My Last Closure Thoughts On The Worst Situation Ever
There are bad people in this world, thats just the only way i can put it; bad people. People who cause so much pain and hurt for others. i just want to go in their heads and see what they see for a second and see how they live with themselves knowing how they have affected SO MANY others. If fight after fight you're never the one who approaches the other and apologizes or tries work things out, if your always the giver of second chances, due to you always thinking your right and can never compromise or actually talk without someone else making the first move, than a look at your life, and maybe its you who needed to apologize all along. Maybe just maybe you're a childish stubborn asshole, and if that other person didnt approach you would still be sitting there carrying on, being bitchy or mean, just making the others life as miserable as possible, with false reasoning. Maybe after knowing true facts you can look back at past situations and come to terms with yourself. i have. and i am also not saying that i didnt bring some of this on myself, i know i did, but the thing is, i can admit that.
It's college now, finally. and im happy to be here. I hated high school. I was miserable for half of it. it was so painful. it sucked, and im happier now then i think i ever have been. Maybe thats why its so easy to talk about this. Ive been through a lot in my life. with friends and family. I have apologized to people who didnt deserve it, only to be treated poorly, and ostracized, and made fun of all over again. i know im not good at "telling people off"... if i was maybe i would have had a better high school experience.. haha.. but knowing that bad people like i stated before do exist, well it just scares me. Ive learned a lot about people throughout the 18 years ive been here, and ive learned a lot about myself just in the past months. im free, for the first time, and i look around at people and i see them still stuck in the web of high school hell, its good to be an outside looker for a change. even here at college, between new college friends and even old high school friends. Everyone's approach to situations is different. ive come out of my situations a better person. im sure most of you will too.
the most painful part of my life thus far is now behind me, and i thank the lord for that, honestly. i barely remember or think about those people anymore, and im sure vise versa. Their insignificance in my mind now is absolute bliss. Others might read this and this its dumb or unnecessary, well you weren't in my shoes, and if you were you'd be humming a different tune. so fuck off.
This is my time.
<3Danielle.
It's college now, finally. and im happy to be here. I hated high school. I was miserable for half of it. it was so painful. it sucked, and im happier now then i think i ever have been. Maybe thats why its so easy to talk about this. Ive been through a lot in my life. with friends and family. I have apologized to people who didnt deserve it, only to be treated poorly, and ostracized, and made fun of all over again. i know im not good at "telling people off"... if i was maybe i would have had a better high school experience.. haha.. but knowing that bad people like i stated before do exist, well it just scares me. Ive learned a lot about people throughout the 18 years ive been here, and ive learned a lot about myself just in the past months. im free, for the first time, and i look around at people and i see them still stuck in the web of high school hell, its good to be an outside looker for a change. even here at college, between new college friends and even old high school friends. Everyone's approach to situations is different. ive come out of my situations a better person. im sure most of you will too.
the most painful part of my life thus far is now behind me, and i thank the lord for that, honestly. i barely remember or think about those people anymore, and im sure vise versa. Their insignificance in my mind now is absolute bliss. Others might read this and this its dumb or unnecessary, well you weren't in my shoes, and if you were you'd be humming a different tune. so fuck off.
This is my time.
<3Danielle.