things to worry about
Truth be told i'm a little worried about certain things.
First off, one of my close friends ended our aim convo with "I'm going to kill myself", which scared me tremendously! I wanted to talk to him about it so i called beccy for his number but she didn't have it, so she called mark for his number, but again it could not be found.
I'm really worried about him...
please john, be alright!
Second, it seems relationships have been the talk amongst my friends lately. It seems everyone around me is experiencing a relationship drama. John vaguely explained that his killing himself had something to do with a relationship; Beccy, Kristen and Maxie have been battling against relationship issues for awhile now, and the rest of my friends either hope for a love interest or strongly hate them.
I myself am no exception. It seems like beccy and kristen, i am stuck between a rock and a hard place in the love spectrum. The rock being another person, and the hard place being how to deal with it. Unfortunately i don't think there's anything i "can" do. I talked with beccy and kristen about it, and sure enough all three of us are in the same boat.
What is up with guys and the thought that it's okay to flirt with any girl around them even when they already have their own romantic interest?
Relationships aren't Date games!
Stop thinking that you can just line up your choice of females and choose which one you like best! We're not barbies!
I'm not just saying this for my situation, but for many girls out there that have experienced the same thing. Sure it's alright to date different people, but when you seem to have feelings for only one person and continue to lead on others is just cruel.
To feel like you are second fiddle to another girl; it's a horrible feeling. For me i think i've lead myself into a situation that i can't escape without hurting myself. What can you do when you like a guy who likes another girl but seems to show feelings for you as well?
Should you play the role of the classic dramatic love-triangle? Or should you end it there before more damage can be done?
Unfortunately i can not answer these questions myself, because i have already confessed to myself that i do indeed have feelings for this guy, but i know that he may just be holding me incase something happens with his first choice; or so my friends say...
Kristen and Beccy share the same predicament as me. They know how hard it is to be in the place between "almost love" and "almost disaster".
I just hope within my heart that this mess will be cleaned up soon. Even if i end up the one hurt, it's better than waiting an eternity for an answer that you may already knew.
~mewwwwwwww~
First off, one of my close friends ended our aim convo with "I'm going to kill myself", which scared me tremendously! I wanted to talk to him about it so i called beccy for his number but she didn't have it, so she called mark for his number, but again it could not be found.
I'm really worried about him...
please john, be alright!
Second, it seems relationships have been the talk amongst my friends lately. It seems everyone around me is experiencing a relationship drama. John vaguely explained that his killing himself had something to do with a relationship; Beccy, Kristen and Maxie have been battling against relationship issues for awhile now, and the rest of my friends either hope for a love interest or strongly hate them.
I myself am no exception. It seems like beccy and kristen, i am stuck between a rock and a hard place in the love spectrum. The rock being another person, and the hard place being how to deal with it. Unfortunately i don't think there's anything i "can" do. I talked with beccy and kristen about it, and sure enough all three of us are in the same boat.
What is up with guys and the thought that it's okay to flirt with any girl around them even when they already have their own romantic interest?
Relationships aren't Date games!
Stop thinking that you can just line up your choice of females and choose which one you like best! We're not barbies!
I'm not just saying this for my situation, but for many girls out there that have experienced the same thing. Sure it's alright to date different people, but when you seem to have feelings for only one person and continue to lead on others is just cruel.
To feel like you are second fiddle to another girl; it's a horrible feeling. For me i think i've lead myself into a situation that i can't escape without hurting myself. What can you do when you like a guy who likes another girl but seems to show feelings for you as well?
Should you play the role of the classic dramatic love-triangle? Or should you end it there before more damage can be done?
Unfortunately i can not answer these questions myself, because i have already confessed to myself that i do indeed have feelings for this guy, but i know that he may just be holding me incase something happens with his first choice; or so my friends say...
Kristen and Beccy share the same predicament as me. They know how hard it is to be in the place between "almost love" and "almost disaster".
I just hope within my heart that this mess will be cleaned up soon. Even if i end up the one hurt, it's better than waiting an eternity for an answer that you may already knew.
~mewwwwwwww~