It's been a while, hasn't it?
I've had episodes of hate. I'm not in the best mood today, but hey that's what LJ is for, right? All the emo rants that no one really knows what to do with or care to share... Or want to bother the world with. It's really all pointless after a while. Even still, it's a nice outlet.
I'm upset today. It hasn't been a good week. Work is all good and all (in the corporate world again... Till august). I've only got one job this time around so no killng myself. I'm upset at the bf slightly, but that's because I'm acting like an idiot. Or at least that's my explanation of it. It's always easier to blame yourself anyways, right? Anyways, as a result of these feelings I ended up blowing $250. On what? Sleeping beauty and snow white on bluray, a pair of yoga pants, and randos from ikea. And I'm still not feeling better. Not even McD hit the spot today. If anyhing, it made me more upset. So did watching snow white. Then I ended up reading for the rest of the night and now I'm a bit more calmed. Or maybe just lethargic and not caring. I should head to bed now. Gotta get up early to get to friends place on time for carpool. Another week of work at the office...
I'm upset today. It hasn't been a good week. Work is all good and all (in the corporate world again... Till august). I've only got one job this time around so no killng myself. I'm upset at the bf slightly, but that's because I'm acting like an idiot. Or at least that's my explanation of it. It's always easier to blame yourself anyways, right? Anyways, as a result of these feelings I ended up blowing $250. On what? Sleeping beauty and snow white on bluray, a pair of yoga pants, and randos from ikea. And I'm still not feeling better. Not even McD hit the spot today. If anyhing, it made me more upset. So did watching snow white. Then I ended up reading for the rest of the night and now I'm a bit more calmed. Or maybe just lethargic and not caring. I should head to bed now. Gotta get up early to get to friends place on time for carpool. Another week of work at the office...