Oh LJ I missed you!
So much has happened/not happened in the past couple of months/years I can't believe it. I know I keep randomly posting, making promises of coming back without actually doing so. But from now on I'm making a commitment to post on a regular basis. IF AIDEN WILL LET ME. As he screams in the BG. No I'm not ignoring him.. but damn. A teething toddler at 19 months old with a double ear infection IS NOT FUN.
God how my life has changed. Specially after reading entries from 2005. How I miss that freedom. I'm much too old for that anymore however.... Though I am stressed out, times are hard and not exactly going my way, I'm contemplating child number 2 come August. Or so I hope.
I purchased my wedding dress (thanks to my mom), March 3rd. It was a grand. A Mia solano GORGEOUS blood red dress, mermaid style, silver beading all over. AWESOME! I won't get it till June, and waiting is NOT FUN. Who wears white anymore, seriously? Not me. Then I guess I'll make wedding plans. It'll be small. Most of you have probably seen that I've changed my name on FB to "Amber Keefe" already. It's just easier, keeps the creeps away if you know what I mean. Sides, I knew since day one with Chris we'd be getting married. SO in my head, I've already been "Amber Keefe" for some time. I just want it to be done, I hate being in the middle, "Being engaged" that is. No one takes your relationship seriously it seems. I want to call him my husband, and I want to try for baby Avery.
I want to share that experience with Chris. BBL
God how my life has changed. Specially after reading entries from 2005. How I miss that freedom. I'm much too old for that anymore however.... Though I am stressed out, times are hard and not exactly going my way, I'm contemplating child number 2 come August. Or so I hope.
I purchased my wedding dress (thanks to my mom), March 3rd. It was a grand. A Mia solano GORGEOUS blood red dress, mermaid style, silver beading all over. AWESOME! I won't get it till June, and waiting is NOT FUN. Who wears white anymore, seriously? Not me. Then I guess I'll make wedding plans. It'll be small. Most of you have probably seen that I've changed my name on FB to "Amber Keefe" already. It's just easier, keeps the creeps away if you know what I mean. Sides, I knew since day one with Chris we'd be getting married. SO in my head, I've already been "Amber Keefe" for some time. I just want it to be done, I hate being in the middle, "Being engaged" that is. No one takes your relationship seriously it seems. I want to call him my husband, and I want to try for baby Avery.
I want to share that experience with Chris. BBL