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I get so scared when I think about my future. I get so scared because I can't see anything. It terrifies me. Paolo has his management skills and economics/political background. Karlo has his intelligence and, yes it's a factor, financial back-up. But I have nothing. I have no specialties, no talents, no forte. My people-skills are questionable, my mathematical capacity is the size of my fist, my memorization skills are non-existent, and I have absolutely no talent in programming. The only thing I have is English. But reality won't let me keep it. Writing was the only thing I had going for me. And I can't even do that.
I just want to find that one thing I'm meant to do. Everybody finds it one way or another. I want, no I need to find mine.