The thing I realize now that I miss most...
... Is having that someone to chat with about the most mundane things.
I realize I have no concept of time in my life. Things just fly by without me noticing. I think I wrap myself in too many things or push myself more than I should sometimes which makes it hard for me to figure out the passage of time. Still mushing over things in my brain when I get the off chance of a quiet evening where my brain can wander. I'm still... happy? Satisfied? with my decision to end my relationship I suppose. Right now I realize that in the relationship, the part I miss most is just the ability to chat with someone about mundane things and having that person listen and respond regardless of how stupid the comments are.
I have to admit, there's been a lot of rekindling of relationships that I don't think would have happened. I'm glad to have that. I've also been able to get out of my comfort zone here and there.
Slowly chipping away the social awkwardness...
I realize I have no concept of time in my life. Things just fly by without me noticing. I think I wrap myself in too many things or push myself more than I should sometimes which makes it hard for me to figure out the passage of time. Still mushing over things in my brain when I get the off chance of a quiet evening where my brain can wander. I'm still... happy? Satisfied? with my decision to end my relationship I suppose. Right now I realize that in the relationship, the part I miss most is just the ability to chat with someone about mundane things and having that person listen and respond regardless of how stupid the comments are.
I have to admit, there's been a lot of rekindling of relationships that I don't think would have happened. I'm glad to have that. I've also been able to get out of my comfort zone here and there.
Slowly chipping away the social awkwardness...