Innocence Obsession

[ayeengie]

Title: Innocence Obsession

Pairing/s: KyuHaeMin, slight!HyukMin, KyuMin

Genre: Angst, Smut, Romance

Rating: NC-17

Length: One-shot

Warning: AU, rape, threesome, double penetration, violent scenes, explicit language, open ending, psycho!KyuHae

Summary: Celebrities aren’t the only ones who have sasaeng fans… even the most silent ones do have… and sometimes, theirs are much terrible.

Requested by shiro_yuuki
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STEF!!!! ♥



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We love you so much, Lee Sungmin. We love you so much to the extent that we know what your blood type is, where you live, what your daily routine is, your height, your weight. We even counted your hair strands! When will you notice us?

Goosebumps. He received another fan mail written in blood once again. He had been receiving lots since the start of the month, and every day, with no fail, there is a paper slotted on his locker every time he goes there.

At first, he just ignored it; thinking that these are just guys who have got nothing to do with their lives but troll on people. But then, when the letters started getting personal, just like ‘Do you know that you’re so cute when you snore?’ ‘Your yawn is so cute!’ ‘The pumpkin pie you baked last night looks so yummy! We wish that we could taste it…’ ‘Baby, why did you cry? Are you having problems?’ ‘Please don’t cry to yourself… we don’t have parents either…,’ it scared the hell out of him.

Who wouldn’t? Those are things only he knows! It is impossible for it to be his brother, because he doesn’t have a brother. He doesn’t have a family. They died in an accident.

‘We’ or whoever those people were, they surely are scary. The letters were even written in blood! It is surely human blood! It’s… it’s… never mind.

Strangely, these letters reached the ears of no one. He just doesn’t want others to panic over this. Also, he never replied once. He just thought that if not replying would tell these stalkers that he is uninterested in them, maybe they would stop pestering him… unfortunately, they didn’t.

Yes, he is popular. But he is not your typical boy-next-door type like Kim Kibum, an insufferable playboy like Tan Hankyung, or a romantic gentleman like Choi Siwon.

He is just Lee Sungmin.

Cute face, round brown eyes, pointy nose, plump pink lips, average height, orange hair, body not slim, but not fat either, aegyo voice… who couldn’t resist him? He is your very definition of the cutest guy on Earth.

He always brings this soft aura around him everywhere he goes, making people who will see him have the want to envelop this boy in their arms to protect him.

He is so lovable.

But then, thinking that he badly wants to know who these stalkers are, he decided that, for the first time, he will reply. He fished out his pink pen, and scribbled: “Why?” That really is his question to those people. Why do this? Why me? Why love me? Why?

He sighed as placed the letter in its previous position and closed the locker door. He fixed his hold on his bag as he made his way towards his classroom. As usual, the students greeted him ‘good morning’ and whispered ‘he’s so cute!’

Shyness overtaking him, again, he gave those who greeted him a nod and a gentle smile - making girls, especially noonas, squeal - before having his head bowed low and walked briskly to avoid the few admiring stares thrown at him. Not that he doesn’t like it, he just don’t like the attention.

More and more people - boys and girls - are coming out to see him, and it made him feel more timid. Therefore, he fastened his pace, eyes still glued on his shoes. He is too engrossed in escaping his fans that unknown to him, someone already bumped with him, and now, he was being hugged.

“Whoa, whoa, watch where you’re going, cutie!” it came from a very familiar voice.

Nursing his aching forehead, he raised his head to look at his hugger, beaming at the recognition as he did the same to the red head, “Hyukkie!” Hyukjae grinned at the smaller guy, patting his head, “Good morning, babe,”

Everybody groaned at the arrival of Sungmin’s boyfriend - yes, you saw it right. Lee Hyukjae is Lee Sungmin’s boyfriend. They had been together for three years. And, everyone knows that they are gay.

Their families are very close to each other. Their parents were best of friends since high school. That’s why ever since a baby Sungmin and a baby Hyukjae could recognize people, no one could separate the two. At the death of Sungmin’s family - with him as an exception because he went arcading with Hyukjae that afternoon, it was Hyukjae’s family who took care of him. They wanted to adopt Sungmin, but the two boys don’t want to; they were already together that time.

Best friends turned lovers. A very wonderful love story, right?

But their life is difficult because they had to keep it a secret from Hyukjae’s family.

He waited for a reply from his stalkers… but he got none. Weird.

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Sungmin moaned loud as Hyukjae hit his sweet spot, with the latter immediately slinging his leg on his shoulder to go deeper and faster, having the want to come.

Shuddering as Sungmin had his release, Hyukjae followed, wrapping his arms around his waist as he breathed on his lover’s exposed neck. They shared a slow, wet kiss whilst the red-haired removed himself, earning a light groan from the other, mouths still connected.

Sungmin instantly blushed after they parted for air, bowing his head down to hide it, making the other giggle at his irresistible cuteness. Hyukjae held Sungmin’s chin and raised it up to give it a chaste kiss, smiling as Sungmin’s blush grew redder, “Why are you so cute?”

He then smirked, “I told you, sex inside the classroom is so exciting!” Sungmin bit his lips as he nodded, hands clutched on the other’s shoulders when Hyukjae pulled him to jump off the table.

More giggles and low moans were heard from the couple inside, but little did they know, there are two flaring pairs of eyes outside, clenched their fists as they watched the two go out from the room.

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From: Baby

Baby, are you okay going home by yourself? We still have our practice for tomorrow’s contest, and I just can’t leave my team. I’m really sorry, baby. I’ll make it up to you! Love you!

Sungmin pouted as he replied: It’s okay, baby. I understand. Tell me if you got home safely, okay? Love you too ~ ^3^

…

He smirked after receiving Sungmin’s reply, and poked the guy beside him, who gave him a smug grin as well. “Let the games start now.”

…

Yikes. It’s already dark… I’m so scared… I knew I should have just waited for Hyukkie…

“Psst!”

Just as Sungmin was about to cross the road, he heard someone calling him from the alley near him, so, despite being scared as hell, he turned, widening his eyes in alarm as he caught sight of a blond, who actually looked like of the same age as him, probably younger, leaning on the wall while crossing his long arms, a dangerous smirk plastered on his thin lips.

The blond doesn’t seem to look like a thief. Holy cow, he is hot and good-looking! That low v-neck gray shirt under a black leather jacket exposed his well-formed pale chest, which was glinted by drops of sweat coming from his long neck… damn it.

The unknown guy snapped his fingers, smirking when Sungmin flinched and looked at him, stunned, “What are you looking at, huh?” Fuck, he even his voice is seductive. The way he looks at him directly in the eyes could melt him this instant.

He shook those dirty thoughts off his mind, and feigned a strong look, much to the amusement of the brunet. He gulped before speaking, “Didn’t you just call me?”

But then, he thought he already saw him in his school.

The yellow-haired pulled off another smirk as he spoke in his low, husky voice, now walking closer to him, “Of course, Lee Sungmin…”

Sungmin found himself unable to move his feet and body. He can’t even tear his gaze away from this extremely good-looking guy. His breath hitched when the taller guy stopped in front of him, closing that so-called personal space between them, held his chin, and raised it for him to look at the stranger. His heart thumped like crazy at the closer view of this man’s face, his mind totally going blank the moment the blond leaned and brushed his soft lips with his.

“Why is my baby alone? Doesn’t your boyfriend know that it’s dangerous for him to leave his valuables unattended?” the guy breathed on Sungmin’s lips as he raised his fingers to caress the smaller’s soft pale cheek, his actions brought color to it. “If I were him, I wouldn’t let you go like this. Someone might steal you away.” He continued, boring his piercing dark brown orbs to the other’s.

Their lips met.

Unconsciously, Sungmin lifted his arms and clutched on the stranger’s jacket as he responded to the kiss. He doesn’t know this man, but he is actually indulging himself in the warmness this boy gives him. His chest never made a noise like now when he is with Hyukjae. This man is different. This man could make his heart race like crazy… so unexplainable.

Wait, Hyukjae…

He quickly pulled away, his face showed like he was scandalized, the back of his hand covering his lips. “What did I just do?”

The guy with him dryly chuckled, his eyes darkening, “You just kissed me,”

“I… oh no, this has got to stop… gosh, I’m so sorry…”

He hastily spun to run away, not liking the idea that he just gave in to an unknown person… also the thought that he is cheating on his boyfriend.

However, just as he took a step, he froze when a silhouette of another man from the other side suddenly appeared. He felt his hairs stand up as cold wind brushed his skin, gasping after a cloth that smelled something unfamiliar to him.

“I’m Kyuhyun, and he is Donghae,” again, he heard that velvety voice from behind him.

His vision blurred… but didn’t fail to lay his eyes on the beautiful person approaching him…

Sad round eyes and angelic smile…

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Donghae pulled him into the bedroom, tongue still entwined with his. Kyuhyun, who was on his back, used his foot to close the door for his hands are busy unbuckling his belt. After his belt was discarded from his pants, Kyuhyun hiked the shirt up his head and threw it away, momentarily stopping his saliva-exchange with Donghae. He was then dragged by the brunet to the bed, him now on top of the other. His head was pushed by his kisser, enough for them to suck each other’s breath off, leaving them no choice but to breathe on their noses just so they wouldn’t let go of each others’ caverns.

Kyuhyun traced his spine using his slick tongue, while the blonde’s hands zipped his pants down and removed it with the help of his long legs.

“Aaahhh…” he moaned at the sensation of cold air brushing his exposed manhood, with Donghae moving to suck on his neck, wetting it.

The world spun again… he doesn’t know what he was doing right now… he doesn’t know what is happening… but he doesn’t want this to stop… it feels fucking good.

Kyuhyun held his waist and harshly turned his body, for his back to lie flat down on the bed, completely bringing him back to his senses.

Sungmin snapped his eyes wide open, his body shivering as he saw two naked guys hovering on top of him… two naked, but beautiful guys.

Scared, he covered his face using his hands, and sobbed. “Please, don’t! Please don’t hurt me~! I’m so sorry~!!!” But his pleas probably weren’t heard by the other two; Donghae started stroking his length, Kyuhyun, on the other hand, worked on his neck, with the blond pinning both of his arms on top of his head, his struggles are now useless because the other’s hold on his wrists are firm, and he is still too weak due to the alcohol scent on the handkerchief earlier, while his knees and legs are on Donghae’s control.

“Don’t cover your beautiful face…” Kyuhyun huskily whispered on his ear before toying with his nipples.

“Please, don’t…” he cried, his eyes now getting teary. On second thought, he doesn’t want this; hell, he doesn’t even know these guys!

“Stop…” He wriggled, only for his skin to be violently nipped by Kyuhyun, making him cry in pain. But then, his mind went blank as paper once again when he felt Donghae’s warm mouth around his member, unconsciously letting out a soft moan.

“Oh my God… please… no… stop…” his pleads were slowly getting feeble with every bob of Donghae’s head, especially now that Kyuhyun’s skillful tongue went to his belly. He was trying his very best not to moan, for it will mean success for his rapists.

To his surprise, Kyuhyun climbed on top of him, the guy’s saluting rock welcomed his blurry sight. Kyuhyun poked the head of his shaft on Sungmin’s quivering, bruised lips, pointing a finger at it, commanding, “Suck.”

At first, Sungmin was being defiant; he was vigorously shaking his head, triggering the flame in Kyuhyun’s anger meter. Kyuhyun forced in his member on Sungmin’s mouth, instantly shoving it… fucking it.

Sungmin just cried. Hot tears are trickling down his cheeks, choking often because Kyuhyun hit his throat. The young man seemed to be unaware of it, more like he didn’t care, for he just went in deeper and faster, closing his eyes as he feels something in the pit of his stomach.

Sungmin and Kyuhyun came at the same time. Sungmin has no choice but to swallow all of Kyuhyun’s sticky juice.

He just gave up, for he knows that everything will be useless. He can’t do anything. He won’t be able to escape. He hates being weak. He hates himself for succumbing to the gorgeousness of these males. If Sungmin is not smart, he would have thought that these two know wizardry and casted him a spell or something… but no. He let himself be lured. And now, he is getting his punishment.

It was now Donghae’s turn to twist Sungmin’s body. The moment Kyuhyun removed himself from Sungmin’s cum-stained mouth, he did his job and forced a whimpering Sungmin to go on fours.

As naughty as Donghae could be, he thrust his tongue inside Sungmin’s entrance, spurted out all of the liquid he got from the smaller guy, and circled his tongue in it, lapping it as if he had been hungry for a year, with Kyuhyun, without warning, inserting a finger inside his hole, making Sungmin yelp and whimper, screaming as the other added two more fingers, thrusting it in a fast pace, stretching him on the process.

Sungmin squeezed his eyes shut and covered his mouth using his hands to stifle his moans; pleasure is already overtaking him. He may be soft on the outside, but he knows… deep inside, he is strong. He is trying to do that right now.

Don’t give in, Sungmin… you can do this. Fighting!

However, his thoughts of being strong were washed away when Kyuhyun and Donghae forcibly pushed their members inside him at the same time.

He screamed the loudest, and more tears came flowing like a river, his hands clutching on the bed sheets tight, crumpling it as severe pain surround his bottom part. It hurts. It fucking hurts.

Kyuhyun and Donghae didn’t even consider letting the other adjust to their sizes, and slammed in, their thrusts gradually getting faster as they greed for more pleasure. They aren’t even in sync, and this added to the pain Sungmin is feeling.

While the other two are moaning in ecstasy, the one under is screaming in misery. The two had their release, while he didn’t. He felt no satisfaction… bliss… delight. It’s like the very thing a person could keep was taken away from him by two unknown guys… and that is his dignity as a person. He was raped. How could he show his face to everyone after this? How could he face Hyukjae now that he is dirty? Why is he so weak… so fucking weak?

Maybe he really is meant to be alone. No one could stand to be with a filthy guy like him. No one… even Hyukjae. He betrayed Hyukjae.

Donghae collapsed beside him, panting just like Kyuhyun, who kneeled first before snuggling with the pillow. Kyuhyun’s eyes landed on the crying Sungmin… he wanted to touch Sungmin… to say sorry… but he feels so tired that he can’t even raise a single toe. Sungmin looking at him painfully was the last view he saw before drifting to sleep.

After assuring that his rapists are already knocked out, he sneakily jumped off the bed, lightly groaning at the ache stinging on his bottom. He limped as he picked his clothes up, and dressed as quietly as he could to avoid waking the two.

He tiptoed, sighing in relief when he reached outside of the bedroom without being caught. He looked around to look for the exit, grinning in triumph when he found it. Still limping, he went to that direction, only to trip at something hard on the floor.

He groaned as he sat, nursing his aching butt; it really was in pain because of the intrusion, and his fall just added to his suffering. He then took notice of the big black book that caused him to trip, grabbing it to throw it, stopping when a picture fell from it.

It was a picture of him.

He got curious on the content of the book, so he flipped it open, finding out that it was Kyuhyun’s property, totally forgetting his agenda of escaping. He widened his fox-like eyes as more stolen pictures of him were shown.

He admits, all the shots were beautiful. But what made him probing was that most were taken inside the school. This just confirmed his theory of them being students from his school as well. But why is it he doesn’t know them?

He flipped more, and more pictures of him welcomed his sight. He doesn’t know why, but he feels elated. He feels like he was being appreciated… that someone appreciated him this much and even made an album of him.

“Su-Sungmin?”

He instantly threw the book when he heard that voice again, and struggled to stand up, failing due to his aching bottom again. Great.

He is on the verge of crying once again, eyes fixed on his legs, and is concentrated on getting up.

“Need help?”

He looked up and saw Kyuhyun smiling at him, a hand was offered to him. Kyuhyun’s smile melted his heart; it is so angelic… so different from the dark one he had earlier when they met at the alley. He found himself magnetized to the other’s chocolate orbs.

But then, fear still swathed his whole body. Memories of what happened just now went back. He instantly hugged himself, quivering when thoughts of being hurt - physically and emotionally - invaded his mind. He will die if it will be done again.

Kyuhyun sighed.

“I’m sorry, sunbae. I know we shouldn’t have done this,” said Kyuhyun in a hushed, gentle tone as he kneeled in front of the smaller guy.

“Why?” It is that question again.

The blond chuckled, “We haven’t answered that, right?”

Sungmin slowly darted his gaze to the other because of the answer, shock was evident on his cute face. As if he read his mind, Kyuhyun answered, “We… I love you, Sungmin sunbae. I know that this isn’t just pure attraction or lust… I know that every time I see you smile, my heart goes light… every time I hear you laugh, I find myself laughing along… every time I see you with your boyfriend, my world breaks apart… maybe I’m just too obsessed with you that’s why I agreed to this. I’m really sorry.”

Seeing tears threatening to break from Kyuhyun’s eyes, it’s as if the fear inside him was washed away. He can’t feel anger for this boy… so, they are the ones who sent him those creepy letters… He is a hoobae; Kyuhyun just called him sunbae. Probably the reason why he doesn’t know him… but Donghae?

“Donghae hyung is of the same age as you. He… he is… lusting… over you… so… yeah. He was the one who engaged me into this… from the letter thing… to this.” for the second time, Kyuhyun must have read his mind.

“Are… are you… taking… drugs?”

Kyuhyun bit his lips - which Sungmin found rather cutely - and bowed his head down, mumbling, “Y-yes…”

Sungmin puffed before asking, “You… you’re an orphan too, right? You wrote it on your letter…” He received a nod in response. It alarmed him when Kyuhyun’s shoulders started bouncing up and down; he is now sobbing. He made his way to kneel, and slowly took the boy in his arms.

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I’m sorry… I’m really sorry…” Kyuhyun continuously uttered as he put his arms behind the older, sobbing louder.

Sungmin felt weird; at first, he was really used to being protected… being the fragile one he is, but now, he is on the protector side. Despite the harsh things he did back at bed, Kyuhyun really is more delicate than him. He likes it… the feeling of protecting someone.

He moved away, cupped the younger’s cheeks, and looked at him directly in the eyes, “Kyuhyun-ah, listen,” The blond averted his gaze to him, not saying anything. “I understand your situation. No one guided you all these years of being alone. It’s hard to lose your family… that’s why… that’s why I’m going to help you… go back to the good side…”

Much to his delight, Kyuhyun’s face beamed, showing him how childish this boy is. He then saw Kyuhyun inching closer to him, with him automatically closing his eyes when he felt something soft touch his lips.

“Can I call you Min hyung?”

“Of course,”

“Min hyung, let’s elope!”

“What?!”

“You will help me, right? Of course, I need you to be beside me all the time! Let’s be a family!”

Family? It had been years since I lost them… will Kyuhyun be my family now?

“Dork.”

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Hyukjae raked his fingers on his hair, pulling it from time to time in frustration as he constantly stood up and pace the living room. His mother worriedly looked at him and patted his shoulder, “Hyuk, please calm down. I’m sure Sungmin is alright.”

“But mom, this is my fault! If only I took care of my things, my phone wouldn’t get snatched and I will be able to tell Ming that I don’t have practice! It’s also my fault for not memorizing his number since he just changed it last night! Ugh, mom!!! I searched for him the whole day, and I saw no sign of him! Mom, I won’t forgive myself if something bad will happen to him!”

Then, their telephone rang, with Hyukjae stumbling to get there and pick it up, only to widen his squinty eyes at the recognition of the voice of the caller.

“Hyukkie!”

“Ming?!”

“Hyukkie, I’m sorry for calling you late… but… I won’t be able to go home… probably forever… please extend my gratitude to umma and appa for taking care of me all these ye-”

“WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!”

“I finally found my family, Hyuk… I won’t lose him again…”

“Huh?”

“I’m sorry, Hyuk. Thank you for everything… don’t worry, I still love you! At least now that… that I’m not now with you, you won’t be able to keep a secret from your parents…”

“Don’t do this to me, Ming… you know that I-”

“I’m doing this for the both of us. This will make us happy. I love you, that’s why I am doing this. Please… please don’t look for me… please be happy for me for finding my family…”

“Family? Brother?”

“I think I love him, Hyuk. Probably not as intense as yours, but I’m sure of my feelings and I’m willing to be with him forever since we have the same situation. I’m sorry, Hyukkie. I love you.”

Hyukjae lost his grip on the phone, staring blankly at the carpeted floor.

FIN

Ehh… that’s it… the last parts are crappy… especially the smut…

Crappy Ayen is crappy… IDEK what was running in my mind when I wrote that… probably bunnies and wolves kissing… hahaha :DDD no sequel, okay? I was already too busy... TT^TT
Hope you liked it! ^^