{fic} AMNESIA
Title: AMNESIA - memory 13 (Bidou's Letters, Kazuya's Voice)
Authors: Ayakanishi
Pairing: Akame, MirokuBido, and more
Rating: PG-15 (to be safe)
Genre: friendship, love, romance
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here...
Author’s Notes: My fourth fic, if you remember DESTINY this is the sequel of it
Summary: It's been five years, they stopped modeling and started to work in Jin's company. They decided to went to Sweden to have their dream vacation. But what if their dream vacation turns into their worst nightmare.
An hour passed, Miroku went to their bedroom, he noticed that Bidou's not there and also he's things were all gone.
"Ne, Junno, where's Bidou?" Jin asked.
"Bidou? He's in your room right?"
"No, he's not here and all of his things are not here anymore."
"Maji?!" Junno rushed to the room, "you're right, where the hell did he go?!"
"Junno, look, a note" Jin said.
Junno and Jin,
That's right, there's no reason to call you Miroku anymore since I know now your past, and I really admire who you are in your past life, you're such a great person. I asked Kazuya-kun to help me leave without you noticing me, please don't be mad at him ok? Junno, thanks for everything, for your help, and for the both of you, I'm sorry if I didn't have any proper farewell with you.
Bidou.
"Bidou..." Jin uttered and started to cry, "why... why did he left? I wasn't even able to say thanks to him... he's been so nice and loving to me..."
"Jin, tell me, does it hurts because you love him or you feel that you owe him a lot?"
Jin was frozen.
"Think about it Jin, if it hurts because you love him, we'll understand you Jin, we'll let you leave us here and go after him, as long as you're happy, if just because you feel that you owe him a lot, you can just call him and say thank you, live with us here and collect all your memories back."
'What if the reason if both?" Jin asked.
"Wait for all of your memory to come back and decide." Junno answered.
"Thanks Junno"
"Anytime Jin, anytime."
Then suddenly, someone came.
"Anou... Miroku... hontou ni... gomenasai" the person apologized.
"Kazuya..." Jin looked at him.
"About... Bidou-kun..."
"It's... it's okay... I understand" Jin quickly went to Kazuya and embrased him.
"M-miroku" the shocked Kazuya responded.
"I know you're a very very big part of my past... Please... call me Jin... I'm almost back now... it's hurting me when you're calling me Miroku" Jin cried, "I know what you feel, I can feel it Kazuya... don't hold back your feelings, Bidou's sacrifice will be worthless."
"J-jin... bring your memory back first... I will only love the Jin who left me" Kazuya walked out.
"Why are they all leaving me...?"
"Don't worry Jin, both of you will be back, Kazu just wants you to decide who you really wants." Junno said.
That night, Jin was excited to go to sleep because he thought that his next dream will be with Kazuya. The next day.
"NO!!!!" he screamed.
"N-nani?!" Junno rushed to Jin's room and checked him out, "nande?"
"I.. I didn't dream of anything... last night" Jin answered.
"Maybe, later night, you'll dream, don't worry"
Kazu called a meeting at Maru's apartment for everyone, including Junno and Miroku. They were all at the leaving room, sitting.
"Ne, Kazu-chan, what's with the sudden meeting? And where's Bidou-kun?" Ueda asked.
"That's why we're here, because Bidou-kun, already left us" Kazuya answered.
"WHAT!?" the gang exclaimed. (except for Miroku and Junno)
"Yes, he left us yesterday morning and gave me a letter, he asked me to let everyone know what's written in the letter" Kazu said.
"So, please read it" Tomoyo requested.
Minna,
Sorry for not saying goodbye to all of you, I just really need to leave. It'll hurt me more to see you saing goodbye to me. So, I decided to leave unnoticed. I'm really happy to have friends like all of you, you're all goof. I don't really know if ever we can see each other again, but anyways, thanks for everything. Please take care of Miroku, I mean Jin for me, sayonara.
Bidou.
"That's it" Kazuya folded the paper and put it back to the envelope.
"So, Bidou-kun knows that Miroku's..." Pi sid.
"Doesn it mean that Jin's back?" Koki asked.
All looked at Miroku but there was no response from him.
"Jin, answer us!" Ueda demanded.
"Akanishi!" Pi shouted.
Then Miroku started crying, Kazu and Junno approached to comfort him.
"Don't rush him! Can't you see he's suffering?!" Kazu scolded.
"He knows he's Jin but he's not back yet! Damn it!" Junno added.
"I want... to remember everything... but... but last night... my memory stopped coming back..." Jin cried, "half of me is already Jin... but half of me, is still Miroku"
"Jin..." Kazuya embraced Jin.
"What hurts me the most is... I REMEMBER NOW WHO THE HELL ALL OF YOU EXCEPT KAZUYA!!!! I want to remember him, who he really is in my life..."
"You want to know!? Then I'll tell you!" Koki said.
"Baka! Yamero! Let him remember it himself or let Kazuya tell him!" Junno opposed.
"Jin, are you sure you want to remember me?" Kazu asked.
"Hai... I'm ready" Jin nodded.
"Ok then..." Kazuya made his hug tighter and started singing.
te wo tsunaidari koe wo kiitari
waraiaetara iina dore dake no hito to
meguri aeru no darou
tasukerare tari sasaete itari
wakari aetara iina
dore dake no kokoro to
fure atte kita darou
ima no ichidou ni kizu tsukete itami daite
ima no ichidou ni umaretekuru imochi wo daite
ima no ichidou ni eien wo shiru koto mo aru
bokura wa kono te wo tsunaginagara ikiterunda
[to be continued]
preview: "Urg... Bakanishi... don't eat all od the cake... or else... I'll call you Butanishi..."
Music: No Matter Matter - KAT-TUN
AN: ok, ice cream is raining in my house now, hahaha!! i've got three kinds of ice creams here and it's all because of Jin's basudei, hahaha!!!!! and i'm going to attend another party later, my friend's brother is going to have his i think first birthday, hahaha!!!!
comments are loved...:D
Authors: Ayakanishi
Pairing: Akame, MirokuBido, and more
Rating: PG-15 (to be safe)
Genre: friendship, love, romance
Disclaimer: i don't own the characters here...
Author’s Notes: My fourth fic, if you remember DESTINY this is the sequel of it
Summary: It's been five years, they stopped modeling and started to work in Jin's company. They decided to went to Sweden to have their dream vacation. But what if their dream vacation turns into their worst nightmare.
An hour passed, Miroku went to their bedroom, he noticed that Bidou's not there and also he's things were all gone.
"Ne, Junno, where's Bidou?" Jin asked.
"Bidou? He's in your room right?"
"No, he's not here and all of his things are not here anymore."
"Maji?!" Junno rushed to the room, "you're right, where the hell did he go?!"
"Junno, look, a note" Jin said.
Junno and Jin,
That's right, there's no reason to call you Miroku anymore since I know now your past, and I really admire who you are in your past life, you're such a great person. I asked Kazuya-kun to help me leave without you noticing me, please don't be mad at him ok? Junno, thanks for everything, for your help, and for the both of you, I'm sorry if I didn't have any proper farewell with you.
Bidou.
"Bidou..." Jin uttered and started to cry, "why... why did he left? I wasn't even able to say thanks to him... he's been so nice and loving to me..."
"Jin, tell me, does it hurts because you love him or you feel that you owe him a lot?"
Jin was frozen.
"Think about it Jin, if it hurts because you love him, we'll understand you Jin, we'll let you leave us here and go after him, as long as you're happy, if just because you feel that you owe him a lot, you can just call him and say thank you, live with us here and collect all your memories back."
'What if the reason if both?" Jin asked.
"Wait for all of your memory to come back and decide." Junno answered.
"Thanks Junno"
"Anytime Jin, anytime."
Then suddenly, someone came.
"Anou... Miroku... hontou ni... gomenasai" the person apologized.
"Kazuya..." Jin looked at him.
"About... Bidou-kun..."
"It's... it's okay... I understand" Jin quickly went to Kazuya and embrased him.
"M-miroku" the shocked Kazuya responded.
"I know you're a very very big part of my past... Please... call me Jin... I'm almost back now... it's hurting me when you're calling me Miroku" Jin cried, "I know what you feel, I can feel it Kazuya... don't hold back your feelings, Bidou's sacrifice will be worthless."
"J-jin... bring your memory back first... I will only love the Jin who left me" Kazuya walked out.
"Why are they all leaving me...?"
"Don't worry Jin, both of you will be back, Kazu just wants you to decide who you really wants." Junno said.
That night, Jin was excited to go to sleep because he thought that his next dream will be with Kazuya. The next day.
"NO!!!!" he screamed.
"N-nani?!" Junno rushed to Jin's room and checked him out, "nande?"
"I.. I didn't dream of anything... last night" Jin answered.
"Maybe, later night, you'll dream, don't worry"
Kazu called a meeting at Maru's apartment for everyone, including Junno and Miroku. They were all at the leaving room, sitting.
"Ne, Kazu-chan, what's with the sudden meeting? And where's Bidou-kun?" Ueda asked.
"That's why we're here, because Bidou-kun, already left us" Kazuya answered.
"WHAT!?" the gang exclaimed. (except for Miroku and Junno)
"Yes, he left us yesterday morning and gave me a letter, he asked me to let everyone know what's written in the letter" Kazu said.
"So, please read it" Tomoyo requested.
Minna,
Sorry for not saying goodbye to all of you, I just really need to leave. It'll hurt me more to see you saing goodbye to me. So, I decided to leave unnoticed. I'm really happy to have friends like all of you, you're all goof. I don't really know if ever we can see each other again, but anyways, thanks for everything. Please take care of Miroku, I mean Jin for me, sayonara.
Bidou.
"That's it" Kazuya folded the paper and put it back to the envelope.
"So, Bidou-kun knows that Miroku's..." Pi sid.
"Doesn it mean that Jin's back?" Koki asked.
All looked at Miroku but there was no response from him.
"Jin, answer us!" Ueda demanded.
"Akanishi!" Pi shouted.
Then Miroku started crying, Kazu and Junno approached to comfort him.
"Don't rush him! Can't you see he's suffering?!" Kazu scolded.
"He knows he's Jin but he's not back yet! Damn it!" Junno added.
"I want... to remember everything... but... but last night... my memory stopped coming back..." Jin cried, "half of me is already Jin... but half of me, is still Miroku"
"Jin..." Kazuya embraced Jin.
"What hurts me the most is... I REMEMBER NOW WHO THE HELL ALL OF YOU EXCEPT KAZUYA!!!! I want to remember him, who he really is in my life..."
"You want to know!? Then I'll tell you!" Koki said.
"Baka! Yamero! Let him remember it himself or let Kazuya tell him!" Junno opposed.
"Jin, are you sure you want to remember me?" Kazu asked.
"Hai... I'm ready" Jin nodded.
"Ok then..." Kazuya made his hug tighter and started singing.
te wo tsunaidari koe wo kiitari
waraiaetara iina dore dake no hito to
meguri aeru no darou
tasukerare tari sasaete itari
wakari aetara iina
dore dake no kokoro to
fure atte kita darou
ima no ichidou ni kizu tsukete itami daite
ima no ichidou ni umaretekuru imochi wo daite
ima no ichidou ni eien wo shiru koto mo aru
bokura wa kono te wo tsunaginagara ikiterunda
[to be continued]
preview: "Urg... Bakanishi... don't eat all od the cake... or else... I'll call you Butanishi..."
Music: No Matter Matter - KAT-TUN
AN: ok, ice cream is raining in my house now, hahaha!! i've got three kinds of ice creams here and it's all because of Jin's basudei, hahaha!!!!! and i'm going to attend another party later, my friend's brother is going to have his i think first birthday, hahaha!!!!
comments are loved...:D