Yamada Michiko desu.

Aug 25, 2012 18:04

Sometimes I think I'm growing backwards. Recently, I've been wanting to show a more mature and adult-like self because I'm now eighteen. But at the same time, I don't want to grow up just yet! I'm still a kid, ne?

People have always been telling that I'm very mature for my age because I'm serious and calm, which didn't seem to suit my age. Even with my family, I'm not the silly type...What they didn't know was that I've always wanted to be childish, and that I act very silly when I'm very comfortable with that person! Since I started university this year, I can show a new self to new people. From now on, besides my mature side, I also want to show them my childish side so they won't say that I'm too mature for my age! I don't want to be recognized as that person who is serious and mature, and doesn't know how to be silly or have fun. I want to be silly, too! But then...some people think I'm weird when I become silly because they know me as a serious person...

Fuu~

personal: rants, fic: shinku

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