Now comes the waiting
Brother's surgery went well.
They've got him dope to the gills and are letting him slowly come back to reality.
They'll know more today how well the surgery went.
On another note... my Dad laid inot my cousin... cousin was discharged and on his way home yesterday.
He stopped to see my brother and such... my Dad tore a few strips off him and my cousin left crying.
I just keep thinking.... my cousin has run only 3/4 of the gauntlet he has to... my brother, my mother, my father.... Now I get MY turn.
I'm going to wait until I know how my brother is... then... I'll see what I'll say to him.
Sorry Luv... but I don't I'll be doing anyting physical to him. In fact... I've been thinking about it all night...and honestly... I don't what that crap on my shoulders.
I think...when it comes down to it.... I'll say my peace... then I think I'll forgive him... I don't want thatburden of anger over me for the rest of my life. Let my cousin deal with the guilt he's going to have. I'll be happier without the anger.
Having said that... I think I'm gonna go to bed. I'm tired and night shits suck!
They've got him dope to the gills and are letting him slowly come back to reality.
They'll know more today how well the surgery went.
On another note... my Dad laid inot my cousin... cousin was discharged and on his way home yesterday.
He stopped to see my brother and such... my Dad tore a few strips off him and my cousin left crying.
I just keep thinking.... my cousin has run only 3/4 of the gauntlet he has to... my brother, my mother, my father.... Now I get MY turn.
I'm going to wait until I know how my brother is... then... I'll see what I'll say to him.
Sorry Luv... but I don't I'll be doing anyting physical to him. In fact... I've been thinking about it all night...and honestly... I don't what that crap on my shoulders.
I think...when it comes down to it.... I'll say my peace... then I think I'll forgive him... I don't want thatburden of anger over me for the rest of my life. Let my cousin deal with the guilt he's going to have. I'll be happier without the anger.
Having said that... I think I'm gonna go to bed. I'm tired and night shits suck!