So what else? [semi rant]
hm, I dunno i'm just in a weird mood and want to state it out aloud.
School is going pretty okay this quarter. I'm getting into my first 3D classes and slowly getting adjusted to the digital realm of the third dimension.
I've also been thinking about setting new limits on myself as of late. As i had stated before, i want to give myself more time to draw for myself and also be able to get my work done.
I feel I need to focus a lil more on what is important, rearrange my priorities. However, at the same time this brings me to a strange subject. What is more important?
This can have a broad range of what is 'important' cuz it changes verses person to person... and what I'm finding as important at this moment isn't as important.. should instead be highly important to someone else?
what I'm saying is I want to give more time to me to draw. To give myself more room to improve. I want to dedicate more time to homework and getting things done ahead of time instead of procrastinating.
I feel that I've deviated away from drawing for myself a little too much. For this I'm going to probably try and offer paintchats and such with those who are willing to join me. Try and work on things that i normally haven't in a long time.
I also feel that my roleplaying has gone a little bit downward. I want to be able to make better responses and more thought out plans of action. I just feel that over the time that I was 'forced' to rp constantly and repetitively even if it was the same smut sequence over and over before has kinda put me in a bad place character wise.
I wanna work more on fleshing out my characters for myself, giving them 'voices' again. I miss the days when I would have Akio or 149 arguing with me over who wanted to play. Or even Nare bringing chaos into the picture.. I miss those times
now don't get me wrong, i'm not saying that my current rps are bad. I love the rps i'm involved with at the moment. Drea has helped me explore new ideas that I'd never tried before, and although Blade hasn't had much time to rp with me, I have high hopes on where our rp will eventually go. I'm also glad for Rose finally restarting our old rp with a new storyline TwT Mayt is pleased to be used again, seriously seriously.
I am only meaning that I want to be able to get into character a little more than I have been.
I wonder how long this is now? It's more just my random thoughts D=
Anywho, to summerise what I've been trying to say.
1) I need to fix my priorities
2 ) I need to figure out what's priorities are >_>;
3 ) I need to draw more and
4 ) I need to get my rp characters more life.
and there you have.. Aya typing for no reason at 4 am after originally going to bed at like 2 am and then finding myself unable to sleep.
D= go me <3
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School is going pretty okay this quarter. I'm getting into my first 3D classes and slowly getting adjusted to the digital realm of the third dimension.
I've also been thinking about setting new limits on myself as of late. As i had stated before, i want to give myself more time to draw for myself and also be able to get my work done.
I feel I need to focus a lil more on what is important, rearrange my priorities. However, at the same time this brings me to a strange subject. What is more important?
This can have a broad range of what is 'important' cuz it changes verses person to person... and what I'm finding as important at this moment isn't as important.. should instead be highly important to someone else?
what I'm saying is I want to give more time to me to draw. To give myself more room to improve. I want to dedicate more time to homework and getting things done ahead of time instead of procrastinating.
I feel that I've deviated away from drawing for myself a little too much. For this I'm going to probably try and offer paintchats and such with those who are willing to join me. Try and work on things that i normally haven't in a long time.
I also feel that my roleplaying has gone a little bit downward. I want to be able to make better responses and more thought out plans of action. I just feel that over the time that I was 'forced' to rp constantly and repetitively even if it was the same smut sequence over and over before has kinda put me in a bad place character wise.
I wanna work more on fleshing out my characters for myself, giving them 'voices' again. I miss the days when I would have Akio or 149 arguing with me over who wanted to play. Or even Nare bringing chaos into the picture.. I miss those times
now don't get me wrong, i'm not saying that my current rps are bad. I love the rps i'm involved with at the moment. Drea has helped me explore new ideas that I'd never tried before, and although Blade hasn't had much time to rp with me, I have high hopes on where our rp will eventually go. I'm also glad for Rose finally restarting our old rp with a new storyline TwT Mayt is pleased to be used again, seriously seriously.
I am only meaning that I want to be able to get into character a little more than I have been.
I wonder how long this is now? It's more just my random thoughts D=
Anywho, to summerise what I've been trying to say.
1) I need to fix my priorities
2 ) I need to figure out what's priorities are >_>;
3 ) I need to draw more and
4 ) I need to get my rp characters more life.
and there you have.. Aya typing for no reason at 4 am after originally going to bed at like 2 am and then finding myself unable to sleep.
D= go me <3
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