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i'm more doing this cuz no one really reads my livejournal (except you Donna), and I just wanna bleh...
in my last journal I stated how I was going to stand up for myself more... that i was going to deal with things and move forward as I need to... however that backfired badly... The journal got used against me in order to be made into an attack that may cost me my galleries on the sites I frequent most...
It's painful to have people using your own words and twisting them into something else...
I'm a little tired of people turning me into this inhumane lying creature that's out to steal and hurt people..
I am tired of all the lies and bullshit... I truly am... I'm busting my ass trying to make something of myself... yet my own flaws hold me back... make me powerless to protect myself....
maybe i take things too personally... perhaps... I dunno....
this is just a random rant.. i know it probably sounds disembodied and crazy... i just need to vent a little... not really caring what is being said...
I am so tired of being the bad guy
in my last journal I stated how I was going to stand up for myself more... that i was going to deal with things and move forward as I need to... however that backfired badly... The journal got used against me in order to be made into an attack that may cost me my galleries on the sites I frequent most...
It's painful to have people using your own words and twisting them into something else...
I'm a little tired of people turning me into this inhumane lying creature that's out to steal and hurt people..
I am tired of all the lies and bullshit... I truly am... I'm busting my ass trying to make something of myself... yet my own flaws hold me back... make me powerless to protect myself....
maybe i take things too personally... perhaps... I dunno....
this is just a random rant.. i know it probably sounds disembodied and crazy... i just need to vent a little... not really caring what is being said...
I am so tired of being the bad guy