i hate this feeling.
All I know is that she wanted to be part of the crowd.
I could've told her she was welcome here
well last night was alright i got out of school then me natalie lindsay and sara went tanning it was alright minus the fact i used this stuff that like burned my body lol. it was pretty cute well then we got dropped off at saras and chilled there billy came over then we left and went to fountian walk where i just got put in a shitty mood. then it got kinda boring so we left and went to nicks and had some funnn.but then my mom called and i started crying, my little baby cousin isnt going to live and that just kills me and i feel so bad for my cousin it just sucks so bad.why do people have to die why do people have to hate eachother why do best friends have to argue and grow apart over something so small why do people fight i hate everything so much right now i hate how i feel nothing i do is right and i just seem to keep messing up. i dont feel good about myself im not good enough i hate how the mirror has to tell the truth..ah poopy mood is coming and i hate it. i guess i always just catch myself asking why but after that i never really get an answer its just the way it is and i hate that. well thank you natalie lindsay and sara for being there for me last night when i found out about my cousin and found out what ppl think about me. i love you guys:)
tonight shall be fun me and lindsay are hangin out with phalin. so im gonna go get ready and stuff.
some things will never change.
yea my uncle just called and said."everythings all over with were on our way home now." she died.:(
and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
well you're never gonna find it
if you're looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if you're looking for it
should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you
and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it
and she wants someone to see her
she needs to hear she's beautiful
so this is the new year..