1) if you were singing a song to me right now, what would it be? i did have "duality" the new slipknot song stuck in my head when i started reading this. but now i've got "can't buy me love" by the beatles stuck in my head, so i'd definitely rather be signing that to you :)
2) what do you wish you saw when you looked outside your window? iono... i have stupid crappy blinds over my window at work that won't open so i don't even have a view. the view out of my bedroom windows at homes pretty crap too. but i get lay and gaze up at the light pollution at night which i dislike somewhat... so i guess i'd like a view of the stars. actually, we watched the adam sandler remake of "mr deeds" last night and the scene where the two guys from the company come flying to deeds home town made the surrounding countryside look gorgeous. i'm surprised there's still theres still that much un-developed land left in america.
3) who do you wish was smiling at you from your bed? i dunno... but i'm increasingly beginning to think that it may not be sam. that fact that i can't think of anyone i'd be happy waking up next to is kinda a downer, though...
4) if you were a lipgloss/lipstick, what colour would it be? i think something that would convey a sort of muted anger. perhaps a reddy purple.
5) think of your favourite song/place/person. if this song/place/person were a lipgloss/lipstick, dress, nailpolish, pair of shoes, and a purse, what famous person would wear it? favourite song... hmm... my list of favourite songs diminishes quite quickly the more i hear each song. i think that either "weeds" by life of agony or "orpheus" by ash"powertrip" by monster magnet and "my last serenade" by killswitch engage should definitely be up there... but as for what they'd be or who would wear them, well, without reverting to band members that's hard to say. i'd like to think that "powertrip" would perhaps be a comfy, old pair of trainers (sneakers, if you will) and the only person i can think of to wear them for some reason is danny masterson (hyde from "that 70s show"). as for the other two... i cannae be arsed to think at the moment.
6) my sister is so pretty 'coz she's very pregnant and will have her baby anyday now. (came to this world by caeserian section. no, really. he'll be two in a little less than a month.) do you wish you were pregnant? oddly, i kinda do. that would, at least, explain my mood swings. and my craving to make a suitable nest-environment. but, alas, no such luck. bah...
song lyrics! (for extra points, feel free to name what songs they came from.)
7) who am i that i should be vying for your touch? iono... you shouldn't have to be vying for my touch, i think i'd quite like to touch you :)
8) does mtv make you wanna smoke crack? no... but then nothing ever has made me want to do so...
9) were you standing alone? i stand alone a lot. even when i'm with people.
b) without a dream in your heart? i have no dreams. well, that is to say, i do dream, but there's nothing i desire, really. it kinda sucks. especially because i feel kinda empty because there's nothing i want... =/
c) without a love of your own? that, at least, is one thing i do have. althought i don't want it right now and that kinda makes me hate myself.
10) will you be mean? i doubt it... i'm never mean with intention...
b) will i drink all the time? ooh, i recognise those lyrics... but i don't know what they are :( you don't seem to drink all the time now. i hope that you wouldn't if you were in said situation.
11) when you've got money, do you got lots of friends? money? wassat?
12) is it only in your head? maybe it is... dunno, but that wouldn't really help things.
13) is every cop a criminal? i suspect that every cop has broken a law at some point. does that make them a criminal? everyone's broken the law at some point. it's so easy to do so. go 35mph in a 30zone, tell someone at home about the specifics of a client at at work, etc.
b) are all the sinners saints? that's less likely...
15) me and my girlfriend don't wear no clothes, you know. what are you wearing? (man, i'm clever.) this new navy blue lambretta shirt. it looks all trendy, but i thought it looked really good on me when i tried it on and sam agreed. so here i am wearing it. that and black trousers, black shoes, grey socks and a whole load of piercing jewellery.
16) did you give me all a boy could give? not you particularly. although there was a time when i would have done. the same could be said for at least three other ampers, though.
17) is all you can do is break yourself in two? sometimes i think that maybe it is. but try as i might, i can't do that. it'd hurt a whole load for a start.
18) earth below us, drifting, falling. pick your favourite spot on the earth and tell us about it. i don't have a favourite spot on the earth... wherever i am i just don't want to be there. i never feel content with just being no matter where i am. i need to go to more places.
19) would you rather lose your clothes or your lube? as tori said, i'd much rather have sex without lube than wander around nekky.
20) weed, breasts, or all the rest? what i wouldn't give to be high right now... but there's a lot more more to life than weed and boobies. so i'll take all the rest.
21) this is my final rant, my final bellyache. what's your current complaint? where do i begin? i'm not happy with anything at the moment.
22) just a couple of my cravings are cigarettes and chocolate milk. what do you want? i want to get absolutely fuckered on whatever illegal substances mav can feed me and just forget about how fucking awful the world we live in is, if even for just a little while. i'd be content to just get stoned and giggle a lot. i just want to feel something other than this persistant sense of dissatisfaction with everything.
23) who do you call to get to sing you lullabies when you're feeling terrible? it's sam. it's always sam. although occaisionally it's james. but i don't want him to make me feel better, i just want him to be there. yet he makes me feel better about stuff whereas sam just makes me feel more guilty for being crap and being angry at the world and not feeling better while she's trying hard.
<< i'm surprised there's still theres still that much un-developed land left in america. >>
it's mostly in the south. we're pretty protective of what there is that's left. amber waves of grain and all that. ;)
<< perhaps a reddy purple. >>
garnetta by revlon. ::nods::
<< ooh, i recognise those lyrics... but i don't know what they are >>
heroes . david bowie
<< not you particularly. although there was a time when i would have done. the same could be said for at least three other ampers, though. >>
that's always strange to find out. like that one person in high school that you run into years later who is all like "omg i had the BIGGEST crush on you." and you're like, wtf, why did you not tell me this shit when it would have been -useful-? :P
<< as tori said, i'd much rather have sex without lube than wander around nekky. >>
you have obviously never been on the recieving end of anal. i'd much rather be naked. :P
<< i'm a chris who drastically needs to sleep more. >>
it's mostly in the south. we're pretty protective of what there is that's left. amber waves of grain and all that. ;) i can imagine that you would be rather protective of what's left. i'm still amazed at how much undeveloped land we've got over here, especially in the south east when london's so over-crowded.
garnetta by revlon. ::nods:: i shall keep that in mind for when i next buy lipstick ;)
that's always strange to find out. like that one person in high school that you run into years later who is all like "omg i had the BIGGEST crush on you." and you're like, wtf, why did you not tell me this shit when it would have been -useful-? :P i told you once and you told me not to. so i stopped. well kinda. you're still a hella sexy girl in my eyes.
you have obviously never been on the recieving end of anal. i'd much rather be naked. :P well, i've never known a girl who particularly wanted to strap one on and bugger me senseless. however, it's not like i've not experimented. but yeah, i guess i can see you point ;) although, to be fair, even if you lost your lube, you've got another entry point that's quite self-lubricating ;P
::smacks you upside the head with a nap:: i really do need to sleep more, but i'm not entirely sure that's all the problem is. iono... my mind seems to figure things out eventually.
<< i shall keep that in mind for when i next buy lipstick ;) >>
sudden realisation that, given all of the males i know, i'm not sure if you're kidding or not. :P
<< i told you once and you told me not to. so i stopped. well kinda. you're still a hella sexy girl in my eyes. >>
really? you're telling me i actually did something -smart-? spooky liddsville, y0.
yeah, i've learned the rain of shit that comes from long-distance attachment, over. and. over. and. over. i wouldn't want to put anyone else through that. :/
<< well, i've never known a girl who particularly wanted to strap one on and bugger me senseless. >>
never been a problem for me. i own strap-ons from previous girlfriends, and really have no issues with using them on any boy that asks nicely enough. well, i mean, there's the issue of -i'm being monogamous- but outside of that... ;)
<< although, to be fair, even if you lost your lube, you've got another entry point that's quite self-lubricating ;P >>
in theory. years of drug and antidepressant abuse have left my self-lubricating orifice a little retarded. she rarely decides to lubricate -prior- to penetration (which makes starting intercourse -so- much fun if we're out of ky) and she frequently forgets what she's doing halfway through and stops supplying lubrication. and i assure you, after having had both ways, vaginal penetration without any lubrication is just as unpleasant as anal. :P
T.M.FUCKING.I. hehe....
<< i really do need to sleep more, but i'm not entirely sure that's all the problem is. iono... my mind seems to figure things out eventually. >>
i did have "duality" the new slipknot song stuck in my head when i started reading this. but now i've got "can't buy me love" by the beatles stuck in my head, so i'd definitely rather be signing that to you :)
2) what do you wish you saw when you looked outside your window?
iono... i have stupid crappy blinds over my window at work that won't open so i don't even have a view. the view out of my bedroom windows at homes pretty crap too. but i get lay and gaze up at the light pollution at night which i dislike somewhat... so i guess i'd like a view of the stars. actually, we watched the adam sandler remake of "mr deeds" last night and the scene where the two guys from the company come flying to deeds home town made the surrounding countryside look gorgeous. i'm surprised there's still theres still that much un-developed land left in america.
3) who do you wish was smiling at you from your bed?
i dunno... but i'm increasingly beginning to think that it may not be sam. that fact that i can't think of anyone i'd be happy waking up next to is kinda a downer, though...
4) if you were a lipgloss/lipstick, what colour would it be?
i think something that would convey a sort of muted anger. perhaps a reddy purple.
5) think of your favourite song/place/person. if this song/place/person were a lipgloss/lipstick, dress, nailpolish, pair of shoes, and a purse, what famous person would wear it?
favourite song... hmm... my list of favourite songs diminishes quite quickly the more i hear each song. i think that either "weeds" by life of agony or "orpheus" by ash"powertrip" by monster magnet and "my last serenade" by killswitch engage should definitely be up there... but as for what they'd be or who would wear them, well, without reverting to band members that's hard to say. i'd like to think that "powertrip" would perhaps be a comfy, old pair of trainers (sneakers, if you will) and the only person i can think of to wear them for some reason is danny masterson (hyde from "that 70s show"). as for the other two... i cannae be arsed to think at the moment.
6) my sister is so pretty 'coz she's very pregnant and will have her baby anyday now. (came to this world by caeserian section. no, really. he'll be two in a little less than a month.) do you wish you were pregnant?
oddly, i kinda do. that would, at least, explain my mood swings. and my craving to make a suitable nest-environment. but, alas, no such luck. bah...
song lyrics! (for extra points, feel free to name what songs they came from.)
7) who am i that i should be vying for your touch?
iono... you shouldn't have to be vying for my touch, i think i'd quite like to touch you :)
8) does mtv make you wanna smoke crack?
no... but then nothing ever has made me want to do so...
9) were you standing alone?
i stand alone a lot. even when i'm with people.
b) without a dream in your heart?
i have no dreams. well, that is to say, i do dream, but there's nothing i desire, really. it kinda sucks. especially because i feel kinda empty because there's nothing i want... =/
c) without a love of your own?
that, at least, is one thing i do have. althought i don't want it right now and that kinda makes me hate myself.
10) will you be mean?
i doubt it... i'm never mean with intention...
b) will i drink all the time?
ooh, i recognise those lyrics... but i don't know what they are :( you don't seem to drink all the time now. i hope that you wouldn't if you were in said situation.
11) when you've got money, do you got lots of friends?
money? wassat?
12) is it only in your head?
maybe it is... dunno, but that wouldn't really help things.
13) is every cop a criminal?
i suspect that every cop has broken a law at some point. does that make them a criminal? everyone's broken the law at some point. it's so easy to do so. go 35mph in a 30zone, tell someone at home about the specifics of a client at at work, etc.
b) are all the sinners saints?
that's less likely...
14) is the world a bit amiss?
oh hell yeah...
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this new navy blue lambretta shirt. it looks all trendy, but i thought it looked really good on me when i tried it on and sam agreed. so here i am wearing it. that and black trousers, black shoes, grey socks and a whole load of piercing jewellery.
16) did you give me all a boy could give?
not you particularly. although there was a time when i would have done. the same could be said for at least three other ampers, though.
17) is all you can do is break yourself in two?
sometimes i think that maybe it is. but try as i might, i can't do that. it'd hurt a whole load for a start.
18) earth below us, drifting, falling. pick your favourite spot on the earth and tell us about it.
i don't have a favourite spot on the earth... wherever i am i just don't want to be there. i never feel content with just being no matter where i am. i need to go to more places.
19) would you rather lose your clothes or your lube?
as tori said, i'd much rather have sex without lube than wander around nekky.
20) weed, breasts, or all the rest?
what i wouldn't give to be high right now... but there's a lot more more to life than weed and boobies. so i'll take all the rest.
21) this is my final rant, my final bellyache. what's your current complaint?
where do i begin? i'm not happy with anything at the moment.
22) just a couple of my cravings are cigarettes and chocolate milk. what do you want?
i want to get absolutely fuckered on whatever illegal substances mav can feed me and just forget about how fucking awful the world we live in is, if even for just a little while. i'd be content to just get stoned and giggle a lot. i just want to feel something other than this persistant sense of dissatisfaction with everything.
23) who do you call to get to sing you lullabies when you're feeling terrible?
it's sam. it's always sam. although occaisionally it's james. but i don't want him to make me feel better, i just want him to be there. yet he makes me feel better about stuff whereas sam just makes me feel more guilty for being crap and being angry at the world and not feeling better while she's trying hard.
i'm not a happy chris today.
i'm a chris who drastically needs to sleep more.
hugs,
xo
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it's mostly in the south. we're pretty protective of what there is that's left. amber waves of grain and all that. ;)
<< perhaps a reddy purple. >>
garnetta by revlon. ::nods::
<< ooh, i recognise those lyrics... but i don't know what they are >>
heroes . david bowie
<< not you particularly. although there was a time when i would have done. the same could be said for at least three other ampers, though. >>
that's always strange to find out. like that one person in high school that you run into years later who is all like "omg i had the BIGGEST crush on you." and you're like, wtf, why did you not tell me this shit when it would have been -useful-? :P
<< as tori said, i'd much rather have sex without lube than wander around nekky. >>
you have obviously never been on the recieving end of anal. i'd much rather be naked. :P
<< i'm a chris who drastically needs to sleep more. >>
::smacks you upside the head with a nap::
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i can imagine that you would be rather protective of what's left. i'm still amazed at how much undeveloped land we've got over here, especially in the south east when london's so over-crowded.
garnetta by revlon. ::nods::
i shall keep that in mind for when i next buy lipstick ;)
that's always strange to find out. like that one person in high school that you run into years later who is all like "omg i had the BIGGEST crush on you." and you're like, wtf, why did you not tell me this shit when it would have been -useful-? :P
i told you once and you told me not to. so i stopped. well kinda. you're still a hella sexy girl in my eyes.
you have obviously never been on the recieving end of anal. i'd much rather be naked. :P
well, i've never known a girl who particularly wanted to strap one on and bugger me senseless. however, it's not like i've not experimented. but yeah, i guess i can see you point ;) although, to be fair, even if you lost your lube, you've got another entry point that's quite self-lubricating ;P
::smacks you upside the head with a nap::
i really do need to sleep more, but i'm not entirely sure that's all the problem is. iono... my mind seems to figure things out eventually.
hugs,
xo
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sudden realisation that, given all of the males i know, i'm not sure if you're kidding or not. :P
<< i told you once and you told me not to. so i stopped. well kinda. you're still a hella sexy girl in my eyes. >>
really? you're telling me i actually did something -smart-? spooky liddsville, y0.
yeah, i've learned the rain of shit that comes from long-distance attachment, over. and. over. and. over. i wouldn't want to put anyone else through that. :/
<< well, i've never known a girl who particularly wanted to strap one on and bugger me senseless. >>
never been a problem for me. i own strap-ons from previous girlfriends, and really have no issues with using them on any boy that asks nicely enough. well, i mean, there's the issue of -i'm being monogamous- but outside of that... ;)
<< although, to be fair, even if you lost your lube, you've got another entry point that's quite self-lubricating ;P >>
in theory. years of drug and antidepressant abuse have left my self-lubricating orifice a little retarded. she rarely decides to lubricate -prior- to penetration (which makes starting intercourse -so- much fun if we're out of ky) and she frequently forgets what she's doing halfway through and stops supplying lubrication. and i assure you, after having had both ways, vaginal penetration without any lubrication is just as unpleasant as anal. :P
T.M.FUCKING.I. hehe....
<< i really do need to sleep more, but i'm not entirely sure that's all the problem is. iono... my mind seems to figure things out eventually. >>
good luck, hon. ::nuzzle::
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