Different 3/? a Junda Fanfic
Title: Different
Author: ayamekofuku
Genre: Angst, Friendship
Chapter: 3/?
Pairing: JunDa
Disclaim: I do not own them.
Summary: This is a story about two different people.About one who suffered too much and locked himself in a isolating room, letting nobody but himself in and about one who could smile as easy as he could walk, like nothing in the world could make him upset.It is a sad, happy, love story, you could call it in many ways, but it is up to you to feel its real essence.Until you get it right, please read carefully.
Ueda Tatsuya
Chapter 3
Tatsuya woke up…His stomach hurt and he couldn’t feel his right cheek.He wanted to move his hand, but something warm and soft held it down, making it hard to feel his fingers.Althought it made it impossible for Tatsuya to move his hand, the warmth was nothing but a pleasant and peaceful feeling, so it stopped bothering him.Tatsuya lazily tried to get up, ignoring the pain in his stomach, and he suddenly felt a weight on his legs.He slowly lifted his head, and then his chest, just to see a mess of brown hair spread on his lap, slowly going up and down with the human’s breath.
Tatsuya’s mind remained blank for a second, not knowing what the hell is going on.It was like he had a puzzle full of pieces, but there was something missing.Tatsuya recalled yesterday’s events and a small light lit in his head.His mother tried to beat him up.In a second the puzzle became complete and he remembered…It was Junnosuke who saved him from being hit on the head by his mother, the one who burst in his house like some crazy hippie-save-the-trees guy, the one who practically tamed his mom.
Suddenly, his stomach ached and he strenght his hold around the thing that was holding his hand down.Then, in just a mere second, the brown-haired boy who was sleeping on his lap, which Tatsuya recognized as Junnosuke, got up and looked at Tatsuya worried, and some kind of apologizing.
Junnosuke let go of Tatsuya, thinking that he might be hurt, he almost broke his fingers when he tightened his grip on his hand.Upon feeling the warmth and softness being removed from his hand, Tatsuya felt left alone again and looked down, frowning, trying to pull himself together, like he did many times.He couldn’t count on other people, they couldn’t be trusted, and then he would be in debt with them and his power was too small to pay them.
He remembered how his brother helped him once; he shut his mother in the bathroom just to save Tatsuya and got all beat up…but every favor has a price.Tatsuya slowly recalled that day, when his brother, Jin forced him to have sex with him, upon his breaking up with his lover.Tatsuya could do nothing but obey, but that day was a nightmare for him, another old and sad memory that started to take over him, over his deep hurt heart…
Junnosuke looked at Tatsuya’s frowning, and frowned himself, maybe Tatsuya was bothered by him entering the house and “saving” him; maybe he had the situation under control.He was so confused, he didn’t really know what to think, Tatsuya hasn’t spoken to him yet and it made him worry a lot.
“I’m sorry, Junnosuke…”Tatsuya muttered.
Junnosuke looked at Tatsuya with big eyes, not beliving what he heard.He would expect a “Thank you” or a “You didn’t have to do that, I had it under control”, or “Idiot”, anything but sorry.
Junnosuke slowly leaned forward and hugged Tatsuya lightly, not wanting to scare him or to disgust him.He couldn’t belive, but for the first time in his life he felt like shutting up and enjoy the silence that surrounded them.
Tatsuya saw Junnosuke frown and wondered what’s wrong.Suddenly, Junnosuke leaned forward and opened his arms, pulling him carefully in a light embrace, and letting him rest his head on his chest.Tatsuya couldn’t help but remain stunned at this boy’s gesture, at the words “Don’t worry, I’m here” which were let out by this hug.Even if it was just a ligt hug, Tatsuya’s heart started pounding a bit faster, he finally felt like he was a bit more free, like he could do anything right now…He didn’t have this feeling since his brother left, a small, but painful stab in his heart that ended with the wind tracing small words on is heart and healing the wound.
Junnosuke slowly moved his hand up and down on Tatsuya’s back, making him arch a bit at his touch.Then, he felt a pair of arms wrap around him, pulling closer and hugging him tight.He hugged back, even tighter, he knew Tatsuya didn’t have a hug anytime soon and he also knew that every human being, no matter how cold, sometimes needed comfort.
Tatsuya felt his body moving and before he knew, he has hugging Junnosuke tight and closer, warmness covered his body and he, as a simple human that God created, left himself close his eyes and enjoy this small piece of stopped time, this smal dream that embraced him, this hope for good that overwhelmed him, but will sure end.
This moment, this feeling, the feeling of being loved was better than any magic end, better that and pink and purple infinite sky, better that any breath-taking wind.He knew that this feeling could too bring sparkles in his eyes, that it could bring him to what he had to live as…a human.Tatuya opened his eyes and looked up at Junnosuke.He had his eyes closed, small tears were formed at the corner of his eyes and, as they started falling, the sky started crying silently for this boy, this boy who forgot how to act like a person and not a stone, who was now awaken by the hug and the tears of the other human.
Junnosuke felt tears forming and tried to keep them so Tatsuya wouldn’t see him cry, but forcing himself did even more bad and tears slowly started falling, tracing small lines on his face.He looked down at his chest, where Tatsuya’s head was and saw a pair of big brown eyes looking at him with surprise and his feelings could be read in his eyes.Junnosuke brushed his tears with one hand and placed it back on Tatsuya’s back, carresing it softly.
Tatsuya broke the hug and looked at Junnosuke again.He had a hurt face and he was sure his was the same.He was waiting now, waiting for the painful moment that had to come after magic, the suffering he knew he had to pay for trusting a human being, just pure pain.
Junnosuke kept starring at Tatsuya and then realized that Tatsuya was just confused, so he smiled large, making the other’s face lighten a bit.
“Never be sorry for something that is not your fault, ok?Junosuke said still smiling and got up from the bed.
Tatsuya remained stunned and felt his heart skip a beat.Then, he felt like he didn’t for long…Happy.A small hint of excitement sent a shiver down his spine, somehow telling him that he wasn’t that heartless at all.
“You know what?My mom’s at home, so what about some pancakes?”Junnosuke started walking trough the door and smiled.It seemed like nothing could make him sad, even the tears moments ago seemed to be of relief rather than sadness.He was glad the there was something left of Tatsuya’s humanity.
Tatsuya finally smiled, after many years of pain, he smiled.His face didn’t seem to know what this gesture was, it was tickling all over.He was speechless to Junnosuke’s reaction, and to his own, so he just simple nodded.For the first time he felt like he could do anything, like he could completely change his life and the world, the first time when he was glad that moments passed slowly by him, making the magic cure for his disease last longer.
Author: ayamekofuku
Genre: Angst, Friendship
Chapter: 3/?
Pairing: JunDa
Disclaim: I do not own them.
Summary: This is a story about two different people.About one who suffered too much and locked himself in a isolating room, letting nobody but himself in and about one who could smile as easy as he could walk, like nothing in the world could make him upset.It is a sad, happy, love story, you could call it in many ways, but it is up to you to feel its real essence.Until you get it right, please read carefully.
Ueda Tatsuya
Chapter 3
Tatsuya woke up…His stomach hurt and he couldn’t feel his right cheek.He wanted to move his hand, but something warm and soft held it down, making it hard to feel his fingers.Althought it made it impossible for Tatsuya to move his hand, the warmth was nothing but a pleasant and peaceful feeling, so it stopped bothering him.Tatsuya lazily tried to get up, ignoring the pain in his stomach, and he suddenly felt a weight on his legs.He slowly lifted his head, and then his chest, just to see a mess of brown hair spread on his lap, slowly going up and down with the human’s breath.
Tatsuya’s mind remained blank for a second, not knowing what the hell is going on.It was like he had a puzzle full of pieces, but there was something missing.Tatsuya recalled yesterday’s events and a small light lit in his head.His mother tried to beat him up.In a second the puzzle became complete and he remembered…It was Junnosuke who saved him from being hit on the head by his mother, the one who burst in his house like some crazy hippie-save-the-trees guy, the one who practically tamed his mom.
Suddenly, his stomach ached and he strenght his hold around the thing that was holding his hand down.Then, in just a mere second, the brown-haired boy who was sleeping on his lap, which Tatsuya recognized as Junnosuke, got up and looked at Tatsuya worried, and some kind of apologizing.
Junnosuke let go of Tatsuya, thinking that he might be hurt, he almost broke his fingers when he tightened his grip on his hand.Upon feeling the warmth and softness being removed from his hand, Tatsuya felt left alone again and looked down, frowning, trying to pull himself together, like he did many times.He couldn’t count on other people, they couldn’t be trusted, and then he would be in debt with them and his power was too small to pay them.
He remembered how his brother helped him once; he shut his mother in the bathroom just to save Tatsuya and got all beat up…but every favor has a price.Tatsuya slowly recalled that day, when his brother, Jin forced him to have sex with him, upon his breaking up with his lover.Tatsuya could do nothing but obey, but that day was a nightmare for him, another old and sad memory that started to take over him, over his deep hurt heart…
Junnosuke looked at Tatsuya’s frowning, and frowned himself, maybe Tatsuya was bothered by him entering the house and “saving” him; maybe he had the situation under control.He was so confused, he didn’t really know what to think, Tatsuya hasn’t spoken to him yet and it made him worry a lot.
“I’m sorry, Junnosuke…”Tatsuya muttered.
Junnosuke looked at Tatsuya with big eyes, not beliving what he heard.He would expect a “Thank you” or a “You didn’t have to do that, I had it under control”, or “Idiot”, anything but sorry.
Junnosuke slowly leaned forward and hugged Tatsuya lightly, not wanting to scare him or to disgust him.He couldn’t belive, but for the first time in his life he felt like shutting up and enjoy the silence that surrounded them.
Tatsuya saw Junnosuke frown and wondered what’s wrong.Suddenly, Junnosuke leaned forward and opened his arms, pulling him carefully in a light embrace, and letting him rest his head on his chest.Tatsuya couldn’t help but remain stunned at this boy’s gesture, at the words “Don’t worry, I’m here” which were let out by this hug.Even if it was just a ligt hug, Tatsuya’s heart started pounding a bit faster, he finally felt like he was a bit more free, like he could do anything right now…He didn’t have this feeling since his brother left, a small, but painful stab in his heart that ended with the wind tracing small words on is heart and healing the wound.
Junnosuke slowly moved his hand up and down on Tatsuya’s back, making him arch a bit at his touch.Then, he felt a pair of arms wrap around him, pulling closer and hugging him tight.He hugged back, even tighter, he knew Tatsuya didn’t have a hug anytime soon and he also knew that every human being, no matter how cold, sometimes needed comfort.
Tatsuya felt his body moving and before he knew, he has hugging Junnosuke tight and closer, warmness covered his body and he, as a simple human that God created, left himself close his eyes and enjoy this small piece of stopped time, this smal dream that embraced him, this hope for good that overwhelmed him, but will sure end.
This moment, this feeling, the feeling of being loved was better than any magic end, better that and pink and purple infinite sky, better that any breath-taking wind.He knew that this feeling could too bring sparkles in his eyes, that it could bring him to what he had to live as…a human.Tatuya opened his eyes and looked up at Junnosuke.He had his eyes closed, small tears were formed at the corner of his eyes and, as they started falling, the sky started crying silently for this boy, this boy who forgot how to act like a person and not a stone, who was now awaken by the hug and the tears of the other human.
Junnosuke felt tears forming and tried to keep them so Tatsuya wouldn’t see him cry, but forcing himself did even more bad and tears slowly started falling, tracing small lines on his face.He looked down at his chest, where Tatsuya’s head was and saw a pair of big brown eyes looking at him with surprise and his feelings could be read in his eyes.Junnosuke brushed his tears with one hand and placed it back on Tatsuya’s back, carresing it softly.
Tatsuya broke the hug and looked at Junnosuke again.He had a hurt face and he was sure his was the same.He was waiting now, waiting for the painful moment that had to come after magic, the suffering he knew he had to pay for trusting a human being, just pure pain.
Junnosuke kept starring at Tatsuya and then realized that Tatsuya was just confused, so he smiled large, making the other’s face lighten a bit.
“Never be sorry for something that is not your fault, ok?Junosuke said still smiling and got up from the bed.
Tatsuya remained stunned and felt his heart skip a beat.Then, he felt like he didn’t for long…Happy.A small hint of excitement sent a shiver down his spine, somehow telling him that he wasn’t that heartless at all.
“You know what?My mom’s at home, so what about some pancakes?”Junnosuke started walking trough the door and smiled.It seemed like nothing could make him sad, even the tears moments ago seemed to be of relief rather than sadness.He was glad the there was something left of Tatsuya’s humanity.
Tatsuya finally smiled, after many years of pain, he smiled.His face didn’t seem to know what this gesture was, it was tickling all over.He was speechless to Junnosuke’s reaction, and to his own, so he just simple nodded.For the first time he felt like he could do anything, like he could completely change his life and the world, the first time when he was glad that moments passed slowly by him, making the magic cure for his disease last longer.