I had a GOOD day again
I did nothing all day, which can sometimes be nice. More back pains so I went back to sleep after jake left for work. Woku up around 7:30 when someone decided to be an ass *doesn't mention name* and IM me to tell me that I was up EARLY, so I corrected their spelling knowing that this person is super anal and would get highly pissed and leave me alone. Which, they did. Amber-1 Them-none.
Then around 8:30 I contemplated going to the carnival. Which I decided to take a shower and then call savannah. Her mom said she was at work, and then was going to the carnival. So I ran back upstairs, cause I had seen wesley on, I figured hed know what time savannah got off. But he had left just then. So I went for a walk to martins. There I ran into welsey walked into martins with him. I also got to see jake on the side (which is also a plus <3) And I went to the carnival with them. I was sad and lonely not because I don't love my friends, but because i missed jake for those two minutes at that point that I had been away. And its a carnival.. no ones alone... I may go tomorrow.. meh who knows. Anyway. I saw the fireworks, which satisfied me because I didnt on the fourth =(.
Neways... Afterwards I came home and decided i HAD to see jake right that second, so I said GO SEE ME! and he did, when scott came over, even though I wasn't home originally. I said goodbye to jake and scott dropped off some pretzels for me from his job.
said bye to him. Mom bought... me pjs? wtf. Oh well they're comfy so I changed into them... realising I still could've seen Jake for another 40 minutes, and he came over and instead we speant and hour and 40 minutes together =3. And jake shared more of his feelings for me. hes so sweet.
I know from previous journal entries, you guys will notice hes the first guy ive been 100% passionate about and hes super caring and nice. Unlike steve and derrick where I let them walk all over me.
Now Im UBER tired.
Good days <3
btw: jake said he loves me =)
Then around 8:30 I contemplated going to the carnival. Which I decided to take a shower and then call savannah. Her mom said she was at work, and then was going to the carnival. So I ran back upstairs, cause I had seen wesley on, I figured hed know what time savannah got off. But he had left just then. So I went for a walk to martins. There I ran into welsey walked into martins with him. I also got to see jake on the side (which is also a plus <3) And I went to the carnival with them. I was sad and lonely not because I don't love my friends, but because i missed jake for those two minutes at that point that I had been away. And its a carnival.. no ones alone... I may go tomorrow.. meh who knows. Anyway. I saw the fireworks, which satisfied me because I didnt on the fourth =(.
Neways... Afterwards I came home and decided i HAD to see jake right that second, so I said GO SEE ME! and he did, when scott came over, even though I wasn't home originally. I said goodbye to jake and scott dropped off some pretzels for me from his job.
said bye to him. Mom bought... me pjs? wtf. Oh well they're comfy so I changed into them... realising I still could've seen Jake for another 40 minutes, and he came over and instead we speant and hour and 40 minutes together =3. And jake shared more of his feelings for me. hes so sweet.
I know from previous journal entries, you guys will notice hes the first guy ive been 100% passionate about and hes super caring and nice. Unlike steve and derrick where I let them walk all over me.
Now Im UBER tired.
Good days <3
btw: jake said he loves me =)