ugh, i have just been having the most fucked up week last week, and this weekend was ridiculous. and i had no where to vent or bitch or anything... so it just kept building... and i kept drinking (alone. in my apartment.) and it just was not good. now i think im kind of better. but the issues are still unresolved.
i went to a neil diamond concert last night that was awesome. but the whole night should have been more awesome, but it wasnt because i hate my family. and i went to the concert with my brothers, and my mom went with friends of hers... and it was planned a long time ago... and i just wanted to be there with different people...
i dunno. plus i've been getting frustrated with a lot of things lately... like when i was so mad and had no one to talk to, ie, i dont feel that any of my friends are close enough for me to talk to them about it... well, except for maybe amanda (callingthemoon), but she's got other stuff to deal with and i dont want to just unload on her, it wouldnt be fair of me, plus shes so far away... and, anyways its not like all my friends are in town anyway, its summer break still and theyre in their prospective states... far away from me...
anyways... im about an hour late for work already AND ive got to walk... so ive gotta go get dressed (LOL)...
ps, a friend of mine (not any of em that are pregnant) has gotten me thinking of baby names too, just for fun, and im not even sure im going to have kids!! :-)
i went to a neil diamond concert last night that was awesome. but the whole night should have been more awesome, but it wasnt because i hate my family. and i went to the concert with my brothers, and my mom went with friends of hers... and it was planned a long time ago... and i just wanted to be there with different people...
i dunno. plus i've been getting frustrated with a lot of things lately... like when i was so mad and had no one to talk to, ie, i dont feel that any of my friends are close enough for me to talk to them about it... well, except for maybe amanda (callingthemoon), but she's got other stuff to deal with and i dont want to just unload on her, it wouldnt be fair of me, plus shes so far away... and, anyways its not like all my friends are in town anyway, its summer break still and theyre in their prospective states... far away from me...
anyways... im about an hour late for work already AND ive got to walk... so ive gotta go get dressed (LOL)...
ps, a friend of mine (not any of em that are pregnant) has gotten me thinking of baby names too, just for fun, and im not even sure im going to have kids!! :-)
Reply
Leave a comment