{fic} Akame_het Challenge - # 010 Night KAME's POV
Title: Night - KAME'S POV
Prompt Number: # 010 Night
Author: ayakanishi
Rating: SAFE!
Warnings: THEY'RE NOT MARRIED!!!
Summary: They thought their marriage to other person will help them move on and forget about each other. But they were wrong; every night, they dream about each other; every day they think about each other; they still love each other.
JIN'S POV
Time flies so fast ne? What do you say, it's been ten years since I broke up with you. I miss you so much. I just don't know if you miss me since you look so happy with Megumi-san and your two sons. I've been stalking your house for a week now just to know if you're happy or not. But seems like you are. Actually, Kinta, my husband found out what I've been doing but he didn't get mad. He just said that I should have told him so he will be the one doing the stalking.
Kinta knows me so much, even the love that I'm still offering you. He's been so kind to me. He understand how I actually feel for you. He's one of the nicest person I've ever met. So as your wife. She seems so kind and caring of you. Maybe you have already forgotten about me since I'm the one who broke up with you. I didn't even had the chance to tell you why I broke up and I don't even have the right that time.
Ten years ago, your father asked me to break up with you, or else he'll let my family and the family of my friends to suffer and I don't want that to happen Jin. I'm really really sorry, I really had to. So after that, I ran away and went to Wisconsin where I met Kinta and we dated. After two years of dating, we finally decided to get married. But I still love you.
I tried to forget about you; Kinta knows that. I did my best, but I just can't do it. Our marriage gave us a son, his name is Kazuma.
One night, I felt so sad, so Kinta said that we will go out to take some fresh air. We went to the downtown and there, I saw you standing in the dark and watching us. I was so happy to see you again. I was really hoping that you'll come to us and greet us. I'll even introduce you to Kinta and Kazuma. But you didn't Jin, you just hid yourself and watch us walk away. It broke my heart once again.
When we got home, I told Kinta about it. He sighed and massaged his temples and said that you're so lame. You should have approached and talked to us instead of what you did. Then he asked me if I know where you were living, sadly I don't actually know. Seems like he wants to talk to you. Kinta's a bit of bad boy, but he will never hurt a person that means so much to me. Yeah, he probably just wants to talk to you.
Kinta said that he will try to look for you. I stopped him cause I know finding someone is not that easy but he kept on insisting.
Then a month passed and there's still no trace of you. I told Kinta to give up but he said not. Then, after that, about a week, I heard our doorbell ring. I know it's a visitor since Kinta's still at work that time. I asked Kazuma to open the door for me and he did. Moments later, Kazuma went back and told me that there's a handsome man looking for me. When I went outside, I saw you once again Jin Akanishi, standing right in front of me.
You don't know how surprised I am Jin. I want to hug you now but I can't. Instead of doing something scandalous I just invited you in and let you sit. I told Kazuma to go to his room and he obeyed me. Once I'm sure that Kazuma won't hear us I talked, since you look so nervous.
I said, "How are you doing?"
And you answered me that you're doing fine. You also asked me the same question. I wasn't able to answer you for a bit but I said that I'm happy, but I can't even look into your eyes. I don't want to see your emotions. I don't want to know if there's hatred, I'm too afraid to know. Then, silence.
I don't know how to break the silence so I just randomly said "I saw you at the downtown a month ago,"
You seemed surprise when I said that. I think you don't know that I saw noticed you. Then I spoke again, "What's your reason for not approaching me? You didn't even say hello to me" and I couldn't stop my eyes to produce tears.
And finally, you answered, "Because... you look so happy, I don't want to ruin your happiness"
Me? Happy? Jin, do I really look happy to you? My emotions are starting to fill me up so I asked, "You really think so that I'm THAT happy?"
You answered this, "Well... you look like one"
Jin no baka! My emotions finally burst out and I couldn't control it anymore, I cried out, "Still an idiot as before Jin... you didn't notice it! You didn't notice that I stared at you! Waiting for you to talk to me!"
Then you suddenly embraced me like what you do before, whenever I cry, you always embrace me. You even apologized to me, "I'm so sorry for being an idiot Kazu... my deepest apologies" you don't have to Jin, you even tighten you hold to me.
I missed this feeling, me inside your arms, but I know this isn't right so I quickly pushed away. You look shocked to me but I still don't want to look into your eyes. I don't want to know what you really feel, you might be actually hating me but you're just hiding it. You apologized again, it broke my heart when you did. But this is just wrong Jin, we can't... we have our own families now, and I told you that. You seem to agree with me. Whatever I told you, everything broke my heart, because I still love you with my whole heart.
It's almost 7, Kinta's about to be home so I sent you away now. I even told you to forget everything that happened tonight and pretend that nothing really happened and we never met. Then you left Jin. Seeing you walking away from me really broke me. I want to run after you and grab your arms and hold you tight. But I can't, so I just watched you as you disappeared from my sight.
When you're finally gone, I ran to my room and burst out my tears. I cried and cried until I have nothing to cry. After that, I finally calmed down and pretended that nothing happened. It's almost 8 now, but Kinta's still not home. He's probably having an over time, being a detective's not that easy. I started to prepare for dinner and called Kazuma to wait for you while watching the TV.
It was fifteen minutes past seven and Kinta's finally home. I asked him where he was and he said that he just talked to someone important. I didn't ask who it was, probably just some important witness for the case he's currently solving.
When it was bed time, it's kinds weird that Kinta's standing near the window watching the sky. He's not that type of person, unless he's thinking of something deep. So I asked him what's wrong.
He answered it with a question, "So, he visited you?"
I just lowered my head and answered it, "You knew about it?"
"Yeah, I talked to his wife a while ago..."
"So, what did you talk about?"
"About letting the both of you go"
I was so shocked about what he said, Jin and me... go?
"Since you two both love each other, why not let you be with each other right? Go get your trophy Kazuya, he's probably on his way now..." Kinta then smiled at me.
I was about to cry, I don't know what to say. Will I go to Jin and leave Kinta? How about Kazuma?
"Dont' worry about Kazuma, I'll take good care of him, you can visit him if you want. I'll keep him so you can start a new family with Jin, ok? Promise me that you'll be happy" he caressed my cheeks and I held his hand.
"Kazu? Go get Jin" Kinta smiled again and kissed my forehead.
"Kinta..." I muttered, I returned his kiss to his lips and kissed him one last time, "thanks"
I cried and ran out of the house. I ran and ran and ran until I lost all of my strength, then I saw you running too, towards me. I smiled, and you too.
A/N: there will still be a 3rd person POV, so, please wait for it, okies? hehehe!!!!
Prompt Number: # 010 Night
Author: ayakanishi
Rating: SAFE!
Warnings: THEY'RE NOT MARRIED!!!
Summary: They thought their marriage to other person will help them move on and forget about each other. But they were wrong; every night, they dream about each other; every day they think about each other; they still love each other.
JIN'S POV
Time flies so fast ne? What do you say, it's been ten years since I broke up with you. I miss you so much. I just don't know if you miss me since you look so happy with Megumi-san and your two sons. I've been stalking your house for a week now just to know if you're happy or not. But seems like you are. Actually, Kinta, my husband found out what I've been doing but he didn't get mad. He just said that I should have told him so he will be the one doing the stalking.
Kinta knows me so much, even the love that I'm still offering you. He's been so kind to me. He understand how I actually feel for you. He's one of the nicest person I've ever met. So as your wife. She seems so kind and caring of you. Maybe you have already forgotten about me since I'm the one who broke up with you. I didn't even had the chance to tell you why I broke up and I don't even have the right that time.
Ten years ago, your father asked me to break up with you, or else he'll let my family and the family of my friends to suffer and I don't want that to happen Jin. I'm really really sorry, I really had to. So after that, I ran away and went to Wisconsin where I met Kinta and we dated. After two years of dating, we finally decided to get married. But I still love you.
I tried to forget about you; Kinta knows that. I did my best, but I just can't do it. Our marriage gave us a son, his name is Kazuma.
One night, I felt so sad, so Kinta said that we will go out to take some fresh air. We went to the downtown and there, I saw you standing in the dark and watching us. I was so happy to see you again. I was really hoping that you'll come to us and greet us. I'll even introduce you to Kinta and Kazuma. But you didn't Jin, you just hid yourself and watch us walk away. It broke my heart once again.
When we got home, I told Kinta about it. He sighed and massaged his temples and said that you're so lame. You should have approached and talked to us instead of what you did. Then he asked me if I know where you were living, sadly I don't actually know. Seems like he wants to talk to you. Kinta's a bit of bad boy, but he will never hurt a person that means so much to me. Yeah, he probably just wants to talk to you.
Kinta said that he will try to look for you. I stopped him cause I know finding someone is not that easy but he kept on insisting.
Then a month passed and there's still no trace of you. I told Kinta to give up but he said not. Then, after that, about a week, I heard our doorbell ring. I know it's a visitor since Kinta's still at work that time. I asked Kazuma to open the door for me and he did. Moments later, Kazuma went back and told me that there's a handsome man looking for me. When I went outside, I saw you once again Jin Akanishi, standing right in front of me.
You don't know how surprised I am Jin. I want to hug you now but I can't. Instead of doing something scandalous I just invited you in and let you sit. I told Kazuma to go to his room and he obeyed me. Once I'm sure that Kazuma won't hear us I talked, since you look so nervous.
I said, "How are you doing?"
And you answered me that you're doing fine. You also asked me the same question. I wasn't able to answer you for a bit but I said that I'm happy, but I can't even look into your eyes. I don't want to see your emotions. I don't want to know if there's hatred, I'm too afraid to know. Then, silence.
I don't know how to break the silence so I just randomly said "I saw you at the downtown a month ago,"
You seemed surprise when I said that. I think you don't know that I saw noticed you. Then I spoke again, "What's your reason for not approaching me? You didn't even say hello to me" and I couldn't stop my eyes to produce tears.
And finally, you answered, "Because... you look so happy, I don't want to ruin your happiness"
Me? Happy? Jin, do I really look happy to you? My emotions are starting to fill me up so I asked, "You really think so that I'm THAT happy?"
You answered this, "Well... you look like one"
Jin no baka! My emotions finally burst out and I couldn't control it anymore, I cried out, "Still an idiot as before Jin... you didn't notice it! You didn't notice that I stared at you! Waiting for you to talk to me!"
Then you suddenly embraced me like what you do before, whenever I cry, you always embrace me. You even apologized to me, "I'm so sorry for being an idiot Kazu... my deepest apologies" you don't have to Jin, you even tighten you hold to me.
I missed this feeling, me inside your arms, but I know this isn't right so I quickly pushed away. You look shocked to me but I still don't want to look into your eyes. I don't want to know what you really feel, you might be actually hating me but you're just hiding it. You apologized again, it broke my heart when you did. But this is just wrong Jin, we can't... we have our own families now, and I told you that. You seem to agree with me. Whatever I told you, everything broke my heart, because I still love you with my whole heart.
It's almost 7, Kinta's about to be home so I sent you away now. I even told you to forget everything that happened tonight and pretend that nothing really happened and we never met. Then you left Jin. Seeing you walking away from me really broke me. I want to run after you and grab your arms and hold you tight. But I can't, so I just watched you as you disappeared from my sight.
When you're finally gone, I ran to my room and burst out my tears. I cried and cried until I have nothing to cry. After that, I finally calmed down and pretended that nothing happened. It's almost 8 now, but Kinta's still not home. He's probably having an over time, being a detective's not that easy. I started to prepare for dinner and called Kazuma to wait for you while watching the TV.
It was fifteen minutes past seven and Kinta's finally home. I asked him where he was and he said that he just talked to someone important. I didn't ask who it was, probably just some important witness for the case he's currently solving.
When it was bed time, it's kinds weird that Kinta's standing near the window watching the sky. He's not that type of person, unless he's thinking of something deep. So I asked him what's wrong.
He answered it with a question, "So, he visited you?"
I just lowered my head and answered it, "You knew about it?"
"Yeah, I talked to his wife a while ago..."
"So, what did you talk about?"
"About letting the both of you go"
I was so shocked about what he said, Jin and me... go?
"Since you two both love each other, why not let you be with each other right? Go get your trophy Kazuya, he's probably on his way now..." Kinta then smiled at me.
I was about to cry, I don't know what to say. Will I go to Jin and leave Kinta? How about Kazuma?
"Dont' worry about Kazuma, I'll take good care of him, you can visit him if you want. I'll keep him so you can start a new family with Jin, ok? Promise me that you'll be happy" he caressed my cheeks and I held his hand.
"Kazu? Go get Jin" Kinta smiled again and kissed my forehead.
"Kinta..." I muttered, I returned his kiss to his lips and kissed him one last time, "thanks"
I cried and ran out of the house. I ran and ran and ran until I lost all of my strength, then I saw you running too, towards me. I smiled, and you too.
A/N: there will still be a 3rd person POV, so, please wait for it, okies? hehehe!!!!