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my life is pretty wierd right now i dont know what to think of myself all i know is i cant get good grades on my SATS OR ACTS all i wanna do is just go to FAU thats it and another hting hot topic never called yet and i really want that job like really bad besides lauren i would hate my life right now shes the only thing that keeps me the most happy and my friends keep e happy but i wanna be 18 already and get the fuck outta here ill be 18 on december 11 itll be so soon i cant wait..i also gotta let my parents stop doing shit for me and buying me shit i dont deserve cause i dont wanna hear the same shit like "you have everything we give you everything and you dont do shit for it" well if thats the case then dont get me anything cauise i dont care anymore they treat me like im some fucken asshole kid or something when im not doing that bad i wish they would just leave me alone i hate them.
i dunno what else im confused about shit alot i feel like im a failure sometimes and its not my fault my parents put shit in my head and i should ignore it but i dont im just gonna laugh at them and they are so fucken nosy they find out shit that i only tell some people i hate it fuck them they should die :)
i dunno what else im confused about shit alot i feel like im a failure sometimes and its not my fault my parents put shit in my head and i should ignore it but i dont im just gonna laugh at them and they are so fucken nosy they find out shit that i only tell some people i hate it fuck them they should die :)