May 07, 2009 00:04
I feel really horrible tonight and should have gone to bed about two hours ago. Probably what I get for trying to lower the medication again. Will have to go back up tomorrow.
You have been warned: I don't think I will make it through ACen, even though I have like . . . nothing I'm doing there anyhow. But I guess the thing to do is try it, and if I get too tired, I go home. I suppose that makes sense.
I can't verbalize how sick I am of being sick, any more than I can explain what I mean when I say "tired". But the other day I was thinking it's good that no one can really understand, because it's not something I'd want other people to feel. :\