Where is this frustration coming from?
It's late, I'm going to go to bed within the hour - starting my "get up at 7" thing tomorrow, doubt it'll go well.
I've done 3 readings today for uni, and I've got an itch to read another. I don't want to because I'm tired, but I've got this overwhelming feeling of frustration with how little I've done today.
I've not done little! I've spent the entire afternoon reading. Literally hours and hours of it. It just so happens my mind wasn't cooperating and it meant that my third reading took about six hours in total, give or take an hour or so devoted to cooking dinner.
I've worked hard today, I know I have - I've barely read any fanfic, or done anything else to procrastinate, and yet I still feel like I've done nothing and need to do more! Argh! It's annoying and (again) frustrating.
I think it's partly due to the fact that the last reading took me so long, but also, I had no uni today. On days when I do have uni, I often get 3 readings done. So the fact I didn't get more done today...
I'm just annoyed at how much I've done, and annoyed at the fact that I'm annoyed. I can't win. Going to try to force myself to have a break and then hopefully tomorrow I'll feel a lot better. Got so much work to do tomorrow though T__T.
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