"Until the angels save us all..."
"We will fight. We will fall."
~Hollywood Undead's Young
In three more hours, it will be the new year, and I was thinking of all the crappy things that happened this year that I could finally say goodbye too:
~so many tears I lost count
~too much pent up frustration, rage, and ugliness
~numerous fights with my brother, mother, and father
~the death of our family dog
~the death of my first car
~frustration with my friends
~the total loss of inspiration for anything I used to love
~lack of caring for anyone, including myself
~dissolving into the darkness too many times to count
~the introduction of true self-loathing
~realizing the world isn't worth saving
~learning that, if the price is right, any deception is possible
~knowing you're just a number, and hating myself for it
~wishing I could change all the things I know I can't
2010, all in all, was a very dark year, one that I hope to be able to forget. In fact, the only positive things to come from this crummy year were my internship (which helped me to love my chosen profession, advertising, even more), and evolving my relationship with my aunt, who I was always close with but now we are as close as sisters.
Also I was honored to be asked to take over as moderator of sh_challenge, which has been a joy so far!
So I look forward to 2011 with high hopes, a new story in the works that I feel truly passionate about, and a promising beginning to the future lies just ahead.
Happy New Year, everyone!
I, for one, am thankful to be able to final say:
Suck it, 2010!
~Hollywood Undead's Young
In three more hours, it will be the new year, and I was thinking of all the crappy things that happened this year that I could finally say goodbye too:
~so many tears I lost count
~too much pent up frustration, rage, and ugliness
~numerous fights with my brother, mother, and father
~the death of our family dog
~the death of my first car
~frustration with my friends
~the total loss of inspiration for anything I used to love
~lack of caring for anyone, including myself
~dissolving into the darkness too many times to count
~the introduction of true self-loathing
~realizing the world isn't worth saving
~learning that, if the price is right, any deception is possible
~knowing you're just a number, and hating myself for it
~wishing I could change all the things I know I can't
2010, all in all, was a very dark year, one that I hope to be able to forget. In fact, the only positive things to come from this crummy year were my internship (which helped me to love my chosen profession, advertising, even more), and evolving my relationship with my aunt, who I was always close with but now we are as close as sisters.
Also I was honored to be asked to take over as moderator of sh_challenge, which has been a joy so far!
So I look forward to 2011 with high hopes, a new story in the works that I feel truly passionate about, and a promising beginning to the future lies just ahead.
Happy New Year, everyone!
I, for one, am thankful to be able to final say:
Suck it, 2010!