Jul 13, 2005 03:03
I can never seem to find my niche here at MSU. Yea I have close friends but I still have never felt that I could fully connect with someone. I am a loner and most of the time I am content with that but nights like tonight it gets the best of me. At parties I feel like no one really cares and I don't connect on the same kind of fun the other people are having. No they are not ass holes for this. Tonight the emotion just got the best of me so I drove back home and now I sit here not tired and I have to wake up in 4 hours. I hope tomorrow is better, but most likely it wont be much different.
Night.
I feel like crying, but I need to stay strong. I guess in the next minute I will see what takes the best of me.
Sorry for such an emotional sappy entry.
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