I've returned in astonishment
I forgot that this existed. In fact, I seem to forget that I exist sometimes. I haven't written on here since my freshman year, and maybe people forgot about it. This way i can just talk to nothing, but still publicly. I think that's kind of reassuring, in some way.
On another note, when i read through these entries I was both embarrassed but happy. I'm sure that a couple of years from now, when i look back at this I'll think about how much of an idiot I was. I really think that I was trying my hardest to be myself at that time in my life, which is something that's very difficult. All in all, I'm kind of proud that I bragged about stupid things like substance abuse and cigarette smoking, because it gave me something else to experience.
I'm currently in Minneapolis viewing colleges, and learning about their math and pre-law programs. I have so many interests that I honesty think i could find contentment in most subjects. That's why it's so difficult for me to decide where I want to go. All I know is that I want to go to a place with Victorian Houses, 4 seasons, good food, and lots of ballet. In that case, maybe I should just stay in Springfield. I used to think i was very picky, but now I've realized that I'm just very specific when it comes to things I like... and I can usually find those things in most fairly sized cities.
I'm going to write later.
On another note, when i read through these entries I was both embarrassed but happy. I'm sure that a couple of years from now, when i look back at this I'll think about how much of an idiot I was. I really think that I was trying my hardest to be myself at that time in my life, which is something that's very difficult. All in all, I'm kind of proud that I bragged about stupid things like substance abuse and cigarette smoking, because it gave me something else to experience.
I'm currently in Minneapolis viewing colleges, and learning about their math and pre-law programs. I have so many interests that I honesty think i could find contentment in most subjects. That's why it's so difficult for me to decide where I want to go. All I know is that I want to go to a place with Victorian Houses, 4 seasons, good food, and lots of ballet. In that case, maybe I should just stay in Springfield. I used to think i was very picky, but now I've realized that I'm just very specific when it comes to things I like... and I can usually find those things in most fairly sized cities.
I'm going to write later.