NOT HUNGRY!!! OMG, you guys have no idea how much it pisses me off when everyone tries getting me to eat. I eat when I eat, sheesh
But anyhoo, enough bitching for now. I'm gonna spend the remaining 30 minutes I have left on gaia. Later dayz
love
~kittie~