{fic} WHITE PRAYER
Title: White Prayer - Chapter 2
Authors: Ayakanishi
Pairing: Akame
Rating: R-ish probably because of foul languages
Genre: friendship, love, romance, hatred
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here...
Author’s Notes: This is CRY's sequel. Since you want it, you'll get it... and about the title, yes it's a song. Since I put a line from the song in the warning...:D
Summary: Jin and Kazuya are in a relationship now. But Pi still doesn't know about it. How will they face the obstacles that will come together and how will Kazuya tell Yamapi, her first love about her relationship with Jin, the one that Yamapi treats like his own little brother. Will Yamapi and Jin's friendship get destroyed because of Kazuya? Let's find out.
WARNING!: So many lies so much pain.
Kazuya couldn't say anything but "Sorry". She kept on apologizing to Jin about it. Jin was quiet and after a few moments, Kazuya heard him sniff. Jin was already crying. She quickly wrapped her arms around Jin and tried to comfort him.
KAZU: Jin...
JIN: I thought... I thought he's already gone... that you already forget about him! *walks out*
KAZU: Jin!
JIN: Don't follow me Kazu!
KAZU: Jin, I'm sorry... I told you before that it's hard to forget about him! Jin it's killing me! I told you also before that a part of me will always be his!
JIN: *stops walking and faced Kazu* You know Kazu... YOU'RE UNFAIR! *cries more* Kazu... I love you with all my heart! With all my soul! But you, what?! You love me and him?! I share your heart with him?! That's pathetic Kazu!
KAZU: You know I'm trying my best to forget about him like what you want me to do since we started this relationship! But I loved him for more than six fucking years now Jin! And do you honestly think that it's THAT easy for me to forget about my first love that easy?! I will try my best to forget about him but it won't work for only just a month! It'll take more time than that! And all I want, is you to understand and wait for me to finally move on!
JIN: ...
Kazuya went back to her own apartment and slammed the door really loud. She`s mad, very mad. Can`t Jin even see her effort to forget about the man she loved the most? Can't Jin see that she has never given anyone her whole heart to any of her past boyfriends? Can't Jin see that it's killing her just to think about of forgetting about Pi? Can't he even realize how hard it is for her? She knows it's unfair for her to love Pi while she's in a relationship with Jin and that's why she's trying her best to forget about Yamapi. Can't Jin even give her enough time and support her in what she was doing? She just wanted someone to understand her
For Jin, Kazuya was right. He knew Kazuya was trying her best to forget about Yamapi since he asked her to do it. He knew it'll make her suffer but he still insisted it to Kazuya. He just wanted Kazuya to be only his. Can he help it? He loves Kazuya so much. He's crazy about her. He decided to go to Kazuya and apologize to her. He will try to understand her as much as he can. He will give her the time she wanted. He will LET Kazuya to continue to love Yamapi. He will sacrifice himself just for her happiness. He doesn't care if he'll get hurt because of it, as long as Kazuya won't get hurt.
He knocked at Kazuya's door. He knocked many times but she didn't open the door for him. He was thinking if he'll use his key Kazuya might get angry at him. So he just decided to wait there for Kazuya to open the door for him and knock once every minute. It's been thirty minutes, but Kazuya's still not opening the door for him. He was about to knock for the 32nd time and finally Kazuya opened the door. Jin was sitting beside the door leaning on the wall behind him.
KAZU: What are you doing there? Get in.
JIN: *stands up* No need... I just wanted to say sorry... sorry for not understanding you and saying that you're unfair... don't worry... from now on I'll let you love him... you don't have to forget about him... I'll be fine with it so there's nothing to worry about... I know that... without him you won't be happy... I know that you will be happy with him... so I'm not demanding you anymore to forget about him.
KAZU: No... i will still do my best to forget about him...
JIN: Ha? Kazu, you don't have to... I'm fine with it okay?
KAZU: I will only stop forgetting about him if I realize that I really can't.
JIN: But Kazu... it'll only make you suffer...
KAZU: I told you before that this is a give and take relationship... understood?
JIN: Uh... okay... *sighs* so, we're ok now?
KAZU: Yes we are... *smiles* you know that I can't be angry with you for a long time.
JIN: *kisses Kazu on the lips* Just... don't get hurt, okay?
KAZU: You too...
While they were in each others arms, Jin suddenly asked something to Kazuya.
JIN: Kazu?
KAZU: Nn?
JIN: Have you done it with Pi?
KAZU: What it?
JIN: THAT thing.. you know... starts with a letter S ends with a letter X.
KAZU: Hell not yet!
JIN: Are you.. willing to do it with me?
KAZU: Of course not yet... I wanna do it after marriage...
JIN: Mou~~~
KAZU: Muri!
After that, Kazuya invited Jin inside to have coffee.
KAZU: Jin, before we met.... you were into fighting right?
JIN: Un... nande?
KAZU: Have you already killed someone?
JIN: H-hai... it was just an accident... self-defense they call it. Someone suddenly attacked me with his knife, I evaded it of course. Then I punched him at his face... hit a critical vein on it and he died... but I never wanted that...
KAZU: Jin... if ever next time...you might kill again... i beg you, make it me, okay?
JIN: What the fuck?! Kazu? Are you crazy?!
KAZU: Jin, I'm serious...
JIN: I... I can't do that... *sweating*
KAZU: If ever I die... I want to die by your hands...
JIN: Doshite... Kazuya... doshite?! *starts to fill dizzy and faints* Kazuya... Ikeda... doshite... *sleep talks*
KAZU: K-kazuya... Ikeda?
[to be continued]
music: : Lovin' U - KAT-TUN
A/N: Yes, I know' it's freaking short... but I have to, gomen!
please leave comments... arigatou!
Authors: Ayakanishi
Pairing: Akame
Rating: R-ish probably because of foul languages
Genre: friendship, love, romance, hatred
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here...
Author’s Notes: This is CRY's sequel. Since you want it, you'll get it... and about the title, yes it's a song. Since I put a line from the song in the warning...:D
Summary: Jin and Kazuya are in a relationship now. But Pi still doesn't know about it. How will they face the obstacles that will come together and how will Kazuya tell Yamapi, her first love about her relationship with Jin, the one that Yamapi treats like his own little brother. Will Yamapi and Jin's friendship get destroyed because of Kazuya? Let's find out.
WARNING!: So many lies so much pain.
Kazuya couldn't say anything but "Sorry". She kept on apologizing to Jin about it. Jin was quiet and after a few moments, Kazuya heard him sniff. Jin was already crying. She quickly wrapped her arms around Jin and tried to comfort him.
KAZU: Jin...
JIN: I thought... I thought he's already gone... that you already forget about him! *walks out*
KAZU: Jin!
JIN: Don't follow me Kazu!
KAZU: Jin, I'm sorry... I told you before that it's hard to forget about him! Jin it's killing me! I told you also before that a part of me will always be his!
JIN: *stops walking and faced Kazu* You know Kazu... YOU'RE UNFAIR! *cries more* Kazu... I love you with all my heart! With all my soul! But you, what?! You love me and him?! I share your heart with him?! That's pathetic Kazu!
KAZU: You know I'm trying my best to forget about him like what you want me to do since we started this relationship! But I loved him for more than six fucking years now Jin! And do you honestly think that it's THAT easy for me to forget about my first love that easy?! I will try my best to forget about him but it won't work for only just a month! It'll take more time than that! And all I want, is you to understand and wait for me to finally move on!
JIN: ...
Kazuya went back to her own apartment and slammed the door really loud. She`s mad, very mad. Can`t Jin even see her effort to forget about the man she loved the most? Can't Jin see that she has never given anyone her whole heart to any of her past boyfriends? Can't Jin see that it's killing her just to think about of forgetting about Pi? Can't he even realize how hard it is for her? She knows it's unfair for her to love Pi while she's in a relationship with Jin and that's why she's trying her best to forget about Yamapi. Can't Jin even give her enough time and support her in what she was doing? She just wanted someone to understand her
For Jin, Kazuya was right. He knew Kazuya was trying her best to forget about Yamapi since he asked her to do it. He knew it'll make her suffer but he still insisted it to Kazuya. He just wanted Kazuya to be only his. Can he help it? He loves Kazuya so much. He's crazy about her. He decided to go to Kazuya and apologize to her. He will try to understand her as much as he can. He will give her the time she wanted. He will LET Kazuya to continue to love Yamapi. He will sacrifice himself just for her happiness. He doesn't care if he'll get hurt because of it, as long as Kazuya won't get hurt.
He knocked at Kazuya's door. He knocked many times but she didn't open the door for him. He was thinking if he'll use his key Kazuya might get angry at him. So he just decided to wait there for Kazuya to open the door for him and knock once every minute. It's been thirty minutes, but Kazuya's still not opening the door for him. He was about to knock for the 32nd time and finally Kazuya opened the door. Jin was sitting beside the door leaning on the wall behind him.
KAZU: What are you doing there? Get in.
JIN: *stands up* No need... I just wanted to say sorry... sorry for not understanding you and saying that you're unfair... don't worry... from now on I'll let you love him... you don't have to forget about him... I'll be fine with it so there's nothing to worry about... I know that... without him you won't be happy... I know that you will be happy with him... so I'm not demanding you anymore to forget about him.
KAZU: No... i will still do my best to forget about him...
JIN: Ha? Kazu, you don't have to... I'm fine with it okay?
KAZU: I will only stop forgetting about him if I realize that I really can't.
JIN: But Kazu... it'll only make you suffer...
KAZU: I told you before that this is a give and take relationship... understood?
JIN: Uh... okay... *sighs* so, we're ok now?
KAZU: Yes we are... *smiles* you know that I can't be angry with you for a long time.
JIN: *kisses Kazu on the lips* Just... don't get hurt, okay?
KAZU: You too...
While they were in each others arms, Jin suddenly asked something to Kazuya.
JIN: Kazu?
KAZU: Nn?
JIN: Have you done it with Pi?
KAZU: What it?
JIN: THAT thing.. you know... starts with a letter S ends with a letter X.
KAZU: Hell not yet!
JIN: Are you.. willing to do it with me?
KAZU: Of course not yet... I wanna do it after marriage...
JIN: Mou~~~
KAZU: Muri!
After that, Kazuya invited Jin inside to have coffee.
KAZU: Jin, before we met.... you were into fighting right?
JIN: Un... nande?
KAZU: Have you already killed someone?
JIN: H-hai... it was just an accident... self-defense they call it. Someone suddenly attacked me with his knife, I evaded it of course. Then I punched him at his face... hit a critical vein on it and he died... but I never wanted that...
KAZU: Jin... if ever next time...you might kill again... i beg you, make it me, okay?
JIN: What the fuck?! Kazu? Are you crazy?!
KAZU: Jin, I'm serious...
JIN: I... I can't do that... *sweating*
KAZU: If ever I die... I want to die by your hands...
JIN: Doshite... Kazuya... doshite?! *starts to fill dizzy and faints* Kazuya... Ikeda... doshite... *sleep talks*
KAZU: K-kazuya... Ikeda?
[to be continued]
music: : Lovin' U - KAT-TUN
A/N: Yes, I know' it's freaking short... but I have to, gomen!
please leave comments... arigatou!