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I'm SOOOO annoyed right now! I hate it when I can't control things and when I can't do exactly what I want when I want to. WHY do I let myself slip into these shitty moods like this? I should be used to being disconnected from Franco but I'm not. Even though we sometimes don't see eachother for MONTHS on end, I'm okay because I know he's just a phone call away... he'll always pick up even if he's doing something important.
I AM SO ANNOYED!!!!!! ahhh. His ex-boss cut his main phone line that the old company was still paying for over a stupid fight, and he lost the pin code to his other number, and now he has to re-activate an old number, and that takes a day, and so I'm left with NO CONTROL! I have no way to get ahold of him. What if something bad happened? What if I started to have a mental breakdown which I feel coming on very soon???? I wouldn't have any way to call him. i'd have to wait for HIM to call ME, which can really drive a person crazy because you never know when he'll feel the inclination to pick up the phone.
Listen to this. I'm going mad. I need to learn how to chill out. This is retarded.
I AM SO ANNOYED!!!!!! ahhh. His ex-boss cut his main phone line that the old company was still paying for over a stupid fight, and he lost the pin code to his other number, and now he has to re-activate an old number, and that takes a day, and so I'm left with NO CONTROL! I have no way to get ahold of him. What if something bad happened? What if I started to have a mental breakdown which I feel coming on very soon???? I wouldn't have any way to call him. i'd have to wait for HIM to call ME, which can really drive a person crazy because you never know when he'll feel the inclination to pick up the phone.
Listen to this. I'm going mad. I need to learn how to chill out. This is retarded.