Title: Because I Love You
Author: ayakanishi
Pairing: AkameRating: PG-13
Genre: love, romance
Disclaimer: i only own the plot
Author’s Notes: sorry for not updating for so long, my author self just flew to LA along with that Bakanishi...>_< and since like lots of people are bugging me now to update I will finally grant their wishes...:P
Warning: GIRL!KAME don't like it don't read it!
Summary: What will you do if the girl you love the most forgot everything about you, but only you?
Jin was sitting by a chair near the bed where Kazuya was sleeping. Her head was wrapped by bandage. She just had a car accident three days ago and until now she's unconscious.
"Kazu please... wake up," Jin said as he was holding his girlfriend's hand.
Then there was a movement. Kazuya squeezed Jin's hand back.
"Kazu? Kazu? Can you hear me?" JIn quickly stood up and looked at her face.
Kazuya slowly opened her eyes and stared at Jin with confusion, "D-dare... desu ka?"
Jin's eyes widened with the question Kazuya just asked him, "Kazu, can't you remember me? It's me, Jin,"
"J-jin?"
"Yes Jin,"
"I... I'm sorry but I really can't," Kazuya apologized.
Jin looked down, trying to stop those tears triggering to fall from his eyes,. He took a deep breath. He looked at Kazuya and smiled at her, "Don't worry you'll probably remember it in time, for now just rest"
Kazuya nodded at him and closed her eyes. Jin then let go of Kazuya's hand took his phone out of his pocket. He called his close friend Nakamaru, "Ne, Maru... un... she's awake, hai," Jin flipped his phone close and put it back to his pocket.
He went out of the room to call Kazuya's doctor and told him about her condition, "What do you think doc?"
"I don't know, did she say anything else?" the doctor asked.
"Nope, I already told you everything,"
"Jin!" Maru came along with their friends Koki, Junno and Ueda, "How is she?"
"She's fine but seems like she has an amnesia," Jin responded to Maru.
"Can we go in?" Koki asked.
"Of course," Jin opened the door for his friends and revealed a sleeping Kazuya, "just try not to be loud, she's sleeping,"
His four friends entered the room. Ueda who became really close to Kazuya and sometimes Jin would be jealous of his quickly went to Kazuya's side and held her hand, "Kazu, please be ok,"
With those words, Kazuya's eyes opened her eyes and searched around. She smiled upon setting her eyes to none other than, Ueda Tatsuya, "Tat-chan!" she quickly sat up and embraced Ueda really tight.
"H-hey!" Jin exclaimed, "That's my girlfriend you're embracing!"
Ueda shrugged, "Well... gomen.. she's the one embracing me," and slightly bowed.
Then Kazuya saw the other three standing in front of her, "Hey! Junno, Koki and Maru,"
"W-what the?! Sensei!" Jin held the doctor's shoulders, "How come she remembers them and not me?! Her boyfriend!"
"W-well..." the doctor couldn't respond because Jin kept on shaking his body.
"Ne Kazu, can't you really remember him?" Ueda softly asked her.
Kazuya slightly shook her head, "I really can't I tried to but.. who is he anyway?"
Junno then spoke, "He's Akanishi Jin, your fiance, you've been dating since like forever, Kazu, are you sure you can't remember this baka?"
"Baka ja nai!" Jin gave Junno a spank.
"Gomen..." Junno smiled and slightly bowed.
Suddenly, Kazuya looked down and felt so depressed, "I'm sorry... but I promise, I'll try to remember you, I will,"
Then a hand held hers, she looked at its owner and it was Jin, he was smiling at her, "Don't force yourself, just follow the flow,"
"Why?"
"Because I love you,"
KAZU's POV
For a second that time, I felt my heart stopped beating. As if his smile made it jump or something. His smile was so warm, I don't want it to fade, please, let it stay like that forever. I held his hand as well.
I shook my head and said, "But at least let me try,"
I know my head can't remember him, but my heart does. But... why is he the only one I can't remember? Why does it has to be him? My fiance? Is it because before I lost my memory of him I loved him so much? Did I think about him so much? Why?
I tried to remember the day I was involved in an accident. I know I was going somewhere but... I can't remember why am I going there. I know someone's waiting for me there, but who? When I tried to remember the gaps in my head it started to feel painful.
"A-ah..." I groaned.
Jin and the others quickly came to my aid, "Kazu? Kazu? Are you alright? Kazu, answer me, Kazu..."
He kept on calling my name... it sounds so good and in an instant the pain I was feeling went away. His voice is like a music to my ears. Even my body remembers him, only my head.
"I.. I'm fine don't worry, it's just a head ache," I assured them, but I can see through his eyes, he's worried about me. The others were also worried but... his was different, it's so much more sincere and deep.
I looked into it. It's so beautiful as if those orbs are pulling me in. He as well was looking into my eyes. I felt that we're in our own world. I totally forgot about the others. All I could feel was just me and Jin. The others probably already left afraid that they might disturb us.
I held his face between my hands. I stroked his smooth skin. I closed my eyes trying to remember the feeling, the touch. Then, I felt his lips, sealed on mine. He's a stranger to me, but I didn't oppose it. I like it, I really liked the feeling of this. I responded slowly to the kiss. I felt his arms already wrapped around my waist. He felt so warm, his body, his arms, hands, lips, everything.
I embraced him by his neck to deepen the kiss. I didn't even notice that we're slowly lying down. Suddenly, he stopped. He pulled himself and stood by the wall. I sat up and looked at him with confusion.
"Why? Why did you stop?"
"This is wrong..." he said, "Kazu... I'm a stranger to you, I can't do this, I just can't, it feels so wrong,"
"Jin, nothing feels more right than this... I know my mind can't remember a single memory of you but this," I held his hand and placed it near my heart, "it remembers everything, my body does, it remembers the touch, and my lips, it remembers your kiss more than I do, everything is familiar..."
"But Kazu..."
"Why are you hesitating?"
"Because I love you and I respect you, Kazu if you want to remember me, let's take things slowly, I can wait,"
I looked down, he's probably right. I'm doing things fast. Then I returned my gaze on him, "Thanks," I smiled, "thanks for everything,"
Three months passed and finally, I was able to remember everything about him. I remember that the day of the accident, he told me that he's gonna show me something. When my memory came back, he brought me there. It was our future house, where me, Jin and our future kids will stay. I was so happy, more than happy.
"Kazu, this day is not finished yet," he said. He was taking something from his pocket and he knelt down while holding my right hand, he showed me a small red box and opened it revealing a ring
, "Kamenashi Kazuya, marry me,"
[the end]
A/N: Ok guys I'm pretty sure you know what the answer will be...:P and sorry for not writing for so long...>_< like what I said, my author self is in LA right now
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