Just You (Andy's story)
Title : Just You (Andy's story)
Main Character : Andy, JunJin,
Genre : romance, yaoi,
a/n : Here I come again with another of my imagination. Frankly speaking, I'm not good in expressing my thought, my english just so-so, i'm lack of vocabulary. So, forgive me >.< *deep bow*
Andy's story :
"What...Me...You...Love...?" The man who sit right beside me look kinda flustered. "Gay...?" I can catch what question he wanna ask me. Am I a gay? I don't really think so. I still can attracted by girl but him the one and only man who make me like this.
"Hmmmm...Lemme ask you the same question. Are you into a man?" tbh, I kinda almost explode. I can't stand seeing him crying over that man.
"Me? No...It...It's just.....him....Just HyeSung hyung...Just my dearest mama bird..." I try to keep cool, and smile.
"Then, same with me. It's just you, Jinnie. Just you..." I smile, but I know Jinnie can see my sadness over my smile.
"Since when...Andy...?" He now in middle getting his sense back.
"Maybe almost at the same time when you realize your love toward HyeSungie hyung." I still keep maintaining my smile.
"Gosh...I...my headache getting worse...I think I must sleep now..." He walk slowly to his bedroom. Almost crawling I see.
"Yeah, let's continue our convo when we really sane." I go to his guestroom, and wishpering 'Good night, Jinnie'
"Good night, Andy-ya"
~~~~~~~
I can't really slept at all. My mind goes around everywhere. I need some caffeine and I decide to make some coffee, and breakfast. I walk to Jinnie's kitchen. I put some coffee into the coffee machine, pour some hot water and decide to fry some egg and bacon. Hmmm, I need make some toast too.
I eat my breakfast, alone and left some for Jinnie later. I don't dare waking Jinnie's up. He must really tired. He deserve proper rest, looking what was going on with him in these following days. After finishing my meal and cleaning the dish, I decide to going home. And Jinnie still sleeping when I'm leaving. I left a note for him, saying I'm going home and remind him not doing something stupid when alone, and call me if necessary.
Before reaching home, I stop by at pet shop. Buying some snack for my dearest Pani. Pani must miss her Daddy so bad. Only my love to Pani that can be compared with my love to Jinnie. After that I stop by (again) at convenience store, buying some groceries to fill my fridge. I'm going home for sure this time.
"Pani-ya...Daddy's home~~" Pani goes straight to me, barking. Kinda saying 'Pani miss Daddy' with her sad face. "Daddy miss you too, Pani. Hungry? Let's eat." I put some dog food, Pani's favorite ones, into dog bowl and give it to Pani. Pani look really cute when eating. Suddenly I remember Jinnie. Are he still sleeping? Have he eat breakfast (which I've made for him)?
I walk to my living room, and sit on my comfy couch, turning on the TV but staring blankly. My mind not here right now, but at Jinnie's. I keep pressing the remote's button fitfully, not interesed by any broadcast. Just too keep my mind busy for everything except Jinnie.
>KaTalk convo with Jinnie<
Jinnie : Ya, how dare you going home when the host still in deep sleep??
Jinnie : such a manner...
Me : Sorry, I'm not mean in that way. I just don't wanna disturb your sleep time. *sad emoticon*
Me : You deserve a proper rest, Jinnie
Jinnie : But, thanks for the meal. If you not make me breakfast, I think I'll not eat anything till dinner *laughing emoticon*
Me : Oh dear... *slap-face emoticon*
Jinnie : Let's have dinner together, tonite. My treat *grin emoticon*
Me : but.... *confused emoticon*
Jinnie : Or you wanna me die cause lack of proper eating? *sad emoticon*
Me : NO WAY!! Okay then. Pick me up at 7. If you late even a minute, I don't care you'll die or whatever.
Jinnie : Waaaah, our maknae really heartless *crying emoticon*
Jinnie : See you on 7, Andy
'Let's make things clear tonite, SunHo-ya' I mumble to my self. Yes, it's now or never. That's not like I'm taking advantage from a broken heart man. I just wanna throw up everything on my mind, before explode. I can't hold any longer.
~~~~~
"Where are we going?" be my first sentence since I sit on passenger seat of Jinnie's car.
"Just a fancy resto with a nice view. Why? Do you wanna eat something tonite?" I shook my head.
"It's just...awkward...just two of us...without hyungs..." My chubby cheek seem red now. What did I say? What an embarrassing respond.
"Because we need to talk. Just two of us. You remember what were you say last night, don't you?" I nod slowly.
It's really hard to pretend not being nerve having dinner outside just with Jinnie. Frankly, we two never look not awkward. I try to enjoy the meal. But the thing I actually do just watching Jinnie eats. He looks even more cute when chewing the food. Make me wanna peck his lips, right now right here.
"You not eat, Andy-ya? Why you just staring at your food? You don't like it?" I staring at you, pabo. I smile, and begin eat my food.
"I just...admiring the most gorgeous creature that God ever made..." I whisper, and I think can only heard by me.
'The Memories' resto is on top the 60-storey-building that's why this place has beautiful scenery and become a popular place for couples. And here I am, with the man I want the most being mine and mine only. Today there are just 3 or 4 couples (beside me and Jinnie), what a perfect timing to talk about our (me and Jinnie, of course) feeling.
"Are you just trying to comfort me last nite? With saying that you love me for years?" Jinnie's face suddenly be serious.
"I'm not kind of person who can easily lying about feeling..." I reply while looking outside. Trying avoid Jinnie's gaze.
"Then why you don't look into my eyes now? Why you look somewhere else when you talk to me?" I bring my attention back to him. Look deep into his eyes. "Why you not tell me earlier about yours?" God, I drown in his eyes.
"Because before I tell you, I already know your answer. I already know whom you loved." Jinnie stare at me, his eyes say 'what make you tell me now?'. I sigh, "I couldn't help my self for seeing you down, depressed. I know you love him. But I still wanna make you mine."
Jinnie's silence make me more tense. But, out of nowhere, I hear Adele's song One and Only played. A song I hear almost everytime these days. The lyrics suit us much.
"Jinnie?" I wave my hand in front of his face. He back look into me. "You know this song, right?" Jinnie nods. "This song, is the song that I really wanna sing for you. I want you to try being mine, Jinnie..." He sigh with his sad expression.
"I don't know, Andy-ya...I don't wanna make you be my escapement. I don't hate you, but love you yet. I...just..." Jinnie looks frustrated with his mind.
"I know, I know. Let's go back. You need calm yourself, Jinnie. I'm not forcing you, but...I'll make you happy, ChoongJae-ya..." And we walk to parking lot, going back home.
"Andy-ya..." I've already drop from Jinnie car, almost reach my apartment lobby. "Just bring Pani, let's sleep over at my place again, won't you?" I nod carelessly.
In rush, I open the door, put Pani into her cage, and bring it down to where Jinnie wait me. "Am I make you wait too long, Jinnie?" I put Pani's cage at the back seat when I feel Jinnie's hand sweep my sweat with tissue. Jinnie shook his head.
"Running?" I nod. "Why?" I grin. I don't make you wait too long, pabo. "Ah, annyeong Pani~~ Jinnie samchun miss you so much." Jinnie greet my Pani. I giggle seeing he talk cutely. "Why you laughing at me??" He pout. His pouty face make him even cuter.
"It's just...you act cute...hahaha..." He pout even more. God, may I kiss him now?
~~~~~~~
"Welcome to Jinnie samchun's home, Pani~~" as soon as we arrive at Jinnie's home, I open Pani's cage and Pani now running around her samchun's house.
"Pani, be nice girl. Don't mess up Jinnie samchun's house." I warn Pani, Pani reply barking.
"I've thinking, Andy-ya......." I blink my eyes.
"What about? Are you wanna a puppy?" Jinnie pats my shoulder.
"Not about pets, Andy-ya...About our convo after dinner before..." I give Jinnie my full attention. "I think......." But he keep cuts his sentence. "I should try...."
"Try what, Jinnie?"
"Try to forget my feel...toward HyeSung hyung...And come to you...instead..." Jinnie face look like steamed crab while I almost faint.
"But...you said...you..." like can read my mind, Jinnie reply...
"It's not like what you think, Andy...I've said, I should try...so..." my heart pound faster. So, what Jinnie?? "So...would you help me...Andy?" I froze, for a moment. But the moment after, I nod carelessly.
"I'll help, Jinnie..."
"Thanks Andy...Thanks for loving me..." Jinnie smile, kiss my cheek, and give a peck on my lips.
~~~~~
Main Character : Andy, JunJin,
Genre : romance, yaoi,
a/n : Here I come again with another of my imagination. Frankly speaking, I'm not good in expressing my thought, my english just so-so, i'm lack of vocabulary. So, forgive me >.< *deep bow*
Andy's story :
"What...Me...You...Love...?" The man who sit right beside me look kinda flustered. "Gay...?" I can catch what question he wanna ask me. Am I a gay? I don't really think so. I still can attracted by girl but him the one and only man who make me like this.
"Hmmmm...Lemme ask you the same question. Are you into a man?" tbh, I kinda almost explode. I can't stand seeing him crying over that man.
"Me? No...It...It's just.....him....Just HyeSung hyung...Just my dearest mama bird..." I try to keep cool, and smile.
"Then, same with me. It's just you, Jinnie. Just you..." I smile, but I know Jinnie can see my sadness over my smile.
"Since when...Andy...?" He now in middle getting his sense back.
"Maybe almost at the same time when you realize your love toward HyeSungie hyung." I still keep maintaining my smile.
"Gosh...I...my headache getting worse...I think I must sleep now..." He walk slowly to his bedroom. Almost crawling I see.
"Yeah, let's continue our convo when we really sane." I go to his guestroom, and wishpering 'Good night, Jinnie'
"Good night, Andy-ya"
~~~~~~~
I can't really slept at all. My mind goes around everywhere. I need some caffeine and I decide to make some coffee, and breakfast. I walk to Jinnie's kitchen. I put some coffee into the coffee machine, pour some hot water and decide to fry some egg and bacon. Hmmm, I need make some toast too.
I eat my breakfast, alone and left some for Jinnie later. I don't dare waking Jinnie's up. He must really tired. He deserve proper rest, looking what was going on with him in these following days. After finishing my meal and cleaning the dish, I decide to going home. And Jinnie still sleeping when I'm leaving. I left a note for him, saying I'm going home and remind him not doing something stupid when alone, and call me if necessary.
Before reaching home, I stop by at pet shop. Buying some snack for my dearest Pani. Pani must miss her Daddy so bad. Only my love to Pani that can be compared with my love to Jinnie. After that I stop by (again) at convenience store, buying some groceries to fill my fridge. I'm going home for sure this time.
"Pani-ya...Daddy's home~~" Pani goes straight to me, barking. Kinda saying 'Pani miss Daddy' with her sad face. "Daddy miss you too, Pani. Hungry? Let's eat." I put some dog food, Pani's favorite ones, into dog bowl and give it to Pani. Pani look really cute when eating. Suddenly I remember Jinnie. Are he still sleeping? Have he eat breakfast (which I've made for him)?
I walk to my living room, and sit on my comfy couch, turning on the TV but staring blankly. My mind not here right now, but at Jinnie's. I keep pressing the remote's button fitfully, not interesed by any broadcast. Just too keep my mind busy for everything except Jinnie.
>KaTalk convo with Jinnie<
Jinnie : Ya, how dare you going home when the host still in deep sleep??
Jinnie : such a manner...
Me : Sorry, I'm not mean in that way. I just don't wanna disturb your sleep time. *sad emoticon*
Me : You deserve a proper rest, Jinnie
Jinnie : But, thanks for the meal. If you not make me breakfast, I think I'll not eat anything till dinner *laughing emoticon*
Me : Oh dear... *slap-face emoticon*
Jinnie : Let's have dinner together, tonite. My treat *grin emoticon*
Me : but.... *confused emoticon*
Jinnie : Or you wanna me die cause lack of proper eating? *sad emoticon*
Me : NO WAY!! Okay then. Pick me up at 7. If you late even a minute, I don't care you'll die or whatever.
Jinnie : Waaaah, our maknae really heartless *crying emoticon*
Jinnie : See you on 7, Andy
'Let's make things clear tonite, SunHo-ya' I mumble to my self. Yes, it's now or never. That's not like I'm taking advantage from a broken heart man. I just wanna throw up everything on my mind, before explode. I can't hold any longer.
~~~~~
"Where are we going?" be my first sentence since I sit on passenger seat of Jinnie's car.
"Just a fancy resto with a nice view. Why? Do you wanna eat something tonite?" I shook my head.
"It's just...awkward...just two of us...without hyungs..." My chubby cheek seem red now. What did I say? What an embarrassing respond.
"Because we need to talk. Just two of us. You remember what were you say last night, don't you?" I nod slowly.
It's really hard to pretend not being nerve having dinner outside just with Jinnie. Frankly, we two never look not awkward. I try to enjoy the meal. But the thing I actually do just watching Jinnie eats. He looks even more cute when chewing the food. Make me wanna peck his lips, right now right here.
"You not eat, Andy-ya? Why you just staring at your food? You don't like it?" I staring at you, pabo. I smile, and begin eat my food.
"I just...admiring the most gorgeous creature that God ever made..." I whisper, and I think can only heard by me.
'The Memories' resto is on top the 60-storey-building that's why this place has beautiful scenery and become a popular place for couples. And here I am, with the man I want the most being mine and mine only. Today there are just 3 or 4 couples (beside me and Jinnie), what a perfect timing to talk about our (me and Jinnie, of course) feeling.
"Are you just trying to comfort me last nite? With saying that you love me for years?" Jinnie's face suddenly be serious.
"I'm not kind of person who can easily lying about feeling..." I reply while looking outside. Trying avoid Jinnie's gaze.
"Then why you don't look into my eyes now? Why you look somewhere else when you talk to me?" I bring my attention back to him. Look deep into his eyes. "Why you not tell me earlier about yours?" God, I drown in his eyes.
"Because before I tell you, I already know your answer. I already know whom you loved." Jinnie stare at me, his eyes say 'what make you tell me now?'. I sigh, "I couldn't help my self for seeing you down, depressed. I know you love him. But I still wanna make you mine."
Jinnie's silence make me more tense. But, out of nowhere, I hear Adele's song One and Only played. A song I hear almost everytime these days. The lyrics suit us much.
"Jinnie?" I wave my hand in front of his face. He back look into me. "You know this song, right?" Jinnie nods. "This song, is the song that I really wanna sing for you. I want you to try being mine, Jinnie..." He sigh with his sad expression.
"I don't know, Andy-ya...I don't wanna make you be my escapement. I don't hate you, but love you yet. I...just..." Jinnie looks frustrated with his mind.
"I know, I know. Let's go back. You need calm yourself, Jinnie. I'm not forcing you, but...I'll make you happy, ChoongJae-ya..." And we walk to parking lot, going back home.
"Andy-ya..." I've already drop from Jinnie car, almost reach my apartment lobby. "Just bring Pani, let's sleep over at my place again, won't you?" I nod carelessly.
In rush, I open the door, put Pani into her cage, and bring it down to where Jinnie wait me. "Am I make you wait too long, Jinnie?" I put Pani's cage at the back seat when I feel Jinnie's hand sweep my sweat with tissue. Jinnie shook his head.
"Running?" I nod. "Why?" I grin. I don't make you wait too long, pabo. "Ah, annyeong Pani~~ Jinnie samchun miss you so much." Jinnie greet my Pani. I giggle seeing he talk cutely. "Why you laughing at me??" He pout. His pouty face make him even cuter.
"It's just...you act cute...hahaha..." He pout even more. God, may I kiss him now?
~~~~~~~
"Welcome to Jinnie samchun's home, Pani~~" as soon as we arrive at Jinnie's home, I open Pani's cage and Pani now running around her samchun's house.
"Pani, be nice girl. Don't mess up Jinnie samchun's house." I warn Pani, Pani reply barking.
"I've thinking, Andy-ya......." I blink my eyes.
"What about? Are you wanna a puppy?" Jinnie pats my shoulder.
"Not about pets, Andy-ya...About our convo after dinner before..." I give Jinnie my full attention. "I think......." But he keep cuts his sentence. "I should try...."
"Try what, Jinnie?"
"Try to forget my feel...toward HyeSung hyung...And come to you...instead..." Jinnie face look like steamed crab while I almost faint.
"But...you said...you..." like can read my mind, Jinnie reply...
"It's not like what you think, Andy...I've said, I should try...so..." my heart pound faster. So, what Jinnie?? "So...would you help me...Andy?" I froze, for a moment. But the moment after, I nod carelessly.
"I'll help, Jinnie..."
"Thanks Andy...Thanks for loving me..." Jinnie smile, kiss my cheek, and give a peck on my lips.
~~~~~