JC and Nate will be happy to hear this.....
It's taken me 3 nights to figure out just WHAT was bothering me... well... I didn't quite figure that out. Yes, I'm scared. I'm scared about how I'll act, if I'll chase JC away by doing something stupid. That something will go horribly wrong while I'm there and it'll make things awkward between us.
I'm nervous as hell cause...hell... JC IS the first guy who I'm going to meet that is my boyfriend. That's still...a lot to take in, even after more than a year.
But most of all... I'M EXCITED!!!!!
I'll finally get to see JC face to face. Get to Hug him, get to kiss him... get to..well just be with him. I can't wait!! I'm just bouncing around inside because I'll finally get to be there.
I just hope that by the time I get there I'm not completely hyper....cause I don't think the guys could handle me like that.
Just over a week til I go... and my parents don't know yet! HEEEE!!!!!
I'm nervous as hell cause...hell... JC IS the first guy who I'm going to meet that is my boyfriend. That's still...a lot to take in, even after more than a year.
But most of all... I'M EXCITED!!!!!
I'll finally get to see JC face to face. Get to Hug him, get to kiss him... get to..well just be with him. I can't wait!! I'm just bouncing around inside because I'll finally get to be there.
I just hope that by the time I get there I'm not completely hyper....cause I don't think the guys could handle me like that.
Just over a week til I go... and my parents don't know yet! HEEEE!!!!!