again with the crack

Jul 23, 2008 09:04

Things are better now, but my body is taking care of ruining that. I can't control it's reaction to sex. I'm just a pawn, unable to fulfill any desire.

A wall appears, keeping my body from Greg's. It's terrible. I've been fighting against this for a year now. I've made no progress.

I had a dream where I was back in Stockholm. I could lean against your chest and make love to you and nothing was scary. I really want that.
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